8 JAN 2022 · BOOK INTRODUCTION:”Lest I Be A Castaway” DOES GOD CRY? Addressing: Murder, Abduction and Kidnapping, Witchcraft, Fortune Telling, Bestiality, Alcoholism, Drug Trafficking, All Manner of Sexual Sins, Vices and Habits. We cannot forget THOSE LITTLE FOXES: Lying, Envy, Jealousy, Hatred… GOD REJECTS! I Wonder If God Cries Words and Lyrics by Gary S. Paxton I wonder if God cries, when we do the things we do, Do love drops fill His eyes, Because He loves us oh so true, Sometimes I feel such hurt when I try to realize That even though He’s God, I wonder if God cries? I wonder if God cries is His heart filled with pain? Does he bow and weep, when we damn His Holy name? I wish I could see Him, and for the world apologize When we stumble so, I wonder if God cries? Maybe time will tell, when we reach that distant shore With all His children home, Maybe God will cry no more. Even though He’s God I wonder if God Cries? The things that make you go hmmm in the Churches. God has a real group of people, but you find the fake hidden in the midst. Some are babies others are frauds, deceivers and just down right dirty and evil. To the body of believers God commands us to follow the scriptures and to obey His words. This is my personal journey full of strange encounters in different churches with church members and groups. Many of these stories are the exact facts and in some the names have been changed to protect the innocent. Some news articles are very intense but they are needed to understand the happenings as they occurred. God wants to save His people from destruction. When His children become destructive oftentimes they are exposed. The purpose of revealing these stories is to bring forth a change or to stir some to conviction enough to repent and return to God. He is a loving God and He will forgive you. Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series

8 JAN 2022 · His Beauty Is His Beast The Church was filled with lots of musical instruments and a nice choir and they believed in making a “joyful noise unto the Lord”. Pastor Gino was a good speaker and admonished the group to be strong through these tough times and for them “To hold on to God’s unchanging hand.” Many more sermons would be preached like that one and many more people would believe in the almighty words of God. People often tarnish the Word of God by living ragged lives and eventually are EXPOSED… Some people however get confused about what the preacher is demonstrating. They can only see the man. And decide to love intensely and trust and believe in the man and forget that the man is only an instrument used to declare the written word of the Almighty God. 1 Corinthians 9:27 But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a CASTAWAY… Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series

8 JAN 2022 · The Voodoo Priestess Scoping the room I observed a thin framed black man in a shiny burgundy smoking jacket leaning over a woman. He was saying... "Come on Mary!" "Please Mary!" Mary was picking at and cleaning her fingernails with a small switch blade knife. She was conscious of our presence but remained quietly seated as he begged. In the center of the kitchen table was an opened book, it looked like a large family Bible. As I sat down I saw it was marked up with strange writings not common for a Bible. Mary smiled as she saw me look at the book. I said what is this? She said the Voodoo Bible and waited for me to respond. I responded, "Is this for John? Are you keeping him afraid of you?" She said "Yes!" VOODOO SPELLS AND WITCHCRAFT IMPOSE A GREAT COST UPON THOSE WHO PRACTICE SUCH. Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series

8 JAN 2022 · Tea Leaves Death And Me I had a sudden open vision of an older woman standing over a stove stirring in a pot. She was looking very deeply into the pot and I was aware that she was looking for something. The vision was so real that I realized I too was trying to see what she was looking at in the pot. A command came into my spirit... “Tell her to stop what she is doing or in 7 days she will be very sorry." Walk with me through a hard revelation. Sometimes you don’t understand why you see what you see, or hear what you hear. God uses whoever is obedient to Him to deliver His messages. Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series

8 JAN 2022 · Elder Charley And The “Sunshine Band” “Annie your eyes are so beautiful, I would just love to stare deep into them up close."  Smart as a whip, Annie knew he was being inappropriate. He sounded like the teenage boys at school when they were flirting with the older girls. Annie was petrified with terror. Normally quite a chatty girl, she lost all ability to speak at that moment. Something was dreadfully wrong with this man, she didn't trust him.  Annie knew instinctively that he would harm her, so she managed to stay away from him at all times. Annie also learned to avoid his sinister gaze, but she could feel his cold blooded stare on her skin. Annie remembered the true story she had been told when she was 8 years old of a beautiful little girl who had been kidnapped, raped and killed. Momma Lydia often told her, "Don't talk to strangers or people you don't trust." All of the children living in that vicinity knew the story of Rose Marie Riddle and were admonished by their parents to always be careful when walking to school or outside alone. Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series Music by: Gary S. Paxton Intro song “WEEDS”

16 JAN 2022 · A Ride Into The Sunset “I’m taking him to get some ice cream from the Ice Cream truck…” Of course there was no truck in sight. Dressed in a brown and tan plaid suit coat, tan shirt and pants, a tiny brown bow tie with matching brown sandals; he was dressed to the max. A three year old little boy disappeared suddenly from the church restroom. As the congregation frantically searched the sanctuary they all finally headed outside on a main Los Angeles Blvd. They couldn’t find him. Then in the distance almost two blocks away his Dad spotted the tiny boy and his plaid jacket. A man had him up on his shoulders walking into the sunlight… The screaming started anger and running… “Get my baby!!!” cried the Mother. Guess who it was…? the “SNEAKY DEVIL!” Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series

16 JAN 2022 · The Demon King On His Throne Every time he drinks he changes and gets evil, then he chases us out of the house." He sits up on the back of the sofa or whatever seat he can find and just glares at us and curses and swears until he gets violent and we have to run away from him. Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series

3 FEB 2022 · The Unprotected Road Trudy ran after a while and fled into the arms of a man, who she had felt was a good friend. He was a drug dealer and had her out on the streets in no time. She was selling drugs to live and to pay his bills. Again she was trapped! Trudy wanted to marry Michael, she wanted her children back, she wanted God to forgive her for her sins and give her peace. She had gone to church one day to see if there was one last chance for herself. She was depressed and wanted to die, hopeless and helpless… Going there to that Church was an absolute disaster… People are funny even at some churches. Restoration appears to have been a lost word at that Church. The Apostle Paul in the scriptures addresses all of mankind men and women: Galatians 6:1 Brethren, if a man be overtaken in a fault, ye which are spiritual, restore such a one in the spirit of meekness; considering thyself, lest thou also be tempted. Trudy disappeared… Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series Music by King Dvyce Song: “Flash Flood”

3 FEB 2022 · EXTORTION BLACKMAIL AND MURDER Amidst the cries and screams everyone knew the house had been ransacked from the front to the back. What had happened to cause this terrible thing to such a charismatic man? Apparently his charm had reached far and beyond his normal church environment. As more Sheriff arrived and investigation teams cleared the area, there were lots of questions. The need to protect ones reputation can become a powerful motivation. While the cat and kittens were away... The mice did play… Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series Music by: King Dvyce Song - “Blame Me” by King

7 FEB 2022 · I Am Not Judging You I was tormented by the things going on at my neighbors house. I was convinced it was a “DRUG HOUSE.” I was terrorized by someone running, screaming and yelling on the pathway between the two houses. Boots, running, sirens, lights, Police squads and guns several times a week. God woke me up one Sunday and told me to go give my neighbor a message. I did not want to go… My thoughts were, I don’t mess with them and they don’t mess with me. That was not the plan of God. Some times God brings us deliverance through the strangest circumstances. A tiny little girl, her mother and her friend were waiting to hear a word of restoration from the Lord, to be set free and to dry their tears. At the same time God was releasing my judgement and my fear. Through a spiritual revelation God opened up my eyes to see a realm of Angels that I had no idea were there watching and camping in my yard. Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Lest I Be A Castaway Prodigal Daughter Book Series Music by: Darryl Udell, Jr. Instrumentals: Peculiar Melodies