You know what they say about all work and no play.

BUT...

I’m supposed to be Creating something.

I’m Trying to figure out these next layers of block, baggage, and stuckness.

It’s Irresponsible to Have Fun while I NEED to make some money.

If I don’t do it, who will?

I’m so over it.

Over feeling like this, over getting nowhere, over staring into the abyss and being too scared to jump.

I’ve been eyeballing this Rubik’s cube of re-working my ability to Create from Pleasure.

Visiting and re-visiting the ends of the spectrum.

Noticing how I don’t want to give up my pleasure in order to Create, and I don’t know how to Create without moving out of pleasure.

And then, I began to contemplate the Both/And.

What if I can both Stay on Vacation AND Create?

What if I Create WHILE on Vacation?

(As for Clues that have been pointing to this [now obvious] Awareness, my nickname for my very chill husband is… Permanent Vacation.)

Oy vey.

And YAY.

For Realz.

So I declared myself On Vacation on Monday and by Monday afternoon had an inspired conversation with a friend and gave myself permission to only do it if it’s fun — and to in fact, Have Fun while doing it.

It sounds so easy now, but goodness, that was locked up in my system.

And guess what… my Creativity has SURGED.

I feel happy, free, and excited.

Not just about Creating, but about Everything.

And, I want to share this with you.

This Liberation and reconnection to your own Pleasure and Flow.

On Wild Soul Medicine Radio today I’ll be opening the lines to offer Insight into how your particular puzzle might be locked up and to See if we can Create some movement there for you.

I haven’t taken callers in awhile because I was hung up on the imperfections of the technology.

I’m not sure it will work seamlessly, but I’m cool with that.

Let’s give ourselves a break and show up to Play together.

What Have We Got To Lose?

Whether you are working or playing today, stop in for some Wild Soul Medicine as we search for a way to Include It All.