Everyone I appreciate you listening to my stuff but its truly not ready. I wish I could have it completed and literally making a true mark with the story ready to be told behind it. I wish Hollywood would give me a break a shred of light so that i could speak to them personally . I am so reaching out to all of you who hear my music its something I could use someones gentle heart who will listen .I didnt think id have to expose my systemic lupus but its gotten beyound in my way and what id been trying myself to do on my own. This is very difficult because its my hands making it difficult for me to get it like I know Id be able to if my central nervous system would cut me a break . youtube is pulling even some stuff I really dont want on here cause it has more mistakes than i care to humilate myself with but it is what it will be everything is in raw rough draft format. I put it down the first time i play it .I cant read music and I have never had lessons wish I had .I sure wanted it. but for us its basically teach yourself. and I honestly didnt know I could. dont ask me how I know where its possible to play like ive never known how. but I just hear it .and I do the bestI can to put it down as I hear it play in my head. Now i need your help because my health has decided to challenge my hands. And I need desprately to put this out with the entire story behind it. Jessie Garcia is my name actually Jessica Lynn Garcia but everyone calls me Jessie and I like that better. I play differantly with my piano I love the ballads they are who I truly am. I play guitar and I can take off and shock myself at how does this happen right? However it happens. Im so very grateful it does .because my god music has truly saved my life. My calling is to give back my sincere grateful gift that without God Id truly be deadwithout. Music has always been where I always knewI should have been but life is full of suprizes and lessons and realizatios of such its effect that though music was my calling life still had more to prepare within me before I could truly trasform myself into what it was calling me to be. .life is truly amazing ...I never would have thought what has come to be would be I have to say my greatest calling and I even studied law enforcement to be an officer of the law because I seriously wanted to stand by the words on there sleeve ..to serve and protect. And its even deeper than that its profound. Yet my life had to be as profound to be what now I feel my calling to serve this world as I always wanted .so please help me to establish one of the most critical of crisis that is today our children and there safety..they need a voice let me tell my story...thank you....songinfminor67@gmail.com