Crazy, I was thinking about the solar system today because one of my rugrats asked about black holes. I realized this about myself...one of my great expectations of heaven is Gods knowledge, how this stuff all works, how big is it really, how did he create it all and why. Arm in arm with that hope is a gripping fear that not making heaven would not only include the torment of the absence of God's presence but also the isolation from his knowledge, the torment of eternal questions. I want to make it!