Everyone has their thing and my thing is that maybe social skills, but I want to universal across this woman name Holly you not Dr. she studied genocide like going to Rwanda and this is a white woman she is. She went Rwanda and other places where genocide as you study like wise and it's like that is why the like. She interviewed people who are in jail for horrible act against humanity. As you see them as people actually going to get Adderley's 100 grand kids and kids want to have their delicious favorite food and they realize that they did was wrong and and I'm like yeah Weimar Todd that I'll ever be like valedictorian used to compete in beauty competitions and when, and I was like well your dog. You can clack like a duck and now you can say her name hypnotist versus study are of genocide thank stigmatism brought you to where you wanted to be in life. I'm very happy I mean I'm good upon podcast with you, which is my therapy to walk my dog today than a Skype with the school in Boston. Just tell about hypnosis and how I got this career as a personal trainer at 530 and then my countable come hall will sit on the big DINNER and watch TV you know couple years ago you did serious with Walmart. Walmart got a hold me through some marketing team. I said let's do a commercial, it was great because I could just be myself and I think I'm hypnotist about your your your holidays so that like we had his drum. Sadly, my brother had thought rightly delete this €75 man's I asked the mother for some rollerskate and she's now no Senate going to ghost eight this year and I hypnotize him they wake up in the skies plan the dramas and that older man is like pretending that I escape and rollerskate down the hallway and it was get choked up on it. I liked it but it was a very fun commercial is a three minute long commercial but also working. I watched a couple of times. I agree with what holidays like for you all my gosh I had a very nice childhood. But I don't love Christmas my dad was self-employed as a photographer, like he Shaklee shadow Tribune and sometimes any shackles of Nelson Mandela twice so he's travel and it's been good to him, but being unemployed is like a feast and famine and so I remember one Christmas is a younger reason I don't deepen out of shape. If you don't get what you want. This year are everything you want this year as I know that it's fine. Don't worry. And now that I'm older I know that she was an upper my cousin who are younger than me. Make sure that everyone in the house like everyone I the whole family got present because my dad and he was super thoughtful and that she get my cousin Brandon who you met a toy, but you make sure that comes with batteries like the small taco stuff like that and the so I always felt like all we don't have money working to lose the house were poor, but is really my dentist extending himself to the entire family Circus was like now like we need to make more mightily to save money and might as I don't worry about that. I couldn't wrap my head around, knighted that we were okay. It was just that he was making sure what else had enough. You mentioned that Christmas that we are growing up you really like Christmas that much. I don't. I did neither. I wonder if that's a feeling that a lot of people have. I love Thanksgiving but I'm not a big fan of Asmus yeah everyone sit together even before and be happy. We hug on the couch but Christmas is like I got you something yummy coming better. I have to am to try to beat you next year, you know, and I think a lot of people unfortunately have that feeling. Do you practice your philanthropy because of the lessons you learn from your father. I'm sure and and my mom. My mom was a children's nurse for like 30 years my dad he you know people, the street, a massive change and he would tell them no, I will buy you something right now and whatever doing would stop. We go to like a street vendor or Burger King and you get them food and you wouldn't say watch this assignment. That is how you do it, but that was a message like take your time. Be thoughtful to people as people and don't just give them a handout. Try to make sure they do something it's nutrition, our bodies, it's amazing the lessons that children learn just by watching by observing the things that their parents and other people around them do true and like you said. I'm so very lucky because in out some to go to Jamaica again. We coached soccer and Christmas is huge in Jamaica like Heusen's are mentor who is from Jamaica you'd like all the kids they go crazy all the lights and everything some coaching soccer is a few days before Christmas likely to get for Christmas and they look at me, just like we were going to eat while you have a like your presence coaching but your dad to get you like that I don't know my dad okay so what would you want to get you should engage a brother like you guys will decrease like at work grab like curry goat or chicken right. I thought you guys went big and was like okay well maybe if there's one working parent of the household. This is going big for them but puts life in the perspective doesn't my gosh yeah parents in America like bagel exhausted by their kid everything they want – it's like we're going to eat baby and wearing a saying I will dance you might seen uncle not enough. You want children. Chris, I do. I used to be very selfish even more suckers. I am now and not want kids and I like being in control of things I like sleeping in. I'm a big dog lover but everything on the airport. If you locate a likely please come here and talk the talk of babies to be tough right and then I get you and I get to teach them some cool things and we can play with blocks and just having a fiancé bring that feeling to you or is it just something that is you getting older you're thinking you know what I'm can reach that point are I should become if I am getting older. I mean I been at some cool places in one house first before and I think this is a made them never get tired, but after the third, going to Alaska no matter how great Alaska is. It just got lonely looking at a waterfall next to the glacier and him alone. Now it's worth I'm try to buy Japanese tourist who don't speak a lot of English and like you see that marriage is like walking by like this is beautiful. 22. Please talk to me friends being an entertainer. Sometimes you will count on you to do something either forget or you get busy or like I finish a show I'm so happy showing well on a few drinks and I'll forget my obligations and people get bent out of shape. I missed a wedding this year because I had is with Stacy's family and I would like all make it to the wedding. I can slip to bond by and I didn't call to say I was in a make it and I didn't give a gift and a week later I forgot about. She Computex reaches a crisp. I'm so upset with you like I really told Avenue to be there. I was so excited to see you and Mike. It was my wedding you think is unfair expectations put on you since you're celebrity I call myself a celebrity sump. Some people do because I owe you wrong TV. I like yeah but cops and I let the TV show they're not celebrities and nicest people get arrested for stupid ship right whatever expectation they have of me is what they have an email I can just try to be true to myself and I was in my dad a lot is like a great gatekeeper. People asked my dad for tons of stuff on my behalf and he he let's like one request slip through. Like every month you like hey get a chance with your cousin in the hospital give give on Esther a phone call. I mean she's always asking that you just give her a phone call governing the water so it really doesn't take much this month were talking about holidays. So let's kind of circle background that is run of your father again. Did you have a chance when you are kid or did you tell your parents that you love them all the time. Nice to get upset when mom would say like goodbye before bed. I might know say good night good by me tonight and see you again tonight means I'll see you tomorrow. But yeah, my lover all the time and I tell my dad use I love them whenever I see him and my get a minute different date I get automated stapled to like North Carolina ab initio. I love you and there is inherent risk of just traveling there and I love you but I'm in the city like I talk you later bye since it is the holiday season. Chris what your holiday message on my gosh my message for the holiday. Enjoy the light fiancé put a Christmas I think she is like that look like night. I didn't want to enjoy this puppetry and and I don't and she was of the Christmas music all the time and even if you might like not be your thing, you might find it annoying are always a think Christmas music. Enjoy because one day you might not have that person. So enjoy the light gets dark. You get cold and lonely and if you didn't hear that Christmas music person might not be there. So try to enjoy your time with that person