Its been super nice getting to know you all! See you soon.
J
2 years ago
The best episode I've heard yet. Fantastic. Thank you, Aus!
Sara
2 years ago
Its hard
Sara
2 years ago
It's basically the same thing you were talking about. Just having to force yourself to be honest to have real relationships.
J
2 years ago
Sara... I loooooove that! I relate to that. How raw and beautiful.
Sara
2 years ago
That is my thing with lying. I became so good at it, I would do it for no reason other than it was easier. I started trying to practice radical honesty when I was in my early twenties. I still screw up sometimes, but I will try to immediately say 'Im sorry, that was a lie, and I felt like I needed to do that because'. It forces me to be authentic with people which is really hard for me sometimes, but if I want to be accepted I have to be vulnerable.
J
2 years ago
I think I didn't reach that goal until about 7 years ago. It required taking myself to business networking events, and plugging myself as ME. (i'm an entrepreneuer). Terrifying. But it worked.
J
2 years ago
Same. But it became its own handicap. Eventually, I was only comfortable while pretending to be someone else. And I was good at it. Too good. I had to quit and figure out how to be comfortable being myself around others.
Sara
2 years ago
Drama class was one of the few bright spots in my childhood. I could be someone else, and show my talents without feeling like I was showing off. I loved every minute of it.
J
2 years ago
Taking no action makes me intensely uncomfortable. For my own self as well as for larger issues. When I was about 13... I learned that I had to do scary things to overcome challenges. At that time, I was handicapped with shyness (waiters couldn't hear my order at restaurants). So, I signed myself up for drama class. I continued issuing myself similar challenges, and continue to still. It's how I calm my nerves. Diving into the deep end.
Sara
2 years ago
Attention deficit dragons. That sounds terrifying.
Sara
2 years ago
It's that psychology ninja thing you have.
Sara
2 years ago
Awe, lol. Ty *hugs back*
J
2 years ago
awwww, sara! (((hugs!!!)))
J
2 years ago
ugh, it's getting late (for today, which has been crazy), and I'm typoing
Sara
2 years ago
It is so freeing when you find someone, or some place that lets you be you. I cry all the time now, just because I'm so relieved. I was never a cryer really.
Sara
2 years ago
Oh man, that has to be scary, J.
Sara
2 years ago
The first time I pulled up here, people waved and said hi... I was like Holy Crap!
J
2 years ago
Yup, moving to Cali was when I was finally accepted. For everything. Something too accepted. (hello, stalker!? ugh!)
J
2 years ago
He's defintely the best brother.
Sara
2 years ago
He's good at that.
Sara
2 years ago
Awwwe
J
2 years ago
It is, Sara!
J
2 years ago
I can't hate either. I distance myself from people sometimes. I get angry. But, given time, I always welcome people back into my life.