30 JUN 2019 · Candid discussion of public testimony

30 JUN 2019 · Disappoint and Despair

22 APR 2019 · Testimony When do u give a testimony. Soon has hardship happen While your in the middle of healing The root word is Test We all took test in school right Some test we knew were coming and soon just popped out of no where. At any rate a test is to measure how well you are retaining the lessons being taught. What happens. When u memorize your notes and the test is worded different. And we didnt make the grade we wanted. Be cause we truly didnt learn we just tried to do enough to get by. But when we study and do the work we pass and if you didnt make the best grade your satisfied with your efforts. The suffix mony at the end of testimony Denotes ownership like matrimony have an ownership a contract with marriage. So in essence a testimony is something that you own it is yours it is very personal and a lot of times it is between you and the God they you sir serve. There will be people that witness your test that sees the struggles that are inspired by the things that a have transpired it are the things that you've made through. And although they may feel like the story should be shared they may feel that it may inspire others but in the in the testimony was your personal test and is yours you only so it's up to you when you share in the time that you share that no one rest that because a centrally that's between you and the universe. May blessings follow you always forever

30 DEC 2018 · How many people have been hurt before? Its ok to feel hurt. Its ok to feel pain. Its ok to let who your were die. Dont be afraid of your emotions.. "you have to feel, if you want to heal" When you bare witness you can accept What beauty come from your struggle I remember old folks singing songs about getting rid of they heavy loads. They talking about traumas. Laying burdens down by the river Hell and when it was so bad big momma used to sing if she had wings she wouldn't be here. But big mamma also said Weeping my endure for a night but joy comes in the morning light. A charge to keep comes from the pit of her soul. . Shes faced the trauma, she willing to heal, shes willing to heal. Willing to become what god intends for her to be. Can you see that new you.. Right on the other side of that pain Its a person waiting for you to face your fears. I can see that celestial you wanting to be free. From guilt, anger, anxiety, depression, jealous, betrayal, I can see that new you standing with their arms wide open to comfort you. I can see that new you reaching out their hand to pull you across the scary waters of pain and depression. Your new sleeping schedule is waiting on you. Your new diet is waiting on you Your new thrist for life and passion is waiting on you. The better version of who you are today is waiting But that person can never live if the old you never dies

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