August 16, 1999: New mountain old habit
I haven’t been satisfied with my paintings this week. Look at them! Can’t you tell its all based on the element of I can’t draw an object? I find it inspiring to look at other people’s artwork—what drives me off coarse is my lack of desire to want to copy them. It’s all part of the take a chance theory. Let me be honest—I’ve become a perfectionist who expects the best in less than an hour. I keep going back to the art hoping that I’ll accept it—I do…because I can’t anymore.