I felt called to address what it looks like to get an idea for the first time, to be a beginner, and how every human being carries this to some degree. The tendency to being dogmatic and unfree in the beginning of something is very strong for human beings and there are reasons for that. I have been reflecting on this in recent years with the rise in homeschooling, people speaking on Christianity, and the experts all over the internet. I felt called because these are two things that have deeply affected my life and have been a part of it since childhood, as well as affected many of my family members.