September 26, 2000: Asking is learning

My steps are the creation of spirit keepers and guides—I’m open to their existence, faithfully believing in the ability to communicate. My failure lays within the untrusting ways of the two legged. Any animal that builds his bridge on the personal comforts of self, tears a part another mans dream of crossing the stream. My selfishness is based on fear of failure—I cannot stand to lose in the eyes of another fool. I’m the biggest fool there is! For me to open my avenues only to look even more foolish isn’t selfish—try protective.