February 15, 2000: Am I to blame myself for this too?
My heart is always open—I sit and wait…wondering what if? How is it the moon can rise in darkness? It takes the very path it was given at birth. Yet man has weakened himself to almost a day. The soul is darkened with no rising moon, not even a star to help light the way. This is the life we lead! We have wants but no needs. Our yards are perfectly shaped and highways borough through bedrooms. No one cares anymore! Just get the job and put up with the pain! What you don’t think about won’t hurt you. Pay the bills on time—especially the car insurance. Someone will hit you, they always do—welcome to my insanity.