One of my thrills as a daily writer is putting things on paper in an extremely difficult to understand hidden speak way. Basically meaning nobody's gonna figure out the structure of the thoughts and why they were brought to the page. Today we go back three years to an obviously out of control moment of hidden speak where the writer himself is confused until he reads the sentence over and over. We're all very guilty of doing things over and over again. I think the parental figures put us on that path because how many times were you told to keep going back until you got it right. We do that a lot in this everyday world. When in question we've made it extremely easy to go back to go. And do so until our perfectionist self is satisfied or completely tired of spinning his or her wheels. Growing through the ranks of martial arts to third degree black belt status we were constantly reminded of learning how to get control of what's right and stop focusing on what's wrong. You cannot truly achieve if everything you're doing is a repeat. Growing beyond this personal challenge takes years of awareness. The physical understanding and forgiveness of accepting mistakes then moving beyond them. Like anything else its extremely easy to fall off the wagon. Get back up. Get on the trail and find peace and not pieces. Be aware of where you are in the present and know how you're going to get into the shape of a new tomorrow. If the moment feels like last week. You're practicing badly. With time you'll begin to recognize the habits and bend things toward being right. Take notes. Writing each day is an incredible time saver not taker.