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Scared Selfless: My Journey from Abuse and Madness to Surviving and Thriving

Scared Selfless: My Journey from Abuse and Madness to Surviving and Thriving
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Apr 15, 2017 · 1h 57m 42s

“A riveting memoir that takes readers on a roller coaster ride from the depths of hell to triumphant success.”—Dave Pelzer, author of A Child Called “It” Michelle Stevens has a...

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“A riveting memoir that takes readers on a roller coaster ride from the depths of hell to triumphant success.”—Dave Pelzer, author of A Child Called “It”

Michelle Stevens has a photo of the exact moment her childhood was stolen from her: She’s only eight years old, posing for her mother’s boyfriend, Gary Lundquist—an elementary school teacher, neighborhood stalwart, and brutal pedophile. Later that night, Gary locks Michelle in a cage, tortures her repeatedly, and uses her to quench his voracious and deviant sexual whims. Little does she know that this will become her new reality for the next six years.

Michelle can also pinpoint the moment she reconstituted the splintered pieces of her life: She’s in cap and gown, receiving her PhD in psychology—and the university’s award for best dissertation.

The distance between these two points is the improbable journey from torture, loss, and mental illness to healing, recovery, and triumph that is Michelle’s powerful memoir, Scared Selfless.

Michelle suffered from post‐traumatic stress disorder, anxiety, and depression, and made multiple suicide attempts. She also developed multiple personalities. There was “Chelsey,” the rebellious teenager; “Viscous,” a tween with homicidal rage; and “Sarah,” a sweet little girl who brought her teddy bear on a first date.

In this harrowing tale, Michelle, who was inspired to help others heal by becoming a psychotherapist, sheds light on the all-too-real threat of child sexual abuse, its subsequent psychological effects, and the best methods for victims to overcome their ordeals and, ultimately, thrive. Scared Selfless is both an examination of the extraordinary feats of the mind that are possible in the face of horrific trauma as well as Michelle’s courageous testament to their power.
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The Opperman Report

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7 years ago

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7 years ago

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7 years ago

going up in members this weekend
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7 years ago

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7 years ago

the lawyer says Beigenwald told him he was involved in kidnapping childrean harvesting the organs and selling overseas
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7 years ago

I just did a show about him
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the guy I met duriung the pot deal
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in my interview about serial killer biegenwald
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florida they don't allow living domors
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7 years ago

no they have cadaver organs
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7 years ago

Really? I thought they harvest your good organs when u die?
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7 years ago

So angering that they didn't help her over stupid money
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7 years ago

Very sad need social health care in the states
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7 years ago

next segment is heartbreaking
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7 years ago

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7 years ago

Hi danna!
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7 years ago

Ya it's exactly what he said he was gunna do
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7 years ago

That's good , what's trump doing bombing everyone all the time
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7 years ago

How r u
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7 years ago

Sad for the mother that's for sure. Hi jan!
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Ed great show with Amy vilela. Talked about it with my paramedic friends not to overlook calf pain.
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