These last weeks have been an intense experience of purification for me. In the wake of a deep betrayal by one of my closest inner circle, I have been thrust into the fires of grief, despair, depression, and rage.

I have felt the burn of eons and eons of cellular memory incinerating the most sacred altars of sacrifice and self responsibility in my system.

I’ve mourned, retraced my steps, processed, listened, triaged, missed many nights of sleep, comforted others, comforted myself, processed some more, received counsel, wrung my hands, gnashed my teeth, and surrendered over and over again.

And this week I find myself circling, cycling, swirling in the Anger.

I’m pissed. Really pissed. At her, at the world, at pretty much everything.

My dragon wants to rain fire down on the whole fucking thing.

I’ve received a lot of advice from very wise people that I should keep this to myself. I should tone it down, talk only to my inner circle about it and to those most directly affected by it.

I’ve carefully tended my triggers and tried to find my integrity by giving the most balanced assessment of what has gone down.

I’ve been the bigger person, reached for enlightenment, and attempted to allow Zen to rule the day.

But then Kali-Ma whispers into my ear as I sleep. She breathes fire into my heart. She reminds me that the one and only thing I am a stand for is Truth and Transparency.

She says, “Show them ALL of you. Do not shrink from the totality of your experience. This is not FOR them. It is for YOU.”

And I remember…. I remember Who. I. Am.

I am Truth. I am the Light in the Darkness. I am the Darkness Itself.

I do not apologize or minimize for anyone or anything. I do not allow myself to be silenced or muzzled.

I am Angry. I am Triggered. I am Messy. I am Undone.

This week, I fiercely brought ALL of Me to Wild Soul Medicine Radio, because that is all there ever is to do.
Some moments to listen for:

(10:28) We can’t heal the wounds of sisterhood if we keep looking the other way
(13:30) Burning it all down
(20:00) "Just a girl speaking her truth; A soul, Becoming.”
(31:20) “There is no reward for suffering.” - Jesus Christ
(50:20) Find what you can’t lose… and Be Free.

POTENT DOSE
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If you are scared of your own Wholeness, maybe sit this week out.

Otherwise, grab your mug of courage and meet me there.

Our discussion of Anger, Truth, Wholeness and all things Wild Soul continues in The Tribe. Pull up a chair… things are just getting good.

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