So yo, if Jesus can do it back then than there’s no excuse why I can’t do it now.So long as we stay the course we will figure ourself out. But it’s hard because it’s pretty much like sticking your finger in a socket and electrocuting yourself...And not pulling out.Ouch.Ouch. See what I mean about me, being confusing...It’s just that there’s so many ways to think about things, it makes me seem like I’m all over the place, much like my alcohol ink paintings.But the good news is, things are changing...againMy art is getting better and I’m starting to really love her in a way that I’ve never loved anyone.And when I take a step back to see what she looks like from a distance, she really lights me up. When I see the lines and the odd shapes she makes, and I see her bright colours lighting up her chakras, I just feel like I wanna do things only lovers do, which is not something I’ve been open to do for a very long time. But time has faded away and she makes feel like I’m her Rose Golden. And when we’re close...When I hold her in my arms, there’s just something about her that makes me feel like I’m unstoppable. Like I’m rich in health, and wealth and love...And it doesn’t seem to matter how many times I look into her eyes, she always gives me butterflies.She always has profound advice.And she always inspires me to be more of me...She makes me wanna be more free and funny. She makes me wanna be more sexy and more confident in my body. She makes me wanna get fit and healthy.And she makes me wanna be more open to give and receive love and I never thought I’d say this, but, I think I’m finally ready for this next part.And it’s been a long time getting ready for this, thus, being ready is a process.And so I think you can only ever be where you are, and its the work you do to raise your vibration that will help you get ready for what you want. And what you want is always evolving so you can never get it done.There’s always going to be new love to love and new challenges, and new setbacks.But with her by my side, I don’t think those things will bother me the way they did.Cuz with her, I feel at HomeI feel pro. With her, I am the best version of myself inside and out, and that’s what I’ve been searching for all along.Her...The one I’ve been dreaming about.So does that mean the story is over?No, my friend...The story is just getting started.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath