11 JUN 2024 · If someone is being lukewarm to you or cold or cool to you while you're being hot or warm to them, learn to give them the same treatment they're giving you. Stop having fantasies about it working out. It's very likely they don't want to deal with you. Face this cold hard truth and take care of yourself. They're not worth it. You are. Here's the link to my other podcast if you want to know anything else about what's going on between Olga and me: https://open.spotify.com/show/4KSQM3utK6J3bvcaLy5bwi?si=i0Co28auRm6ERhrHPSTgBQ

6 JUN 2024 · Last night I found a voicemail from my counselor asking me "if I was okay" and "do you need any support..." etc. Hoping remotely that I could reach someone human there, at last, I left him a message stating that I was suspicious of being dogged out by a phone block from the desk lady. Radio silence the next day. And no call from Olga either, the woman that I had attempted to befriend. Chapter closed. The end. Crying. Disgusted.

5 JUN 2024 · I share my experience with not being able to connect with a woman I met at IOP that I was hoping could still be friends with me and letting her go. I also share a little bit about isolation and how important it is to fix our "picker" , as we go out again and be around people.

3 JUN 2024 · Many of us that suffer from mental illness, and myself who suffers from complex PTSD and depression and anxiety, have considerable issues with time management. I share my experience.

1 JUN 2024 · Leaving IOP because my phone got blocked, they got angry with me for reporting and checking on repairs with a stall door lock in the bathroom, they forgotten to pick me up on my admission day back in October and they got angry with me for self-transporting! Of all the audacity and the denial of what that Mental Health providers sometimes still do to clients.

30 MAY 2024 · To put my ideas out there. There is a need for mental health for all and I can do it!

30 MAY 2024 · Since Spotify for podcasters is integrating into Riverside and giving me very very confusing information on how to navigate, I will be on here on speaker, on YouTube, and still on Spotify and not on that podcast as much. Unless and until I can navigate the systems I will only be on here. Here is the link to that podcast so you can still watch and listen to existing past episodes. As you navigate to that podcast you will probably get the link also to my hub Hopper podcast. Here you go. https://open.spotify.com/show/4KSQM3utK6J3bvcaLy5bwi?si=B8dzgPsITHq3glOWMSEigw

4 MAY 2024 · From an interview.

4 MAY 2024 · Many people do not know how the band Devo got founded. I found out several years ago. It wasn't what I expected.

22 APR 2024 · I got called out for disclosing misinformation about the birth of Jesus. But there's no evidence to prove it either. There's no evidence to prove it either way. Although I have trouble believing in theology meaning that a holy spirit impregnated Mary, my mind is certainly open to any amazing phenomenon. Everybody has a father.