3 APR 2021 · I need you here. Because you keep me strong. I have faith that we will make it through. Together. In this episode, I'm sharing an original piece I wrote for when you're feeling dark. For those times you feel hopeless and alone, for when you aren't sure what your purpose is or if life actually does get better. This is my love letter to you. // This podcast is supported by members of our Patreon! Shout out to our $10+ patrons for being dedicated to making this happen.  // 🍁 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon. Get juicy dark secrets and other goodies: patreon.com/videmusart  // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart 👹 Till next time!

20 MAR 2021 · Welp, I disappeared for a while there. You probably noticed. I was busy decomposing. Here's how I came back from the dead by literally tripping up Death, and a mysteriously vague hint at what was actually going on—some of which I've never talked about publicly (only Patreon folx get it). Also, some lessons I learned about going through major sh!t. // This podcast is supported by members of our Patreon! Shout out to our $10+ patrons for being dedicated to making this happen. // 🍁 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon. Get juicy dark secrets and other goodies: patreon.com/videmusart  // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart 👹 Till next time!

30 OCT 2020 · I’m a nude life model. Here’s where I answer all your burning questions about what that’s like: How long can I stay still? What happens if I need to pee? How has being nude in front of tons of people changed my relationship with my body? All these answered and more. // This episode was sponsored by Sarah! Thanks to all our $10+ patrons as well: Doc, Rach, Carol, and Katie. // 🍁 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon and get juicy dark secrets: patreon.com/videmusart // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart // 💀 Into dark humor? You weirdo, I love you. Join Morbid Coffee Monday at videmusart.com. 👹 Till next time!

21 SEP 2020 · I was an extra in a major motion picture that I can’t talk about yet. In this episode, I’ll tell you all about my experience: rehearsing with face masks, waking up at 3 am for an early call time, and throwing my guts up in the middle of it all. Glamorous. Hey, it’s life. I got back out there anyway. Just sucks that I couldn’t eat any of the delicious vegan food they provided. // This episode was sponsored by Sarah! Thanks to all our $10+ patrons as well: Doc, Rach, Carol, and Katie. // 🍁 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon and get juicy dark secrets: patreon.com/videmusart // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart // 💀 Into dark humor? You weirdo, I love you. Join Morbid Coffee Monday at videmusart.com. 👹 Till next time!

11 AUG 2020 · THE FINALE: Episode 05 of HOT CHOCOLATE WITH PHAVIE! 🌞 In this episode, Phavie shares her experiences in applying for jobs, particularly a certain experience here in New Zealand. Has removing her photo and neighborhood from her resume made a difference in getting responses from potential employers? Also, she opens up about a scarring racist experience hitchhiking. This one busted my mind. I’m at a loss for words, knowing that one of my closest friends, one of the best people I’ve ever met, has been treated so disrespectfully. By a CHILD. // To end the episode, Phavie gives us some advice for how non-black people can be better friends to black folx: LISTEN. // ABOUT THE SERIES: From February–June 2020, I lived with Phavie, a fellow traveler here in New Zealand. She’s become one of my closest friends and before her journey back home, I wanted to have a conversation with her about her experiences with racism as a Congolese-French person. // 🍁 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon and get juicy dark secrets: patreon.com/videmusart // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart // 💀 Into dark humor? You weirdo, I love you. Join Morbid Coffee Monday at videmusart.com. 👹 Till next time!

3 AUG 2020 · Episode 04 of HOT CHOCOLATE WITH PHAVIE! 🌞 In this episode, we dive into the strange events at our job working night shift at an apple pack house over the New Zealand-wide Alert Level 4 in May 2020. Hearing Phavie’s perspective as a POC taught me so much; she noticed discriminatory behaviour way before I did. Phavie shares the micro-aggressions she faced from day ONE of the job—which I didn’t even see, even though I was working only 2 meters away from her. // ABOUT THE SERIES: For the last 4 months I’ve lived with Phavie, a fellow traveler here in New Zealand. She’s become one of my closest friends and before her journey back home, I wanted to have a conversation with her about her experiences with racism as a Congolese-French person. // 🍁 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon and get juicy dark secrets: patreon.com/videmusart // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart // 💀 Into dark humor? You weirdo, I love you. Join Morbid Coffee Monday at videmusart.com. 👹 Till next time!

17 JUL 2020 · Episode 03 of HOT CHOCOLATE WITH PHAVIE! 🌞 In this episode, Phavie shares EVERY country she’s visited and shares some “unforgettable” experiences with racism along the way. We touch lightly on our Level 4 Quarantine experience while working essential jobs at an apple pack-house facility—and why we both quit after 2 weeks. Also, how we met back in February, and why this series is called "Hot Chocolate with Phavie.” And also (last one), why I refer to her more as my “roommate” than as my “friend.” Which is weird but it makes sense when you hear why. Kinda. // ABOUT THE SERIES: For the last 4 months I’ve lived with Phavie, a fellow traveler here in New Zealand. She’s become one of my closest friends and before her journey back home, I wanted to have a conversation with her about her experiences with racism as a Congolese-French person. // 🍁 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon and get juicy dark secrets: patreon.com/videmusart // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart // 💀 Into dark humor? You weirdo, I love you. Join Morbid Coffee Monday at videmusart.com. 👹 Till next time!

2 JUL 2020 · Episode 02 of HOT CHOCOLATE WITH PHAVIE! 🌞 In this episode, we debrief our experience at the Wellington NZ Black Lives Matter march back in early June, and how the media surrounding the US protests has affected us down here at the bottom of the world. // For the last 4 months I’ve lived with Phavie, a fellow traveler here in New Zealand. She’s become one of my closest friends and before her journey back home, I wanted to have a conversation with her about her experiences with racism as a Congolese-French person. // 🍁 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon and get juicy dark secrets: patreon.com/videmusart // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart // 💀 Into dark humor? You weirdo, I love you. Join Morbid Coffee Monday at videmusart.com. 👹 Till next time!

25 JUN 2020 · Episode 01 of HOT CHOCOLATE WITH PHAVIE! 🌞 For the last 4 months I’ve lived with Phavie, a fellow traveler here in New Zealand. She’s become one of my closest friends and before her journey back home, I wanted to have a conversation with her about her experiences with racism as a Congolese-French person. This is the introduction to who she is, where she lives, and a couple of those stories. // 🌿 Support The Videmus Podcast on Patreon and get juicy dark secrets: patreon.com/videmusart // ☕️ Find us everywhere @videmusart // Into dark humor? You weirdo, I love you. Join Morbid Coffee Monday at videmusart.com. 💀 Till next time!

3 JUN 2020 · Episode 01 of Existential Breakfast Conversations with a member of my chosen family, Cathy. She has 2 cats and during my time in Wellington, I’m visiting them every week for a couple of days. Here’s an intro into who she is (hello, New Yorkers!), some of the hardships she’s faced, and how she transformed negative thought patterns and beliefs into a harnessing of her own inner power to get employed and meet the love of her life. // Follow me everywhere @videmusart ☕️ // Into dark humor? You weirdo, I love you. Join Morbid Coffee Monday at videmusart.com. 💀 Till next time!