2 OCT 2016 · An identity crisis engulfs the land; most families don't flow with God's plan. Masculine women and feminine men have become a national epidemic trend. The laws of the land have twisted God's plan and say it's o.k. for man to marry man. Ungodly laws are being enforced by various authorities in America's courts. Immoral leadership in government and church is causing social damage and much spiritual hurt. Some have arisen and blown the whistle on ungodly ministers and government officials. Shady politics and a false "good news" have spiritually corrupted many sitting in the pews. As a result, most Christian homes today aren't in-line with God's perfect way. God's church has more women than it does men; this is not the order that the Lord intends. The spiritual and natural order of the family impacts our warfare against the enemy. Fatherhood is missing in many of our homes; too many women are raising children alone. Many kids are shared between the parents of today; the home of each parent flows a different way. Where are godly marriages with true commitment; where love and forgiveness squash all resentment? Where are the children borne of godly unions who are not gullible to worldly illusions? Where's the godly family who defies earthly odds through holy living and Agape love? Where are godly spouses and parents of today who pray, and pray, and pray, and pray? Where are godly men who set the tone for the atmosphere of the true godly home? Where are the men full of righteous deeds whose wives submit to their loving lead? Where are you Adam? Why do you hide? Are you still on the Lord's side? Come out, come out wherever you are; God’s calling His men from behind worldly bars! Godly men are needed more than ever before; their role is crucial and not to be ignored. His servant, Sandra G Williams

31 OCT 2013 · What does the ring on my finger mean? Does it mean I married the man of my dreams? When I took a vow and said "I do"- Was I foolish to trust and believe in you? What made me think my marriage was different- In a world of lust and little commitment? I closed my eyes to what was clearly there- The painful signs of an adulterous affair! Where do my emotions go from here? Do I surround myself with self-pity and tears? Do I continue to pretend that my marriage is great- When in reality I feel I made a big mistake? Do I stay in the marriage for the children's sake? Do I blame myself or do I blame my mate? "God hates divorce", I've heard many say. But, what do you do when your mate goes astray? What do you do when he comes home late, And he no longer wants to communicate? When we no longer connect in spirit and soul. When the physical contact is empty and cold. Do I bury my pain in my kids and career? Do I emotionally shut-down and live in fear? Fearful that someone will hurt me again- Afraid to love and trust again. What does the ring on my finger mean when our marriage bed is defiled and unclean? It's an empty symbol of what use to be, before our marriage was touched with infidelity. The ring on my finger means little to me- Broken promises and dreams that's all I see! "TIL death do us part" is what we vowed. Adultery can kill a marriage somehow! I can't find my marriage. Where did it go? I've looked everywhere, high and low! My search has become like an endless night. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth the fight. Daily I pray and I count the cost- Refusing to believe our love is lost. Our love is no longer a flame of fire. Where is that man I once desired? Did I make him up in my foolish young mind? Was I blind to the real you all this time? Did I ignore the alarms in my naive soul and say "yes" to quickly when you proposed? I remember the moment that you said "With this ring I do thee wed." Now we sleep in separate beds. Our intimate times are like the dead! I feel emotionally ripped like an atomic blast! My heart is broken and needs a cast. Adultery has killed the very song I sing! It's more than just a physical thing! Is it over between me and you? Are we one or are we two? Our marriage is struggling, is it too late? Do we let our love die or resuscitate? I'm on the outside looking in, Waiting for our love to bloom again. Adultery has left me angry and bitter. I feel betrayed and emotionally withered! Whether I choose to go or stay- Heal my heart dear Lord I pray. Sandra G. Williams