29 APR 2019 · Self written spill poetry with describing lots of pain in my heart .This character image in thumbnail was also made once for him .He is a very important part of my everyday routine . Still I don't find any love from him in return. Everything whatever is there looks just fake and I feel used and useless. This is based on an incident that happened today when I caught him with wrong thing in his phone relating to other girls. He stops me from everything , I don't talk to anyone . This is my space where I am talking . I want myself to come out of this pain.