Because other mothers need to know that it's okay to struggle and let someone more fit be able to take care of them when you can't! Get help now and let them have a childhood they deserve to have. They were not asked to be brought in this world so the most selfless thing I think I could have done for them is to let someone who could give them a better life, give them just that! and Ill spend the rest of my life dedicating my time to help other mothers do just that! This is for you Colten, Kinley and Casen!