Having been in "the room" myself, this just brings back so many emotions. It will be 7 years this May since our awful day. I relive it every time I hear of someone else going through it. While we are so privileged to be able to have these kinds of choices available to us, having to make that decision, the final awful decision, is simply gut wrenching, and beyond words. After waiting three years, my wife and I have given ourselves over, once again, to the probability of having to face "the room", by adopting a rescue dog. I try to compartmentalize this fact, but the reality is always present somewhere in my mind. We humans are such strange creatures, having voluntarily attached our very hearts to all manner of wild creature. But the reward is simply too great to not keep going back, over and over again, to that very special place. I started listening to this at work, but a few minutes into it the emotions just became too raw. I will listen it in a more appropriate place, where I can allow my feelings and emotions the proper range and freedom they need to manage this sad story. Peace to you and Natalie. I would hug you both very tightly, if I could. Like thousands of others you have never met, we are grieving with you.