what goes on some times in your mind but you cant say on that very moment.

Lyrics
As i look into the mirror
The past reflects, windows breaks
Time stops as i introject
Who i am, who was i?
Just a guy whose in pain

The fog of memory parts its way
A howling dog barking at the moon
That moon is you, so far away


Now the sky and ground shift
Fell from grace
When up is down
Tears cant fall from my face
And im to blame


The battle rages when it should be over
They say the winner writes history
But who the hell wins when hearts are broken

but i write these verses to say im sorry
Because the ghost of him
And the ghost of her

Stand in the way of tommorow
And each inflection
Is a bend of knee
That i should have taken yonder

As the past fades intertwined
with everything i left behind
It is in the now that i see the castle crumble

As words escape you
They hide inside me
I should have known
Id be my enemy

Theres a birdge and a gap
And a river and a trap
As i try to cross i fumble
Emotion spilling out while i stumble

Then i realise that in the here and now
Some scars are fully covered
As ink in the vain
Turned pain to gain

I can tell you that you name was
always raised high above me
Worshiped , thinking about you, im never lonely

Thats the power you have
Picking up what was down
Molding a smile from a frown
Thats why you wear the crown

As we near the end of this story
Let me tell you im sorry
Begging down on my knees,
Your lips. Your smile is glory