God is in control of your life, not you. God is the One Who chose you out for himself before the foundation of the world. God re-created you to fulfill the destiny He has given you living in union as one with Christ, to be co-glorified with Him. Even before you were born, God planned in advance your destiny and the good works you would do to acheive it! (Ephesians ‭2:10‬)

Jesus came to give you everything in abundance to have and enjoy life to the fullest till
It overflows with more than you expect. ‭To live a cheerful life, without complaining against God in question and doubting He knows everything about you, and prepared your every step before your journey of life began. To overcome the spiritual amnesia and remember: God is thinking precious thoughts about you every single moment because He Loves you.‬

Your living in a warped and crooked generation whose back-and-forth reasoning is self-based and not God centered. The enemy subtle uses the world’s thoughts to invade your thinking to bond to negativity to get you caught up in the cycle of complaining of faithlessness and grumbling — to forget all the Good Things God has done and is doing for you, the Fingerprint of God's grace and mercy on your life, to threaten your faith and your joy. It penetrates to the core of your emotions to tempt you to believe that what God's doing for you is not good enough.