Disabled veteran of 13 years 8 combat tours overseas and trying to still survive all alone since my second dad died my mom won't open her eyes and see her son. So I am struggling deep within life and my soul trying to fight the pain alone and she is a registered nurse but is not concerned with me or my life and she makes it clear that she doesn't want me in her life due to a curse known to us veterans as PTSD. What makes it worse is I have had 2 tumors removed and have TBI and grandmal seizures and heart problems so bad that I only ever want her love and appreciation but time and time again and again I failed to have her acknowledge me in this lifetime or the next.