Let me tell you a story.

There was a time in my life when I knew I was ready to move forward and do great, big, wonderful things.

But I just couldn't get my crap together.

One minute I'd be focused with a plan. The next minute I'd be lost, confused and like, "Wait, what am I doing again?"

I was doing bizarre things, completely out of character - just watching myself do it, like I was having an out of body experience.

What was wrong with me?

A lightbulb went off in my head.

I was sabotaging myself.