They still let me live. I'm on the verge of working out a way to join them somehow, and keep my honor, if not my spark. Turning the other cheek is no option. I'm so tired. A lifetime of punishment has scared my cognitive function. My amygdala is fuct I'm sure. I couldn't punish the innocent but I could punish the wicked. Keep them in line and remind them of what they are and what they made in me. Herding them into hell might my thing. I can visualize standing on a craggy cliff in the inferno. Above my sad faced earthy tormentors dishing out eternal pain. Apologizing after each torment. Then at the least expected moment turn on them with greater punishment. A perpetual loop..... Sorry guys I'm no Job
Yes big time. I have confirmed that it is every one everywhere all the time! The synchronicity would be shocking to me a year ago. It's sad because all though they are aware of what their doing, it's justified and for the benefit of the community. The toddlers, accompanied by dead eyed single mothers are well on the way to zombiehood. If it was a movie it would be kinda adorable. The teenager's manifest with the glee of low functioning psychopaths. The adults dutifully go along happily not to be me.!!!!! I'm deleting my email. Do not contact me!!!!!!!!........ It's in God's hands now. Sodom and Gomorrah have but a handful of imprisoned people with passable souls. Take care and may God help us all.
I'm sure these pods have kept multiple people from suicide. It is a amazing how God works.
Damn right Matrix. Don't worry we won't exploit you here. I've been traumatized more than most and have all kinds of symptoms. They could see me coming from a mile away. Ready to feed on me. They put the fear in me once upon a time. Not so now..... Anyway we are above.... Okay if anyone has any trauma issues from the three ring circus clown show, maybe I can help. I was sensitized to many NLP anchors. Bright lights, noises and much more. I fought and through trial and error came up with a system of desensitization. And I've recently found a name for some techniques. Like counter conditioning. If anyone has any issues with being scared or triggered going out in the miasma, I can help.
Zeph kept me from committing suicide (more than once) for the record. I don't hide it and never will. I love you man:fire:
Exactly Jewely, in my heart this is my true famila:fire:
Jewely your so right. He's helped me so much. He's going to be back real soon.
God Bless you Zeph and Trish. Do not conform yourself to this world, but renew your mind.
Anyone that called you a broken record is a... well, use your imagination:fire:
Take care of yourself z, we need you! We're all tired of being here and doing that too, the knowledge I've have is very backbreaking and tiresome. I know you've probably got many people telling you how to manage and you know what's good for you, but I would suggest weight training, 2 or 3 times a week... take care. Prayers for you guys....
Juicing with carrot juice can do great things. It will improve kidney, blood pressure and lung health.
A good nutritionist can come in handy too. I was seeing one myself for a while.
Just listening now. I knew a doctor who said when she was about in her college years, she had stage IV kidney disease, and she fully recovered from it. By what I'm listening to now, it sounds like recovery is very possible or probable.
Our dreams shows us what is happening in the spiritual realm. The spiritual world is more real than the physical world. Sometimes I since that death is near to me. Just like my great grandmother knew when she was getting close to death and she would say I would be here if it be God's will. Then she had died a year or two. Zeph all things are possible by God and God can get you through this and out of this. God is with you, rebuke these evil alters of the witches in Jesus Christ name. The devil is a liar! Thank you Lord for healing Zeph! In Jesus Christ name. Zeph and Patricia will live and proclaim the wonderful works and the wonderful gospel of Jesus Christ! God is in control and is on His throne forever! Life is a pain in the rear. Only God can help us get us through this hell dealing with these shitty nasty mean people.
What does those questions have to do with a movie screening show? Why are they asking you these questions. These perps couldn't wait until I turned the age of the senior citizen age so they could attack me with double of every evil thing a lot more than ever. These male perps kept asking me my age at times to find out if I have became a senior citizen yet. Yeah there is a conspiracy towards the old people even to beat up old people. Lord, I pray your will to be done in Zeph's health and in his life. Zeph Daniel's life is in your hand. Thanks to you Jesus.
I am being beamed to sleep with sleep deprivation weapons and attacked with bad dreams by witches. I am praying to be delivered from the witches please pray for my deliverance in this area very much.
Hello! Everyone! Hey! Zeph! Patricia! And Benz! Congrats for the sellout at the Texas Fright Mare. Glory to God!
Dear Lord I ask for your to release your divine healing power upon Deborah, Sue, Zeph and anyone else on this Zeph panel page who needs to be healed. I am praying for some health issues over myself too that is connected with witchcraft and magnetic weapons or frequencies. Zeph I am praying for your health and for Patricia's skin issue to heal. I am praying for the Texas Fright Mare Event and for your safety of the Dallas trip.
Many prayers going up for you Zeph :pray: you are loved more than you could ever know
The AMA has not only failed me but damaged me more than anything. Not encouraging but true