I Completely agree with this Ivy. Not it the ways you have been through. Yet my life wasn't easy. But looking back looking back I realized pretty much every that is wrong in my life was No ones fault besides Myself. I have actually done self realization Spells. That brought up alot of what I have done to myself. Then I did A Forgiveness Spell for myself and looked at myself in a mirror. I bawled like a baby. We also should Forgive outself also.