I've never denied that I'm an optimistic pessimist. No matter how positive the moment my heart is always preparing for everything that could go wrong. A lot of incredible energy is spent on my mothers endless command, "Save it for a rainy day." This podcast was extremely tough to set free. I go all out real on what it's really like to be someone that spends a lot of time getting ready for all things negative more than celebrating the glory that's dropped into our bucket maybe once or twice a week. As much as I think I like motivational speaker Tony Robbins is every reason why I do everything I can to stay away from his message. He is the temptation. You will buy the books and spend too many hours watching what you think is an inspirational video but in reality its a very long commercial. He is the snake in the Garden of Eden. Which is extremely tough for me to write because there have been countless moments where I've activated the lessons taught only to realize the real world isn't playing what he preaches. That's what this episode is about. Teaching yourself to see truth more than the pretty pictures people post on social media. Looking beyond what we assume to reach the truer story. The most powerful people on the planet have bad days. I want to hear about that. I want to know how they deal with getting horrible stomach cramps and there isn't a bathroom nearby. I want to hear what it's like to sit in their glory and not believe a single sentence in the story. Being rich and famous is only paint on a canvas. When I sketch out the shape of the human face I endlessly question the artist within if I'm going to allow the image to be fake happy or reality sad. If you catch me staring into your eyes during a conversation without words spouting out, let the moment happen. I believe everything your sharing I just don't trust the journey. In all things there is struggle and loss. If truth is what you walk. Then start sharing the real story. There is glory in failure.