okay, I rambled on too long and ran out of time 1 second before the thing that I really wanted to record at the end of this episode and that was a series of three coarse and heavy rumble strips on the road on which I was driving. These are not the rumble strips heard in Episode 35, because those are lighter and serve only is a guideline to keep people on the paved portion of the road, whereas these rumble strips are serving as reminders to the traveling public that there is a stop sign ahead in case they missed seeing the 'Stop Ahead' sign. You would have loved it, if you're into that sort of thing. Next time. so, that was what I was expecting to record for the end of the episode, but the beginning of this episode covers subscribers and whether I want them and whether they want me or my podcast. Why do I record these and upload them? Am i serious about this? do I want many subscribers? Do I want a few dedicated subscribers? What is my podcast about? well, each episode has a title that describes the content, so that's what each episode is about. What is my overall purpose, or intent? It is to talk out loud to myself, or to God, or two an imaginary person or an imaginary audience who may be interested, okay who IS INTERESTED in what I have to say and believes that my struggle for what I believe is sanity is either worthwhile or at least entertaining. And so, they listen to this episode and the one before it and the one after it. That is my intent.