28 APR 2014 · I USED TO BE MORE THAN ENOUGH I use to be more than enough- I meant more to you than folk and stuff! I use to be more than enough- I was all you needed when the road got rough! Yesterday I was your soul's desire when you felt empty and mentally tired! My voice was all your soul would need to stop the oozing, emotional bleed! Yesterday My love was greater than your pain; In your heart and life I ruled, I reigned! Yesterday you strived to give Me your best. Yesterday you bathed in My loving rest! Where is that man of God, who overcame fiery trials? Where is that woman of God who once walked the extra mile? Yesterday you worshiped at My feet! Yesterday you joyfully danced and leaped. Yesterday you rose at the start of your day to seek My face, meditate, and pray! Yesterday you heard My name and you smiled; You walked by My side like a happy child! Yesterday you thought about Me all the time; I was Yours and you were Mine! Yesterday I was your closest friend; Your love for Me quenched your desire to sin! Your love for Me rejected every type of lie. My love was better to you than a drug addict's high! Where is that man of God who once prayed without ceasing? Who is this woman of God, frequently depressed and weeping? Yesterday under my wings of love the storms of life you soared above. Yesterday I was your Superpower! Yesterday you leaned on me every hour! I use to be your Daily Bread. You use to follow wherever I led! I use to be your only hope and salvation. I was once the center of your conversation! Blessed with My merciful grace, you once ran a pretty good race! I use to be the very air that you breathed; Every word I spoke is what you believed. What happened? Do you know? Do you remember when you let Me go? It wasn't an obvious type of good-bye; the kind you can pinpoint when and why. It wasn't the big, but the small that caused you to spiritually stumble and fall! It was the subtle attacks that come day-by-day that slowly drew your heart astray! You subtly began to no longer pray. You subtly began to lose your way. You subtly detached from Me, your power, and joined the world's garden of withered flowers. It was the broken pieces of your unhealed heart that caused you to mentally and emotionally depart. You left in typical human nature style- Bitter, worried, and behaving like a child! You made your problems bigger than Me! Your spiritual eyes can barely see! You are barely able to hear My voice. I no longer cause your heart to rejoice! I use to be more than enough- The one you worshiped and adored! The one you once called King and Lord, Now beckons you to reopen the door! His servant, Sandra G Williams Soundtrack: "Can't Give Up Now"

28 MAY 2013 · I control your emotions like a thermostat! One second you're calm, the next you attack! I can cause you to smile or to frown; I can cause you to feel up or feel down! I’m your god! I’m your king! I can make you do anything! I like the control I have on you; Whatever I say, that you will do! I control you with shame and regret! I control you with sickness and with debt! I control you with fear and with hate! I control you with minor and major mistakes! I work through those closest to you; If they do right, so do you! You lose your joy when others do wrong- You lose your focus and your song! There are many I control just like you! I’m only defeated by a very few. A good day for my people is just by chance; I’m a strong foe - I'm Circumstance! I Circumstance have total control! Do as I say! Do as you're told! I have no intention of playing fair; I bring bad tidings from the "Prince of the Air"! I surf on the waves of your fear and doubt; Up and down, in and out! Roller coaster, yo-yo, merry-go-round; I hold your emotions securely bound! Your joy's unsteady; it comes and goes! Your next reaction, no one knows! One minute you appear faithful and strong; But that don't usually last very long! When things go your way you are happy and calm; But the slightest trouble sets you off like a bomb! I bring discouragement to the strongest teams; Destroying marriages and many dreams! Only those strong in praise and prayer can block my seed of hopeless despair! His servant, Sandra G. Williams (Soundtrack: "Journey Of Life" by EPIC SCORE)