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Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><atom:link href="https://www.spreaker.com/show/7198166/episodes/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><language>en</language><category>Mental Health</category><copyright>Copyright DASHAMAINE DOCTOR</copyright><image><url>https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg</url><title>1025 Black Sheep The memoirs of me</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166</link></image><lastBuildDate>Thu, 13 Aug 2026 10:24:15 +0000</lastBuildDate><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:owner><itunes:name>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:name><itunes:email>hometeamofficialllc@gmail.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:category text="Health &amp; Fitness"><itunes:category text="Mental Health"/></itunes:category><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><podcast:funding url="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&amp;utm_medium=rss&amp;utm_campaign=rss">Support the podcast!</podcast:funding><item><title>BROKEN CURSES</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/broken-curses--73257626</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73257626</guid><pubDate>Thu, 30 Jul 2026 12:36:52 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73257626/broken_curses.mp3" length="5853801" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d57fd5ad-ca23-4611-886e-9b4b62fa75f4/d57fd5ad-ca23-4611-886e-9b4b62fa75f4.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d57fd5ad-ca23-4611-886e-9b4b62fa75f4/d57fd5ad-ca23-4611-886e-9b4b62fa75f4.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d57fd5ad-ca23-4611-886e-9b4b62fa75f4/d57fd5ad-ca23-4611-886e-9b4b62fa75f4.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>366</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>addiction,blacksheep,brokencurses,childhoodtrauma,familytrauma,menshealth,mentalhealth</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>9</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>WHY</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/why--73237293</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73237293</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Jul 2026 14:47:25 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73237293/why.mp3" length="4555202" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/c34f16b8-aecc-4ab9-9d57-d97221cea8e0/c34f16b8-aecc-4ab9-9d57-d97221cea8e0.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/c34f16b8-aecc-4ab9-9d57-d97221cea8e0/c34f16b8-aecc-4ab9-9d57-d97221cea8e0.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/c34f16b8-aecc-4ab9-9d57-d97221cea8e0/c34f16b8-aecc-4ab9-9d57-d97221cea8e0.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>285</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>addiction,blacksheep,childhoodtrauma,menhealth,mentalhealth,stressmanagement</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>8</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>MY PART</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/my-part--73212934</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73212934</guid><pubDate>Tue, 28 Jul 2026 11:37:14 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73212934/my_part.mp3" length="9570712" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/504e568d-a791-471e-b944-d0cba80ec278/504e568d-a791-471e-b944-d0cba80ec278.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/504e568d-a791-471e-b944-d0cba80ec278/504e568d-a791-471e-b944-d0cba80ec278.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/504e568d-a791-471e-b944-d0cba80ec278/504e568d-a791-471e-b944-d0cba80ec278.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>599</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>accountability,addiction,childhoodtrauma,menshealth,mentalhealth,parenting</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>7</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>MANIPULATION</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/manipulation--73192935</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73192935</guid><pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2026 13:57:16 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73192935/manipulation.mp3" length="7075496" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d549a452-a246-4063-9ea4-483b824145a3/d549a452-a246-4063-9ea4-483b824145a3.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d549a452-a246-4063-9ea4-483b824145a3/d549a452-a246-4063-9ea4-483b824145a3.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d549a452-a246-4063-9ea4-483b824145a3/d549a452-a246-4063-9ea4-483b824145a3.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>443</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>addiction,blacksheep,family,menshealth,mental,mentalhealth</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>6</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>ENABLED</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/enabled--73179113</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73179113</guid><pubDate>Sun, 26 Jul 2026 16:58:56 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73179113/7_enabled.mp3" length="5057171" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/08b3224a-bff9-4a4b-a0c6-2c9c7f699d5e/08b3224a-bff9-4a4b-a0c6-2c9c7f699d5e.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/08b3224a-bff9-4a4b-a0c6-2c9c7f699d5e/08b3224a-bff9-4a4b-a0c6-2c9c7f699d5e.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/08b3224a-bff9-4a4b-a0c6-2c9c7f699d5e/08b3224a-bff9-4a4b-a0c6-2c9c7f699d5e.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>316</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>addiction,enablement,family,menshealth,mentalhealth</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>5</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>STUCK IN HER WAYS</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/stuck-in-her-ways--73166011</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73166011</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 Jul 2026 14:20:32 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73166011/6_stuck_in_her_ways.mp3" length="5341801" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/b1617ce0-40d7-436b-b62f-34ebd1047270/b1617ce0-40d7-436b-b62f-34ebd1047270.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/b1617ce0-40d7-436b-b62f-34ebd1047270/b1617ce0-40d7-436b-b62f-34ebd1047270.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/b1617ce0-40d7-436b-b62f-34ebd1047270/b1617ce0-40d7-436b-b62f-34ebd1047270.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>334</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>addiction,enablement,family,menshealth,mentalhealth</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>4</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>MY BROTHERS KEEPER</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/my-brothers-keeper--73147730</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73147730</guid><pubDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2026 14:21:43 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73147730/5_my_brothers_keeper.mp3" length="5847950" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/1acb21e4-4af3-41cb-8aaf-b3884c1c5ee8/1acb21e4-4af3-41cb-8aaf-b3884c1c5ee8.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/1acb21e4-4af3-41cb-8aaf-b3884c1c5ee8/1acb21e4-4af3-41cb-8aaf-b3884c1c5ee8.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/1acb21e4-4af3-41cb-8aaf-b3884c1c5ee8/1acb21e4-4af3-41cb-8aaf-b3884c1c5ee8.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>366</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>blacksheep,drugaddiction,familystruggles,mentalhealth</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>3</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>SECRETS</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/secrets--73126168</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><i></i>Read less<br /><br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73126168</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2026 14:09:56 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73126168/4_secrets_final_01.mp3" length="11083191" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d31440ec-600c-4b75-bcfd-dc3a9e029478/d31440ec-600c-4b75-bcfd-dc3a9e029478.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d31440ec-600c-4b75-bcfd-dc3a9e029478/d31440ec-600c-4b75-bcfd-dc3a9e029478.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/d31440ec-600c-4b75-bcfd-dc3a9e029478/d31440ec-600c-4b75-bcfd-dc3a9e029478.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><i></i>Read less<br /><br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>462</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>blacksheep,family,mentalhealth,secrets</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>2</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>THE BREAK DOWN</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/the-break-down--73115982</link><description><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73115982</guid><pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2026 23:40:37 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73115982/3_the_break_down_final.mp3" length="7955300" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/bc566de3-27d3-4c48-9596-8aa433ae7d77/bc566de3-27d3-4c48-9596-8aa433ae7d77.srt" type="application/x-subrip" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/bc566de3-27d3-4c48-9596-8aa433ae7d77/bc566de3-27d3-4c48-9596-8aa433ae7d77.txt" type="text/plain" language="en"/><podcast:transcript url="https://transcription.spreaker.com/starship/bc566de3-27d3-4c48-9596-8aa433ae7d77/bc566de3-27d3-4c48-9596-8aa433ae7d77.vtt" type="text/vtt" language="en"/><itunes:author>JAMAL DOCTOR</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For Jamal, growing up on 147 street "grandmas house" wasn't entirely bad but it wasn't good either. learning what drugs and entitlement can do first hand to a family1025 BLACKSHEEP' he shares his life story.Born and raised in South Jamaica Queens, Jamal Doctor lived a life of revolving emotions. This in his words is a soul baring tale of how he realized the hard truth of being the “Black Sheep” of the family. The obstacles he faced and the lack of support from his family and how much harder life was because of it. Learning to navigate family relationships while always being the one in the wrong was taxing mentally and physically. Being loyal and loving to a family that never loved him became his cross to bear.<br /><br />Become a supporter of this podcast: <a href="https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=rss">https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/1025-black-sheep-the-memoirs-of-me--7198166/support</a>.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>498</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/bd10a961f6c7078e630ce8ee2801387a.jpg"/><itunes:episode>1</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item></channel></rss>
