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<rss xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:podcast="https://podcastindex.org/namespace/1.0" xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" version="2.0"><channel><title>My Husband Nick</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/my-husband-nick--6576823</link><description><![CDATA[A podcast about the most important thing in my life.. my husband Nick. Every episode above all is about him for him and every once in awhile perhaps even featuring him. along the way... Hopefully we will have some funny stories. We will detail some of the egregious injustices and mistreatment that have made an already difficult battle for his life even harder.  This podcast just meant to be a light. To be a light for people who might be going through similar problems. And to shine a light on the problems that have brought us where we are now.   This podcast is all about my light... my husband Nick.<br /><br /> -The original episode description made before either the first episode nor my husband's fight were finished.   On July 3rd my husband's fight was finished but not by his choice or mine. The first season of this podcast will now focus mostly on that. The first episode may end up being the last one I make or finish and this is going to have a much rougher style than I had originally planned but I don't have time to figure out the engine out of podcast production.  My husband's fight isn't finished yet. He just can't fight it anymore. But I can fight his flight and I can tell his story. This podcast is for anyone who can relate or feels any kind of connection to our story.   I'm hoping to keep making this podcast and focus on other parts of his journey.... our journey.<br /><br /> But for now we are going to call season one The Search For Answers on the road to accountability"<br /><br /> (Most celebrity voices are AI generated.)]]></description><atom:link href="https://www.spreaker.com/show/6576823/episodes/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><language>en</language><category>Society &amp; Culture</category><copyright>Copyright Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</copyright><image><url>https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/37aa28715b3edab5051cb6c31e1c02d7.jpg</url><title>My Husband Nick</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/my-husband-nick--6576823</link></image><lastBuildDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 11:36:26 +0000</lastBuildDate><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:owner><itunes:name>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:name><itunes:email>myhusbandnickthepodcast@gmail.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/37aa28715b3edab5051cb6c31e1c02d7.jpg"/><itunes:subtitle>A podcast about the most important thing in my life.. my husband Nick. 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On July 3rd my husband's fight was finished but not by his choice or mine. The first season of this podcast will now focus mostly on that. The first episode may end up being the last one I make or finish and this is going to have a much rougher style than I had originally planned but I don't have time to figure out the engine out of podcast production.  My husband's fight isn't finished yet. He just can't fight it anymore. But I can fight his flight and I can tell his story. This podcast is for anyone who can relate or feels any kind of connection to our story.   I'm hoping to keep making this podcast and focus on other parts of his journey.... our journey.<br /><br /> But for now we are going to call season one The Search For Answers on the road to accountability"<br /><br /> (Most celebrity voices are AI generated.)]]></itunes:summary><itunes:category text="Society &amp; Culture"/><itunes:explicit>true</itunes:explicit><podcast:guid>3791bbf9-e4e0-509b-9fb3-8cec60184921</podcast:guid><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><item><title>How Intake Notes Erased Nicholas Araya</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/how-intake-notes-erased-nicholas-araya--74745967</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/74745967</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 11:36:01 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/74745967/draft_1788002082354190_audio.mp3" length="5527510" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:duration>346</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>justicefornick,myhusbandnick</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/a3e20d209047b22630c18189654b0a3e.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>The Ethics Committee</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/the-ethics-committee--73977751</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/73977751</guid><pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2026 10:31:27 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/73977751/draft_1786702939105444_audio.mp3" length="3737809" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:duration>234</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>justicefornick,myhusbandnick</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/37aa28715b3edab5051cb6c31e1c02d7.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>The Full Deep Dive part 4</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/the-full-deep-dive-part-4--72845124</link><description><![CDATA[The last chapter of the most comprehensive deep though so far.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/72845124</guid><pubDate>Mon, 06 Jul 2026 21:54:32 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/72845124/draft_1783374047568874_audio.mp3" length="10220773" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>The last chapter of the most comprehensive deep though so far.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[The last chapter of the most comprehensive deep though so far.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>639</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>justicefornick,myhusbandnick</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/312a577398c88b62fefc82bf83d581e2.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>The Full Deep Dive part 3</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/the-full-deep-dive-part-3--72845032</link><description><![CDATA[The most thorough Deep dive had to be split into four parts because it was 51 minutes long. 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And why this podcast isn't anymore just going to be me talking for a while. I was 100% sober while recording this and this is very very much how any normal conversation with me turns. Added with my worn down by life and don't give enough appearance that I'm still rockin, I don't get taken very seriously often anymore. One of the doctors was afraid because I said something to the effect of you don't know who you're dealing with. What I look like is not who I am. He took this as a physical threat. Or as an opportunity to add physical threats to my narrative. I'm honestly not sure which. What it meant was I look like a new one. I look like someone that you can just disregard. Just like my husband. But that's not who we are. I was already researching the DNR issue and knew that I was in the right legally. He would see we weren't just some.... Whatever specific image they had or were creating....<br /><br /> That's what I meant. Thank you to the same nurse I mentioned in here for documenting that by the way. Another documented note in the Case files that shows I was present and fighting for him. It's literally as I'm writing this and was recording this earlier that I'm seeing that one person really really tried so hard to stop what was happening or at the very least to give me a record of it after. Please if that person is reading or listening to any of this if you ever are treated in any way unfairly after this starts to become a thing... Please contact me I will do whatever it is that I can do and that might be more than you think to make sure that you are not retaliated against that's what I'm pretty sure was you being the bravest person in that hospital.<br /><br /> You could just be super efficient and none of the rest of them are. That's also a possibility either way congratulations!]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67838986</guid><pubDate>Sun, 21 Sep 2025 12:45:49 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/67838986/draft_1758457339335643_audio.mp3" length="14127856" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>I decided to leave just unedited because it's a perfect sample of how my brain works. And why this podcast isn't anymore just going to be me talking for a while. I was 100% sober while recording this and this is very very much how any normal...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[I decided to leave just unedited because it's a perfect sample of how my brain works. And why this podcast isn't anymore just going to be me talking for a while. I was 100% sober while recording this and this is very very much how any normal conversation with me turns. Added with my worn down by life and don't give enough appearance that I'm still rockin, I don't get taken very seriously often anymore. One of the doctors was afraid because I said something to the effect of you don't know who you're dealing with. What I look like is not who I am. He took this as a physical threat. Or as an opportunity to add physical threats to my narrative. I'm honestly not sure which. What it meant was I look like a new one. I look like someone that you can just disregard. Just like my husband. But that's not who we are. I was already researching the DNR issue and knew that I was in the right legally. He would see we weren't just some.... Whatever specific image they had or were creating....<br /><br /> That's what I meant. Thank you to the same nurse I mentioned in here for documenting that by the way. Another documented note in the Case files that shows I was present and fighting for him. It's literally as I'm writing this and was recording this earlier that I'm seeing that one person really really tried so hard to stop what was happening or at the very least to give me a record of it after. Please if that person is reading or listening to any of this if you ever are treated in any way unfairly after this starts to become a thing... Please contact me I will do whatever it is that I can do and that might be more than you think to make sure that you are not retaliated against that's what I'm pretty sure was you being the bravest person in that hospital.<br /><br /> You could just be super efficient and none of the rest of them are. That's also a possibility either way congratulations!]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>883</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/976e0acf95339347b286d8419ab9fee5.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>"The Infamous Case Management Call" narrated by Paris Hilton</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/the-infamous-case-management-call-narrated-by-paris-hilton--67838641</link><description><![CDATA[For years Kevin sure that everyone was always laughing at them. Even he thought he was crazy sometimes. But it happens. EMTs, doctors, and even case managers when they forget to hang up the phone first.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67838641</guid><pubDate>Sun, 21 Sep 2025 11:52:55 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/67838641/draft_1758455077130934_audio.mp3" length="2509009" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>For years Kevin sure that everyone was always laughing at them. Even he thought he was crazy sometimes. But it happens. EMTs, doctors, and even case managers when they forget to hang up the phone first.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[For years Kevin sure that everyone was always laughing at them. Even he thought he was crazy sometimes. But it happens. EMTs, doctors, and even case managers when they forget to hang up the phone first.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>157</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>bannersouthsucks,myhusbandnick,tinacaylor</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/37aa28715b3edab5051cb6c31e1c02d7.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>"Suspicious findings from the medical records of Nicholas Araya" Read by John Rhys-Davies</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/suspicious-findings-from-the-medical-records-of-nicholas-araya-read-by-john-rhys-davies--67838147</link><description><![CDATA[Sometimes medical records are updated. Things are changed. Sometimes that's normal. 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Sometimes it's a little suspicious....]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>321</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/e47d5ea3826395082131c381268c24ea.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>A Snapshot of Love read by Gwyneth Paltrow.</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/a-snapshot-of-love-read-by-gwyneth-paltrow--67837260</link><description><![CDATA[The significance of July 3rd....]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67837260</guid><pubDate>Sun, 21 Sep 2025 09:01:15 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/67837260/draft_175844471238811_audio.mp3" length="3186938" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>The significance of July 3rd....</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[The significance of July 3rd....]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>200</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>myhusbandnick</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/f406a4696e644bae36d0cd1316433bec.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Are You Kidding Me?</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/are-you-kidding-me--67760885</link><description><![CDATA[A dramatic reading of a dramatic moment.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67760885</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2025 06:00:46 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/67760885/draft_1757915381926592_audio.mp3" length="7096946" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>A dramatic reading of a dramatic moment.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[A dramatic reading of a dramatic moment.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>444</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/2aa2d7654e94468876355b3db36a2383.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>"Code Blue" read by John Rhys-Davies</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/code-blue-read-by-john-rhys-davies--67759435</link><description><![CDATA[I love how they felt the need to Express that they received no objections from any staff member in the room well sure what the f*** were they going to do intubating with no f****** heartbeat it was the stupidest order to begin with how the f*** you give intubation with no CPR?!?!!]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67759435</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2025 03:07:51 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/67759435/draft_1757905085375254_audio.mp3" length="2358961" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>I love how they felt the need to Express that they received no objections from any staff member in the room well sure what the f*** were they going to do intubating with no f****** heartbeat it was the stupidest order to begin with how the f*** you...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[I love how they felt the need to Express that they received no objections from any staff member in the room well sure what the f*** were they going to do intubating with no f****** heartbeat it was the stupidest order to begin with how the f*** you give intubation with no CPR?!?!!]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>148</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>myhusbandnick</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/6bbd417d432fa9d9a0e0774105a45889.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Official Episode 1 Sneak Peek</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/official-episode-1-sneak-peek--67751994</link><description><![CDATA[So it's been rough edits of a podcast so far and I want this really to be something to honor next so I'm figuring out how to actually make a podcast and make it align with the vision I have. I posted things here that are more unfinished pieces of the end goal than actually achieving it. So I won't be removing anything unless I'm replacing it with a better version. I'll try to have all of this done within the coming week but I'm also going through 66,000 pages of medical records which is providing a whole lot I want to talk about. Charles still keep doing that on "Kevin and Nick's life" It's another podcast that I started and wasn't sure what I wanted it to be but that's where you'll find more daily notes send a blog of what's going on sort of thing. Very soon here... 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So I won't be removing anything unless I'm replacing it with a better version. I'll try to have all of this done within the coming week but I'm also going through 66,000 pages of medical records which is providing a whole lot I want to talk about. Charles still keep doing that on "Kevin and Nick's life" It's another podcast that I started and wasn't sure what I wanted it to be but that's where you'll find more daily notes send a blog of what's going on sort of thing. Very soon here... Will be the reboot... of "My Husband Nick"]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>577</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/8d30fa113081e33cc6e50522d97a7ad4.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>"Nick's Brain"</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/nick-s-brain--67729651</link><description><![CDATA[His brain ... 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Digging to find the real answer. Was what happened to the case of the system failing my husband? My crazy to think there was something more deliberate there? The answer lies in the 66,000 pages.... <br /><br /> Coming September 27 ... My birthday present to Nick. Each episode a celebrity guest will read a vital entry from his medical chart. No AI voices... Just some people who were magic for Nick in his favorite shows and movies...who wanted to come by and help tell the story of my husband Nick...<br /><br /> If you're tagged here it's because I'm hoping my little podcast will catch your attention. It means that if you could take anywhere from one minute to five... To read anything from a ridiculous entry in his chart that is almost laughable... 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Each episode a celebrity guest will read a vital entry from his medical chart. No AI voices... Just some people who were magic for Nick in his favorite shows and movies...who wanted to come by and help tell the story of my husband Nick...<br /><br /> If you're tagged here it's because I'm hoping my little podcast will catch your attention. It means that if you could take anywhere from one minute to five... To read anything from a ridiculous entry in his chart that is almost laughable... Tonthe]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>901</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/37aa28715b3edab5051cb6c31e1c02d7.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Deep Dive -  A Difficult Patient</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/deep-dive-a-difficult-patient--67699253</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67699253</guid><pubDate>Wed, 10 Sep 2025 09:09:02 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/67699253/draft_1757494779709130_audio.mp3" length="5007151" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:duration>313</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>myhusbandnick,nickslifematters</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/d0f5fa28952afdd151fffaf2f0c26eee.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Deep Dive: Dilaudid - A Poor Choice....</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/deep-dive-dilaudid-a-poor-choice--67699182</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67699182</guid><pubDate>Wed, 10 Sep 2025 08:58:54 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/67699182/draft_1757491527827552_audio.mp3" length="5154272" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Kevin and Nick Benham-Araya</itunes:author><itunes:duration>323</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>false</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/664f06462276f738b86a26aad893d652.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>The infamous Case Management call ..</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/episode/the-infamous-case-management-call--67698070</link><description><![CDATA[Noticed after she makes the joke there's an awkward pause because clearly no one laughed and she tries to egg them on a little bit and goes right? 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But he pretended to care when I told him about the message but.. it wasn't one voicemail it was the entire attitude with which we were approached by almost everyone. There were special angels along the way who were definite exceptions and everyone at Fresenius Kidney Care in Marana and South Tucson .... Who put up with both of us but never made us feel like they were putting up with us. They consistently went above and beyond to put the care into the patient treatment. He appreciated the respect you showed him. <br /><br /> Fresenius was the exception. Tina at Banner South.... 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I'm inviting any of the people who knew him to please record an audio message for him and we'll post them in special episodes. the first season will be exploring the various components that led to the death of my husband Nick. I fought against a lot of this while he was alive. But it wasn't until the very end when I really started finding out that not only wasn't I crazy about how I saw things going down but that this exact same scenario has played out for others.   So the aim is to perhaps make a difference for others going through the same thing who might not even know that it's happening . 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