https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/love-beyond-the-buzz--6034956enPersonal JournalsCopyright AMhttps://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/9945e468ac105de625e1e1fe6b85bf4a.jpghttps://www.spreaker.com/podcast/love-beyond-the-buzz--6034956Wed, 20 Dec 2023 14:09:06 +0000AMAMcrystalsexexperience@gmail.comMy personal journey towards my recovery from the point of view of normal childhood with no trauma based addiction. I will share all the downs and ups of my journey and how I reacted with each segment. What helped and what I changed ...cleanepisodichttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/03-why-i-decided-to-seek-recovery--58071296https://api.spreaker.com/episode/58071296Wed, 20 Dec 2023 14:08:15 +0000AMWhy I decided to seek recovery? What happened at the beginning - external reasons- internal reasons- some of the early relapses stories - last relapse.1677clean3fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/02-how-this-disease-started--57996441the pressure from proving myself to society and husband. Being in an open relationship. Rationalization of the using and the lies to myself and my husband. Multiple using experiences...]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/57996441Wed, 13 Dec 2023 15:12:22 +0000AMHow it all started? Changing countries, getting introduced to recreational drgs, party scene... the pressure from proving myself to society and husband. Being in an open relationship. Rationalization of the using and the lies to myself and my husband....the pressure from proving myself to society and husband. Being in an open relationship. Rationalization of the using and the lies to myself and my husband. Multiple using experiences...]]>1295clean2fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/01-what-the-podcast-about--57978310https://api.spreaker.com/episode/57978310Mon, 11 Dec 2023 21:13:02 +0000AMThis is the first episode, welcoming everyone and giving a general idea about the podcast content.920addiction,gay,health,mental,meth,recovery,sex,traumaclean1full