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Each week, we dive into honest, Bible-centered conversations about faith, family, spiritual growth, relationships, waiting seasons, and what it means to keep walking with Jesus in real life—not just on Sundays. Whether you’re in a season of joy, exhaustion, uncertainty, or growth, this podcast is here to encourage your faith, challenge your perspective, and remind you that God still meets people in the middle of unfinished stories.]]>enChristianityCopyright Subrina Zellerhttps://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/373202dbc353821227bb496c1bc53420.jpghttps://www.spreaker.com/podcast/beyond-the-12--6029226Fri, 15 May 2026 20:39:37 +0000Subrina ZellerSubrina Zeller12beyondthe12@gmail.comBeyond The 12 is a Christian podcast for everyday discipleship in a complicated world. I’m your host, Subrina Zeller—wife, mom of three, and daughter of the King learning to follow Jesus one ordinary day at a time.  Each week, we dive into honest,...
Each week, we dive into honest, Bible-centered conversations about faith, family, spiritual growth, relationships, waiting seasons, and what it means to keep walking with Jesus in real life—not just on Sundays. Whether you’re in a season of joy, exhaustion, uncertainty, or growth, this podcast is here to encourage your faith, challenge your perspective, and remind you that God still meets people in the middle of unfinished stories.]]>falseepisodichttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-5-episode-12-the-middle-is-holy-finale--72025076




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Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/71929849Sun, 10 May 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerSometimes God speaks...and then the waiting begins. In this solo episode of Beyond The 12, we explore the sacred space between promise and fulfillment; the quiet middle where faith is stretched, trust is refined, and God often seems silent. Through...



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Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/71831353Sun, 03 May 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerNot every move of God comes with a spotlight. In this episode, we’re slowing down to notice the holy middle moments we almost miss—the small graces, subtle answers, and quiet shifts that happen while life is still unfolding. Joined by my friend James...


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Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/71648359Sun, 26 Apr 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerThere’s a version of faith we don’t talk about enough. Not the bold, mountain-moving kind—but the quiet, worn-out kind. The kind that’s still believing even when you're tired of believing. In this episode, we step into the tension of waiting...




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>2142doubt,faith,god,middle,prayer,spiritual,testing,timingfalse59fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-5-episode-8-the-middle-is-holy-the-middle-of-relationships--71442454


Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/71442454Sun, 19 Apr 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerNot every relationship is broken… but not every relationship is healed either. There’s a middle space many of us live in — where trust is rebuilding, forgiveness is ongoing, and tenderness can feel risky. In this episode of Beyond The 12, my newest...


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In this episode, we talk about the quiet, hidden work that God never overlooks — and how it’s shaping us more than we realize. Faithfulness only needs an audience of one - God! And this episode might leave you realizing there is hidden work you are missing too, the outcomes you see in others are a product of those valuable unseen hours. So maybe we support others for the work we don't see as much as for what we do see.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/71262117Sun, 12 Apr 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerNot all obedience is seen — but all of it matters. This episode is about the quiet faithfulness that shapes who we become. Heaven notices what crowds never do. The prayers no one hears, the discipline no one applauds, the choices no one sees. This...
In this episode, we talk about the quiet, hidden work that God never overlooks — and how it’s shaping us more than we realize. Faithfulness only needs an audience of one - God! And this episode might leave you realizing there is hidden work you are missing too, the outcomes you see in others are a product of those valuable unseen hours. So maybe we support others for the work we don't see as much as for what we do see.




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In this episode of Beyond The 12, we explore what it means to have faith that looks boring but lasts. Not the kind built on spiritual highs or emotional moments, but the kind formed in daily obedience, steady rhythms, and showing up with God again and again in the middle of ordinary life. Joined by longtime friend and fellow church member John Kumar, this conversation unpacks why consistency often matters more than intensity, how deep spiritual roots are formed in unseen seasons, and why a life that may not look impressive on the outside can be incredibly strong where it counts.

Because the truth is, the resurrection we celebrate didn’t skip the ordinary days—it came through them.  Happy Easter Beyond The 12 community.  We are grateful for your faithfulness to our ministry.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/71107445Sun, 05 Apr 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerThis Easter, while we celebrate the resurrection of our Lord and new life, we’re also reminded of something quieter—but just as powerful: the beauty of a faithful life lived over time. In this episode of Beyond The 12, we explore what it means to...
In this episode of Beyond The 12, we explore what it means to have faith that looks boring but lasts. Not the kind built on spiritual highs or emotional moments, but the kind formed in daily obedience, steady rhythms, and showing up with God again and again in the middle of ordinary life. Joined by longtime friend and fellow church member John Kumar, this conversation unpacks why consistency often matters more than intensity, how deep spiritual roots are formed in unseen seasons, and why a life that may not look impressive on the outside can be incredibly strong where it counts.

Because the truth is, the resurrection we celebrate didn’t skip the ordinary days—it came through them.  Happy Easter Beyond The 12 community.  We are grateful for your faithfulness to our ministry.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>1863boring,consistency,deep,faith,roots,spiritualfalse56fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-5-episode-5-the-middle-is-holy-ordinary-days-don-t-mean-absent-god--70961293It’s sacred.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/70961293Sun, 29 Mar 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerMost of life isn’t lived in big, defining moments. It’s lived in the in-between… the ordinary, repetitive, sometimes painfully normal days. The Tuesday mornings and the routines. The responsibilities that don’t feel spiritual — just necessary. And...It’s sacred.




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If you’ve been feeling “behind”… this one’s for you.



Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/70815209Sun, 22 Mar 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerLetting go of your timeline isn’t easy. But it might be where trust is built the deepest. In this episode, my friend Zach and I talk about what it really looks like to release control, wrestle with waiting, and trust God’s timing when life doesn’t go...
If you’ve been feeling “behind”… this one’s for you.



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How to connect with us:
Email 12beyondthe12@gmail.com or find us on Facebook -  Beyond The 12 Podcast



Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/70645764Sun, 15 Mar 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerWhy does becoming more like Christ sometimes feel harder instead of easier? In this episode, my friend Jessica and I explore the tension of spiritual growth — the kind that stretches us, challenges us, and sometimes leaves us feeling alone or...

How to connect with us:
Email 12beyondthe12@gmail.com or find us on Facebook -  Beyond The 12 Podcast



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Together with my friend Jadyn Walker, we discuss how faith grows in the in-between spaces, how to recognize the quiet ways God may still be moving, and why trusting His character becomes so important when we don’t have new answers.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/70527942Sun, 08 Mar 2026 19:00:02 +0000Subrina ZellerNot every season of faith comes with clarity and fireworks. Sometimes God feels quiet—and yet life keeps asking for trust. In this episode, we talk about discerning God’s activity when there’s no clear instruction and no fresh word. It’s a...
Together with my friend Jadyn Walker, we discuss how faith grows in the in-between spaces, how to recognize the quiet ways God may still be moving, and why trusting His character becomes so important when we don’t have new answers.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>1473faith,god,middle,silence,spiritual,trustfalse52fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-5-episode-1-the-middle-is-holy--70366758
In this opening episode of Season 5, we’re naming a sacred truth we often overlook: the middle is holy. Scripture is filled with holy middle places.

* Jesus came from Judah—a middle son, not the firstborn.
* He was crucified between two criminals, suspended in the space between heaven and earth.
* God’s people walked on dry ground in the middle of the Red Sea and later crossed the Jordan the     same way—not at the edge, but in the center of the miracle. 




Again and again, God does His most formative work not at the start or the finish, but in the process. This Season of Beyond the 12, we’ll talk about waiting without wasting the season. About hidden growth, quiet endurance, and trusting God when life feels unresolved. About honoring the sacredness of unfinished things. Welcome to Season 5!

Connect with us via email: 12beyondthe12@gmail.com
or on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61581718741355 




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]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/70366758Sun, 01 Mar 2026 20:00:07 +0000Subrina ZellerWe tend to celebrate beginnings and long for endings—but most of life is lived in the middle. The in-between seasons. The waiting. The unfinished stories where prayers are still unanswered and clarity feels just out of reach. In this opening episode...
In this opening episode of Season 5, we’re naming a sacred truth we often overlook: the middle is holy. Scripture is filled with holy middle places.

* Jesus came from Judah—a middle son, not the firstborn.
* He was crucified between two criminals, suspended in the space between heaven and earth.
* God’s people walked on dry ground in the middle of the Red Sea and later crossed the Jordan the     same way—not at the edge, but in the center of the miracle. 




Again and again, God does His most formative work not at the start or the finish, but in the process. This Season of Beyond the 12, we’ll talk about waiting without wasting the season. About hidden growth, quiet endurance, and trusting God when life feels unresolved. About honoring the sacredness of unfinished things. Welcome to Season 5!

Connect with us via email: 12beyondthe12@gmail.com
or on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61581718741355 




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]]>1200christian,faith,holy,middle,spiritual,trustingfalse51fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-4-bonus-when-life-hits-hard--70218725

What grief actually feels like beneath the surface

How joy can anchor us even when emotions fluctuate

What the Bible says is still true about us as believers during hard seasons

Why productivity is not proof of purpose

This is not a polished conversation about having it all together. It’s an invitation to find steady hope when life feels rearranged. If you’re walking through loss or wondering where God is in your quiet season, this episode might encourage you today.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/70218725Mon, 23 Feb 2026 01:11:33 +0000Subrina ZellerSeason 5 will launch right on schedule — but the bonus conversations between season 4 and 5 have taken a little longer. In this heartfelt episode, I share why. After the passing of my mom, I entered a season of grief that slowed everything down....

What grief actually feels like beneath the surface

How joy can anchor us even when emotions fluctuate

What the Bible says is still true about us as believers during hard seasons

Why productivity is not proof of purpose

This is not a polished conversation about having it all together. It’s an invitation to find steady hope when life feels rearranged. If you’re walking through loss or wondering where God is in your quiet season, this episode might encourage you today.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>919god,grief,hope,jesus,loss,spiritualfalse4bonushttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-4-episode-12-navigating-the-unknown-finale--68705526
Visit here, https://youtu.be/htqT2Xhu6fw?si=8dDmm43vc-TDVQyB, to listen to Jadyn Walker's full sermon on "It Happens In The Middle".




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/68705526Sun, 23 Nov 2025 20:00:07 +0000Subrina ZellerIn the Season 4 finale of Beyond The 12, we take a heartfelt look back at a season spent walking through real life with God. This closing episode brings the theme Navigating the Unknown full circle—celebrating the lessons learned, the quiet...
Visit here, https://youtu.be/htqT2Xhu6fw?si=8dDmm43vc-TDVQyB, to listen to Jadyn Walker's full sermon on "It Happens In The Middle".




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There’s no fluff here—just honest conversation, a few smiles, and practical steps for strengthening the bonds that hold us. If you’ve been longing for a reminder that healthy relationships are still possible—and worth the investment—this episode may be exactly what your heart’s been waiting for.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/68584089Sun, 16 Nov 2025 20:00:08 +0000Subrina ZellerIn this episode, I sit down once again with John Ostenson to talk about the relationships that shape our lives—quietly, consistently, and sometimes with a bit more challenge than we’d care to admit. John brings the kind of wisdom that doesn’t chase...
There’s no fluff here—just honest conversation, a few smiles, and practical steps for strengthening the bonds that hold us. If you’ve been longing for a reminder that healthy relationships are still possible—and worth the investment—this episode may be exactly what your heart’s been waiting for.




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>2282faith,god,relationships,spiritual,trust,unknownfalse411fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-4-episode-10-navigating-the-unknown-moving--68486393




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/68486393Sun, 09 Nov 2025 20:00:09 +0000Subrina ZellerThis episode didn't go off the way I planned—but maybe that’s exactly why it needed to happen this way. Today I’m talking about what happens when plans fall apart and God changes the route. From my own moving stories to lessons from the Israelites’...




Music track: Hope by Agus Alvarez & Waesto]]>721faith,god'swill,spiritual,trust,uncertaintyfalse410fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-4-episode-9-navigating-the-unknown-education--68383833and a doctoral student — to talk about what it means to live out your calling in education while staying rooted in faith. Brigid opens up about the tension and beauty of pursuing excellence in academia while keeping her spiritual walk front and center. Together, we explore how faith shapes the way we teach, lead, and encourage others in their own educational journeys. Brigid’s story reminds us that the classroom can be a place of ministry, and that God is present even in the pursuit of degrees, deadlines, and dissertations — guiding us through every unknown. And through a plot twist, we find that perhaps inviting some unknown might be a welcomed gift.




Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/68383833Sun, 02 Nov 2025 20:00:09 +0000Subrina ZellerIn this episode of Beyond the 12, I sit down with Brigid Enchill — a Professor of French at the University of Kansas and a doctoral student — to talk about what it means to live out your calling in education while staying rooted in faith. Brigid opens...and a doctoral student — to talk about what it means to live out your calling in education while staying rooted in faith. Brigid opens up about the tension and beauty of pursuing excellence in academia while keeping her spiritual walk front and center. Together, we explore how faith shapes the way we teach, lead, and encourage others in their own educational journeys. Brigid’s story reminds us that the classroom can be a place of ministry, and that God is present even in the pursuit of degrees, deadlines, and dissertations — guiding us through every unknown. And through a plot twist, we find that perhaps inviting some unknown might be a welcomed gift.




Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>1743education,faith,spiritual,unknownsfalse49fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-4-episode-8-navigating-the-unknown-health--68280651
In this powerful and tender conversation, I sit down with my dear friend Laura Roth to explore how faith sustains us through health challenges. Together, we open up about fear, prayer, and the surprising ways God meets us in weakness and pain. If you’ve ever wrestled with uncertainty about your health or wondered how to trust God when your strength is fading, this episode will remind you that Jesus not only heals — He weeps with us and walks with us through every step.






Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/68280651Sun, 26 Oct 2025 19:00:09 +0000Subrina ZellerWhen the diagnosis hits, when the healing seems delayed, when your body doesn’t do what it used to — where is God in all of it? In this powerful and tender conversation, I sit down with my dear friend Laura Roth to explore how faith sustains us...
In this powerful and tender conversation, I sit down with my dear friend Laura Roth to explore how faith sustains us through health challenges. Together, we open up about fear, prayer, and the surprising ways God meets us in weakness and pain. If you’ve ever wrestled with uncertainty about your health or wondered how to trust God when your strength is fading, this episode will remind you that Jesus not only heals — He weeps with us and walks with us through every step.






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Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/68199214Sun, 19 Oct 2025 19:00:07 +0000Subrina ZellerSometimes, in our pursuit of growth, we move so fast that we lose sight of the very foundation we’re standing on. In this episode, we pause… and return to the heart of it all: faith. “Faith 2.0” isn’t about new tricks or flashy upgrades. It’s about...





Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>1017breathe,discipleship,faith,god,spiritual,unknownfalse47fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-4-episode-6-navigating-the-unknown-grief--68096462Pam Kueffer, a woman whose story is marked by profound loss — having tragically lost two children, one as a toddler and one as an adult. Yet every time Pam speaks, wisdom flows like a river in the desert.

Together, we walk through the realities of deep sorrow, the unexpected places where God shows up, and how faith can hold us steady when life breaks our hearts. This is a sacred conversation — honest, gentle, and full of hope for anyone who has found themselves in the valley of grief.





Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/68096462Sun, 12 Oct 2025 19:00:08 +0000Subrina ZellerGrief has a way of stopping us in our tracks. It’s tender, raw, and often shows up when we least expect it. In this episode, I sit down with Pam Kueffer, a woman whose story is marked by profound loss — having tragically lost two children, one as a...Pam Kueffer, a woman whose story is marked by profound loss — having tragically lost two children, one as a toddler and one as an adult. Yet every time Pam speaks, wisdom flows like a river in the desert.

Together, we walk through the realities of deep sorrow, the unexpected places where God shows up, and how faith can hold us steady when life breaks our hearts. This is a sacred conversation — honest, gentle, and full of hope for anyone who has found themselves in the valley of grief.





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Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/68007890Sun, 05 Oct 2025 19:00:07 +0000Subrina ZellerWhen the headlines scream uncertainty and the world feels out of control, where do we turn? In this episode of Beyond the 12, I sit down with Eric Niday to explore how believers can navigate the unknown in the face of global events. From biblical...







Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>1430anxiety,faith,god,peace,spiritual,worldfalse45fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-4-episode-4-navigating-the-unknown-finances--67926271Keith Napier, to talk about what it really means to walk by faith when it comes to our finances. Together, we’ll discuss practical ways to approach financial decisions with wisdom, how to plan without giving in to fear, and the balance between trusting God and taking responsibility. If you’ve ever wondered how to stay grounded in uncertain times, this conversation will encourage you to see your finances as more than numbers on a page—they’re part of a bigger story God is writing.






Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67926271Sun, 28 Sep 2025 19:00:07 +0000Subrina ZellerMoney often feels like one of life’s greatest mysteries—especially when the future seems uncertain. In this episode of Beyond the 12, I’m joined by my friend, financial advisor and ministry leader Keith Napier, to talk about what it really means to...Keith Napier, to talk about what it really means to walk by faith when it comes to our finances. Together, we’ll discuss practical ways to approach financial decisions with wisdom, how to plan without giving in to fear, and the balance between trusting God and taking responsibility. If you’ve ever wondered how to stay grounded in uncertain times, this conversation will encourage you to see your finances as more than numbers on a page—they’re part of a bigger story God is writing.






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Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67826806Sun, 21 Sep 2025 19:00:07 +0000Subrina ZellerWhat do you do when your career feels uncertain, when the path ahead isn’t as clear as you hoped it would be? In this episode, I'm joined by my husband Ronnie and together we dive into the challenges and opportunities that come with navigating the...





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Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67756034Sun, 14 Sep 2025 19:45:56 +0000Subrina ZellerWhat does it really look like to trust God when the road ahead is foggy or we feel stuck in the middle? In this episode of Beyond the 12, I sit down with my friend Jadyn Walker to talk about navigating the unknown as it relates to our faith. Together,...






Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>1308faith,god,spiritual,trust,unknownfalse42fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-4-episode-1-navigating-the-unknown--67659244Navigating the Unknown. In this opening episode, I’m sharing what it looks like to face uncertainty with faith and courage—because let’s be honest, none of us get a roadmap for life. Think of this as the starting point for a season of encouragement, discovery, and learning how to trust God when the path ahead isn’t clear. And to those who’ve been listening since the beginning—thank you for sticking with me. Your support means so much, and I’m excited for us to step into this next chapter together.









Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67659244Sun, 07 Sep 2025 19:00:07 +0000Subrina ZellerWe’re back! After a little break, Season 4 of Beyond The 12 kicks off with some fresh music and a fresh theme: Navigating the Unknown. In this opening episode, I’m sharing what it looks like to face uncertainty with faith and courage—because let’s be...Navigating the Unknown. In this opening episode, I’m sharing what it looks like to face uncertainty with faith and courage—because let’s be honest, none of us get a roadmap for life. Think of this as the starting point for a season of encouragement, discovery, and learning how to trust God when the path ahead isn’t clear. And to those who’ve been listening since the beginning—thank you for sticking with me. Your support means so much, and I’m excited for us to step into this next chapter together.









Music track: Hope by AgusAlvarez & Waesto]]>979christian,encouraging,jesus,religion,spiritual,unknownfalse41fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-bonus-the-rich-young-ruler--67250058https://api.spreaker.com/episode/67250058Mon, 04 Aug 2025 20:23:46 +0000Subrina ZellerIf you enjoy a good mystery with a dash of biblical sleuthing, this bonus episode is for you! My friend Eric Niday and I dive into one of Scripture’s most intriguing unnamed figures: the Rich Young Ruler. We don’t claim to have conclusive evidence of...862biblical,god,religion,spiritualfalse3bonushttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-bonus-father-abraham-had-many-sons--66960396https://api.spreaker.com/episode/66960396Sun, 13 Jul 2025 02:15:35 +0000Subrina ZellerLike old friends settling in for a good chat, I’m back with a bonus episode. Let’s pause for a moment and explore the remarkable life of Abraham — a true hero of the faith. Now, time won’t let us unpack every twist and turn of his incredible story,...1451false3bonushttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-12-set-apart-finale--66142202set apart. I'm joined once again by my friend Eric Niday as we reflect on this season’s powerful lineup of biblical giants. Each story we explored holds incredible meaning and timeless relevance for every believer. These lives were ordinary yet extraordinary, faithful yet flawed, willing yet often hesitant—just like you and me. As we close this chapter and archive these lessons for future reflection, let’s hold fast to a few key truths:

• A life lived for Jesus is a life well lived.
• Don’t despise the small steps of faith or the humble training grounds where great faith is born.
• Never disqualify yourself from the work of God.
• And always remember—an attitude of gratitude will carry you further than you can imagine.

Thank you for supporting this step of faith we've taken. We pray it has—and will continue to—inspire you to pursue greater spiritual endeavors.]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/66142202Sun, 18 May 2025 21:28:36 +0000Subrina ZellerIn this season finale, we wrap up our conversation on what it means to be set apart. I'm joined once again by my friend Eric Niday as we reflect on this season’s powerful lineup of biblical giants. Each story we explored holds incredible meaning and...set apart. I'm joined once again by my friend Eric Niday as we reflect on this season’s powerful lineup of biblical giants. Each story we explored holds incredible meaning and timeless relevance for every believer. These lives were ordinary yet extraordinary, faithful yet flawed, willing yet often hesitant—just like you and me. As we close this chapter and archive these lessons for future reflection, let’s hold fast to a few key truths:

• A life lived for Jesus is a life well lived.
• Don’t despise the small steps of faith or the humble training grounds where great faith is born.
• Never disqualify yourself from the work of God.
• And always remember—an attitude of gratitude will carry you further than you can imagine.

Thank you for supporting this step of faith we've taken. We pray it has—and will continue to—inspire you to pursue greater spiritual endeavors.]]>1176apart,christian,faithful,god,set,spiritualfalse312fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-11-set-apart-jesus--66045110Beyond The 12, I’m honored to introduce my final guest of the season, Pastor Barry Foster, and together, we’ll explore the life and mission of Jesus. Throughout this season, we’ve had the joy of hearing about stories from individuals who’ve made themselves available to be used by God. But truly, no one compares—no one tops the charts—like Jesus. This season has been such a joy and encouragement to me personally, and I hope it has blessed you too. May the insights you’ve gathered serve as seeds for deeper reflection, research, and meditation. Thank you, truly, for joining us.

P.S. If you’d like to dive deeper into the lives of women in Jesus’ time, as mentioned in this episode by Dr Barry Foster, and see how He honored, uplifted, and valued them, be sure to check out Jesus & Women by author Kristi McLelland. It’s a rich and eye-opening resource that brings cultural context and spiritual insight together beautifully.]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/66045110Sun, 11 May 2025 22:04:02 +0000Subrina ZellerThe Son of Man—and also the Son of God. The Lion of Judah, yet the Lamb of Heaven. The First and the Last, Prince of Peace, King of Kings, Messiah, Savior, Redeemer. These are just a few of the many powerful names used to describe Jesus the Christ. On...Beyond The 12, I’m honored to introduce my final guest of the season, Pastor Barry Foster, and together, we’ll explore the life and mission of Jesus. Throughout this season, we’ve had the joy of hearing about stories from individuals who’ve made themselves available to be used by God. But truly, no one compares—no one tops the charts—like Jesus. This season has been such a joy and encouragement to me personally, and I hope it has blessed you too. May the insights you’ve gathered serve as seeds for deeper reflection, research, and meditation. Thank you, truly, for joining us.

P.S. If you’d like to dive deeper into the lives of women in Jesus’ time, as mentioned in this episode by Dr Barry Foster, and see how He honored, uplifted, and valued them, be sure to check out Jesus & Women by author Kristi McLelland. It’s a rich and eye-opening resource that brings cultural context and spiritual insight together beautifully.]]>2097apart,god,honor,jesus,set,spiritualfalse311fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-10-set-apart-elijah--65863058https://api.spreaker.com/episode/65863058Sun, 04 May 2025 20:00:11 +0000Subrina ZellerWhat a fruitful journey this season has been so far! With each episode, we’ve been gathering spiritual insights—evidence of God’s faithfulness and the growth He’s bringing into our lives. In the spirit of that harvest, this episode is no exception....2158elijah,faith,fear,god,sacrifice,spiritualfalse310fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-9-set-apart-noah--65772296https://api.spreaker.com/episode/65772296Sun, 27 Apr 2025 23:16:24 +0000Subrina ZellerIn our discussion this week, I welcome my husband, Ronnie, back to the show to talk about the life of Noah.  Noah was a man the bible says was seen as righteous during a time when very, very few others were known for that.  He was asked by God to...1526ark,faith,god,noah,obedience,spiritualfalse39fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-8-set-apart-moses--65646783https://api.spreaker.com/episode/65646783Mon, 21 Apr 2025 03:53:22 +0000Subrina ZellerWelcome to Beyond The 12 where we believe everyone is set apart by God for His purposes to glorify His Kingdom.  There is no greater place than in the middle of God's plans for you.  On this episode, I'm introducing another friend of mine, Terry...1392god,jesus,moses,setapart,spiritualfalse38fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-7-set-apart-biblical-missionaries--65560376]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/65560376Sun, 13 Apr 2025 21:20:39 +0000Subrina ZellerEpisode 7 is a "kaleidoscope" of characters.  In keeping with our theme of set apart, we are introducing a new biblical character multiple times on this episode.  I'm bringing back my friend, mentor, boss of sorts, and brother in Christ, Keith Napier,...]]>1856faith,god,missions,spiritualfalse37fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-6-set-apart-king-jehoshaphat--65382031https://api.spreaker.com/episode/65382031Sun, 06 Apr 2025 21:25:37 +0000Subrina ZellerGod's plans for us are always good, but sometimes they don't seem logical.  We can trust God and know that He has our best interest in mind.  We can commit our lives to Him knowing that the future is safe in His hands.  In episode 6, my friend Maddy...1929false36fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-5-set-apart-david--65240827https://api.spreaker.com/episode/65240827Mon, 31 Mar 2025 00:04:59 +0000Subrina ZellerWhat have you been set apart for to accomplish for God?  Is there a giant that you know you can defeat, a people group that you can defend, a word of encouragment that you can share to bring hope, an area of expertise that you are supernatually gifted...1992courage,david,faith,god,jesus,setapartfalse35fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-4-set-apart-saul-paul--65055542https://api.spreaker.com/episode/65055542Mon, 24 Mar 2025 01:44:13 +0000Subrina ZellerThis season is flying by, we are on week 4 already.  I'm having a blast talking with my guests about some of the most dynamic people from the bible who found themselves being used by God to change the world for His glory.  In episode 4, we are...2013faith,god,jesus,paul,spiritualfalse34fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-3-set-apart-esther--64924650https://api.spreaker.com/episode/64924650Sun, 16 Mar 2025 23:36:42 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, I welcome my sweet friend Winter Burnett to help me discuss the story of Esther.  How could such a young woman carry such a heavy burden.  She literally became the hero to an entire generation of Jewish people.  She was sent down a...1646courage,esther,faith,god,spiritualfalse33fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-2-set-apart-gideon--64782196https://api.spreaker.com/episode/64782196Mon, 10 Mar 2025 02:02:04 +0000Subrina ZellerWhat a great season this will be.  Thank you so much for tuning in.  On this episode I'm joined once more by my friend John Ostenson as we dive deeper into the topic of being set apart.  John chose to talk about the life of Gideon, a lesser known...1827faith,gideon,god,setapart,spiritualfalse32fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-3-episode-1-set-apart--64662656https://api.spreaker.com/episode/64662656Sun, 02 Mar 2025 21:55:12 +0000Subrina ZellerWelcome to Season 3 of Beyond The 12.  With fresh vision, we return to give you another season of encouragement and practical advice on how to succeed as a disciple of Jesus.  I'm joined by my friend John Ostenson, co creator of this season, as we...1549discipleship,faith,god,spiritualfalse31fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-bonus-new-year-encouragement--63755681https://api.spreaker.com/episode/63755681Sun, 19 Jan 2025 23:34:13 +0000Subrina ZellerHappy New Year!!  This Season 2 bonus episode is full of encouragement for you as you step into the new that God has planned for you in 2025.  Partner with me and my dear friend Keith Napier to position our hearts to be open and ready for all the...972christian,encouragement,god,jesus,spiritualfalse213bonushttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-12-magnify-the-lord-finale--63101681https://api.spreaker.com/episode/63101681Mon, 02 Dec 2024 05:15:51 +0000Subrina ZellerOn the season 2 finale, we will review the season and take a peek at what's next for BTT.  Season 2 was all about how we as disciples of Christ can magnify the Lord.  I want to personally thank each of my guests for joining me this season and lending...1773false212fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-11-magnify-with-praise-and-worship--62992184https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62992184Sun, 24 Nov 2024 23:49:47 +0000Subrina ZellerWith this season almost in the bag, I have one more treat up my sleeve.  Join me as I sit down with my friend Jadyn Walker and we talk about making God bigger through the acts of praise and worship.  We discuss the similarities and differences between...1341god,jesus,praise,spiritual,worshipfalse211fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-10-magnify-by-serving--62783271https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62783271Mon, 18 Nov 2024 03:30:12 +0000Subrina ZellerHey friends, welcome back.  On episode 10 we are still magnifying God but this time we are discussing ways we can serve Him in faith.  I hit on some familiar verses that highlight why it's important to serve God.  Then I list some practical ways...1068faith,god,service,spiritualfalse210fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-9-magnify-in-difficulties--62687020https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62687020Mon, 11 Nov 2024 02:53:14 +0000Subrina ZellerListen in as we continue our discussion on magnifying the Lord.  In episode 9, we are diving into how to exalt the name of God in our most difficult days.  When the pressure is on and we feel surrounded by trials and troubles on all sides, what do we...1730false29fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-8-magnify-with-faith-in-action--62600491https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62600491Mon, 04 Nov 2024 02:33:44 +0000Subrina ZellerWe are continuing our journey into the exploration of Magnifying The Lord in this episode.  Today I'm sitting down with my friend Luke Ostenson, a young adult from our shared church home, to discuss what it looks like to walk out our faith in action. ...2144biblical,faith,god,jesus,religious,spiritualfalse18fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-7-magnify-with-prayer--62523870https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62523870Mon, 28 Oct 2024 01:36:25 +0000Subrina ZellerDo you have a healthy prayer life?  In this episode, I sit down with my friend and co-laborer in Christ Keith Napier to talk about prayer.  In preparing for this episode, I did a bit of research...did you know the number of prayers in the bible is a...2062god,prayer,religion,spiritualfalse17fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-6-magnify-with-the-bible--62432841https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62432841Mon, 21 Oct 2024 03:08:03 +0000Subrina ZellerWelcome to episode 6 in the Magnify The Lord series.  On this show, we discuss how you can focus in on God in His Word...the Bible.  The Bible isn't always easy to read though so extra resources can be invaluable when it comes to understanding this...1293bible,faith,god,jesus,spiritualfalse26fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-5-magnify-when-no-one-is-watching--62353949https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62353949Mon, 14 Oct 2024 02:03:21 +0000Subrina ZellerIn this episode, I'm joined by my friend Terri Freeman as we discuss how we Magnify The Lord when no one is watching.  Is our christian character formed in our alone time?  Are the decisions we make when no one else is watching us of any importance if...1616faith,god,spiritualfalse25fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-4-magnify-with-words--62262263
If you desire to support Grace and join her in spreading the Gospel of Jesus, you can visit give.stumo.org/account/grace-patchen to do that.  Thank you for your generousity!]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62262263Sun, 06 Oct 2024 22:24:09 +0000Subrina ZellerJoin in the conversation on how to Magnify The Lord on episode 4 of Beyond The 12.  We can use our words and testimony to bring glory and attention to God and raise His standing in the lives of those around us.  My special guest on this discussion is...
If you desire to support Grace and join her in spreading the Gospel of Jesus, you can visit give.stumo.org/account/grace-patchen to do that.  Thank you for your generousity!]]>1149faith,god,grace,jesus,spiritualfalse24fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-3-magnify-with-spiritual-gifts--62160307https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62160307Mon, 30 Sep 2024 03:06:37 +0000Subrina ZellerJoin us in episode 3 as we discuss how the spiritual gifts can help us magnify the Lord.  I'll share some personal struggles I've faced that have helped me see more clearly what the Holy Spirit has for me.  As always, I'm thrilled you would choose to...1690christian,gifts,god,spiritualfalse23fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-2-magnify-your-way--62072644https://api.spreaker.com/episode/62072644Mon, 23 Sep 2024 04:16:58 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, we will move deeper into the topic of Magnifying the Lord.  What is your personal style of magnifying God as a unique creation of His.  Would you know already or would you need to talk to those around you to find out what you do best...1262christian,god,magnify,spiritualfalse22fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-2-episode-1-magnify-the-lord--61787553https://api.spreaker.com/episode/61787553Mon, 16 Sep 2024 03:26:42 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode of Beyond The 12, we will introduce Season 2 and the theme for this new season...Magnify the Lord!!  What does it mean to magnify something and how do we magnify the Lord?  This season will bring you new guest speakers with stories...1104christian,god,religion,spiritualfalse21fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-bonus-kellie-brittingham--61170758https://api.spreaker.com/episode/61170758Tue, 27 Aug 2024 14:24:51 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this second BONUS episode, I have the privilege of sitting down to talk with my friend Kellie Brittingham and sharing that conversation with you.  Last episode, I introducted you to Keith Napier and his non profit Kingdoms United, so this is a...1194faith,god,missions,religion,spiritualfalse1bonushttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-bonus-keith-napier--60754308https://api.spreaker.com/episode/60754308Sun, 21 Jul 2024 03:28:17 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this special BONUS episode, I am honored to introduce you to my friend Keith Napier and his organization Kingdoms United.  You will hear us discussing Keith's journey to "yes" with God on this calling and how you too can say "yes" to getting...1439false1bonushttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-12-habits--60407040https://api.spreaker.com/episode/60407040Mon, 17 Jun 2024 03:24:21 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this, the season finale of Beyond The 12, we celebrate the journey we have been on for the last 12 weeks.  Never underestimate your accomplishments.  It can be helpful to reward your small steps of faith, so join me as we head out for a scoop of...1374false112fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-11-tips--60334356https://api.spreaker.com/episode/60334356Sun, 09 Jun 2024 23:33:58 +0000Subrina ZellerOn episode 11, we discuss 4 popular words in Biblical Studies.  Words like these can be intimidating but I will try to simplify them so they feel more approachable.  My hope is that the next time you hear one of these 4 words you won't feel like the...1477false111fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-10-growth--60258491https://api.spreaker.com/episode/60258491Mon, 03 Jun 2024 02:01:46 +0000Subrina ZellerDuring this episode of Beyond The 12, we will discuss resources available to us to help grow our faith in Jesus and grow our courage in becoming a disciple of His.  I will share a few resources that I used as I began to grow my knowledge base of the...1409christian,growth,religion,spiritualfalse110fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-9-talents--60181739https://api.spreaker.com/episode/60181739Sun, 26 May 2024 22:03:59 +0000Subrina ZellerEpisode 9 has us diving deep into Matthew 25:14-30, well known as the Parable of the Talents.  This is a parable told by Jesus to help the people of His time understand the Kingdom of Heaven and what would be expected of the followers of the New Way. ...1476christian,faith,parable,spiritualfalse19fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-8-relationships-friends--60092665https://api.spreaker.com/episode/60092665Mon, 20 May 2024 01:30:36 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, we are once again discussing a new aspect in the relationship series. This week I'm meeting with one of my best friends, Terri Freeman, to talk about friendships.  Join us as we outline positive Godly traits that define a good...2042christian,relationships,spiritualfalse18fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-7-relationships-parent-child--59993431

]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/59993431Sun, 12 May 2024 21:21:47 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, as we continue in the relationship series, we are discussing the parent/child relationship on this special Mother's Day edition.  My oldest son Jakobey is with me in the studio lending his input briefly.  We seek to answer the...

]]>1396christian,relationships,spiritualfalse18fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-6-relationships-marriage-pt-2--59864801https://api.spreaker.com/episode/59864801Mon, 06 May 2024 02:20:31 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, we will continue the new series on relationships and we revisit the marriage connection. We focused on three specific areas, divorce, barriers to a good marriage, and 4 essentials of a good marriage.  Join us for some "Family Fued"...1902false16fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-5-relationships-marriage-pt-1--59690313https://api.spreaker.com/episode/59690313Mon, 29 Apr 2024 01:34:05 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, we will continue the new series on relationships.  We discussed last week how important our relationship with God is.  And this week we will discuss how we can build a marriage relationship on the foundation of our connection with...1498false15fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-4-relationships-god--59577018https://api.spreaker.com/episode/59577018Sun, 21 Apr 2024 21:06:13 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, we will begin a new series on relationships.  We know how important relationship is to God by simply reading His word.  I believe the dominant relationship in the life of every believer should be the one they have with God.  All other...1406false14fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-3-disciples-part-2--59461061https://api.spreaker.com/episode/59461061Sun, 14 Apr 2024 20:42:57 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, we will finish meeting the 12 disciples of Christ.  Last week we were introduced to the first 6, and this week we will meet the final 6.  These two episodes will finalize the foundation of Beyond The 12.  We are now standing on the...1690biblical,encouragment,faith,inspiration,spiritualfalse13fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-2-disciples-part-1--59332012https://api.spreaker.com/episode/59332012Sun, 07 Apr 2024 18:19:27 +0000Subrina ZellerOn this episode, I share some personal life stories to bring encouragement to you.  In addition, we will review a couple of terms from episode 1 and begin meeting the original 12 disciples of Christ.  This week we will discuss briefly the first 6.  So...1855christian,faith,spiritualfalse12fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/season-1-episode-1-introductions--59243662https://api.spreaker.com/episode/59243662Mon, 01 Apr 2024 04:39:24 +0000Subrina ZellerHello friends, welcome to episode 1.  This is the introductions episode.  I'm excited to share my heart behind Beyond The 12.  Thanks for listening and I hope you'll join me again next week.978false11fullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/btt-trailer--58868552https://api.spreaker.com/episode/58868552Wed, 28 Feb 2024 20:22:35 +0000Subrina ZellerInterested? Listen to the trailer. Want to know more? Tune in right here for more episodes launching soon...Spring 2024.71false1trailer