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<rss xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title>Paper Brain</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/show/paper-brain</link><description><![CDATA[A three-episode podcast about family, queer identity, and Alzheimer's disease]]></description><atom:link href="https://www.spreaker.com/show/5500075/episodes/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><language>en</language><category>Personal Journals</category><copyright>Copyright Mel Y</copyright><image><url>https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg</url><title>Paper Brain</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/show/paper-brain</link></image><lastBuildDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2022 03:32:01 +0000</lastBuildDate><itunes:author>Mel Y</itunes:author><itunes:owner><itunes:name>Mel Y</itunes:name><itunes:email>feeds@spreaker.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><itunes:subtitle>A three-episode podcast about family, queer identity, and Alzheimer's disease</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[A three-episode podcast about family, queer identity, and Alzheimer's disease]]></itunes:summary><itunes:category text="Society &amp; Culture"><itunes:category text="Personal Journals"/></itunes:category><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><googleplay:author>Mel Y</googleplay:author><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><googleplay:email>feeds@spreaker.com</googleplay:email><googleplay:description>A three-episode podcast about family, queer identity, and Alzheimer's disease</googleplay:description><googleplay:category text="Society &amp; Culture"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit><item><title>3. It Doesn't Matter</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/16458940/3-it-doesnt-matter</link><description><![CDATA[In this episode of Paper Brain, I finally come out to my dad.<br /><br />Here's the image I showed him to describe gender fluidity. It doesn't represent the complexity and nuance of gender fluid identity, but when explaining this to someone with Alzheimer's, simpler is better.<br /><a href="https://tinyurl.com/ydg2czuo" rel="noopener">https://tinyurl.com/ydg2czuo</a><br /><br />"I'm Bisexual - A Coming Out Song!" was by Dodie Clark, who can be found on YouTube: <a href="https://www.youtube.com/user/doddleoddle" rel="noopener">https://www.youtube.com/user/doddleoddle</a><br /><br />"Fresh Air" was by Kevin MacLeod: <a href="https://incompetech.com/" rel="noopener">https://incompetech.com/</a><br /><br />The final musical piece was Tchaikovsky's 5th Symphony.<br /><br /><br />Like Paper Brain on Facebook:<br /><a href="https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/" rel="noopener">https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/</a><br /><br /> <br /><br />I hope you've enjoyed Paper Brain, and I really appreciate you taking the time to listen. Be sure to rate and leave a review on iTunes!]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">http://paper-brain.blubrry.net/?p=20</guid><pubDate>Fri, 29 Jun 2018 21:36:22 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/49220206/episode_3_full_draft_w_music.mp3" length="19855817" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Mel Y</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>In this episode of Paper Brain, I finally come out to my dad.&#13;
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Here's the image I showed him to describe gender fluidity. It doesn't represent the complexity and nuance of gender fluid identity, but when explaining this to someone with Alzheimer's,...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[In this episode of Paper Brain, I finally come out to my dad.<br /><br />Here's the image I showed him to describe gender fluidity. It doesn't represent the complexity and nuance of gender fluid identity, but when explaining this to someone with Alzheimer's, simpler is better.<br /><a href="https://tinyurl.com/ydg2czuo" rel="noopener">https://tinyurl.com/ydg2czuo</a><br /><br />"I'm Bisexual - A Coming Out Song!" was by Dodie Clark, who can be found on YouTube: <a href="https://www.youtube.com/user/doddleoddle" rel="noopener">https://www.youtube.com/user/doddleoddle</a><br /><br />"Fresh Air" was by Kevin MacLeod: <a href="https://incompetech.com/" rel="noopener">https://incompetech.com/</a><br /><br />The final musical piece was Tchaikovsky's 5th Symphony.<br /><br /><br />Like Paper Brain on Facebook:<br /><a href="https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/" rel="noopener">https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/</a><br /><br /> <br /><br />I hope you've enjoyed Paper Brain, and I really appreciate you taking the time to listen. Be sure to rate and leave a review on iTunes!]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1241</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Mel Y</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>In this episode of Paper Brain, I finally come out to my dad.&#13;
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Here's the image I showed him to describe gender fluidity. It doesn't represent the complexity and nuance of gender fluid identity, but when explaining this to someone with Alzheimer's, simpler is better.&#13;
https://tinyurl.com/ydg2czuo&#13;
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"I'm Bisexual - A Coming Out Song!" was by Dodie Clark, who can be found on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/user/doddleoddle&#13;
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"Fresh Air" was by Kevin MacLeod: https://incompetech.com/&#13;
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The final musical piece was Tchaikovsky's 5th Symphony.&#13;
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Like Paper Brain on Facebook:&#13;
https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/&#13;
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I hope you've enjoyed Paper Brain, and I really appreciate you taking the time to listen. Be sure to rate and leave a review on iTunes!</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>2. Good for You</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/16458940/2-good-for-you</link><description><![CDATA[In this episode of Paper Brain, I explore my family's history with Alzheimer's disease, my parents' somewhat rocky relationship, and my own journey towards becoming closer to my dad. My coming out, I think, is the final step on that journey.<br /><br />This episode contains discussions of alcohol abuse.<br /><br />All music in this episode was composed by Kevin MacLeod and can be found at incompetech.com.<br /><br />Like Paper Brain on Facebook:<br /><a href="https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/" rel="noopener">https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/</a><br /><br /> <br /><br />A Father's Paper Brain (2014)<br />by Melody Peter Young<br /><br />Your mind is in recycled boxes and taped to our cabin walls<br />on sticky notes, frayed paper faces and ripped pieces of<br />calendars. Your words all jumbled, built of runny dry-<br />erase ink. Birthdays, passwords, piled to mountains,<br />you don’t live in the redwoods anymore. You don’t<br />live in your shoes or your metal-worn hands,<br />you exist in paper: trucks of it, packets,<br />leaves, dangling from corners like<br />the wailing streamers of a New<br />Year’s horn. You live there,<br />prodding eternity with<br />one hand, nudging me<br />with another. Paper<br />curls, ink fades;<br />but your laugh<br />still bursts<br />between<br />my teeth<br />in shaven<br />shards<br />of air.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">http://paper-brain.blubrry.net/?p=18</guid><pubDate>Sun, 24 Jun 2018 08:51:03 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/49220207/episode_2_good_for_you.mp3" length="23556846" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Mel Y</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>In this episode of Paper Brain, I explore my family's history with Alzheimer's disease, my parents' somewhat rocky relationship, and my own journey towards becoming closer to my dad. My coming out, I think, is the final step on that journey.

This...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[In this episode of Paper Brain, I explore my family's history with Alzheimer's disease, my parents' somewhat rocky relationship, and my own journey towards becoming closer to my dad. My coming out, I think, is the final step on that journey.<br /><br />This episode contains discussions of alcohol abuse.<br /><br />All music in this episode was composed by Kevin MacLeod and can be found at incompetech.com.<br /><br />Like Paper Brain on Facebook:<br /><a href="https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/" rel="noopener">https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/</a><br /><br /> <br /><br />A Father's Paper Brain (2014)<br />by Melody Peter Young<br /><br />Your mind is in recycled boxes and taped to our cabin walls<br />on sticky notes, frayed paper faces and ripped pieces of<br />calendars. Your words all jumbled, built of runny dry-<br />erase ink. Birthdays, passwords, piled to mountains,<br />you don’t live in the redwoods anymore. You don’t<br />live in your shoes or your metal-worn hands,<br />you exist in paper: trucks of it, packets,<br />leaves, dangling from corners like<br />the wailing streamers of a New<br />Year’s horn. You live there,<br />prodding eternity with<br />one hand, nudging me<br />with another. Paper<br />curls, ink fades;<br />but your laugh<br />still bursts<br />between<br />my teeth<br />in shaven<br />shards<br />of air.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1473</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Mel Y</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>In this episode of Paper Brain, I explore my family's history with Alzheimer's disease, my parents' somewhat rocky relationship, and my own journey towards becoming closer to my dad. My coming out, I think, is the final step on that journey.

This episode contains discussions of alcohol abuse.

All music in this episode was composed by Kevin MacLeod and can be found at incompetech.com.

Like Paper Brain on Facebook:
https://www.facebook.com/paperbrainpodcast/

 

A Father's Paper Brain (2014)
by Melody Peter Young

Your mind is in recycled boxes and taped to our cabin walls
on sticky notes, frayed paper faces and ripped pieces of
calendars. Your words all jumbled, built of runny dry-
erase ink. Birthdays, passwords, piled to mountains,
you don’t live in the redwoods anymore. You don’t
live in your shoes or your metal-worn hands,
you exist in paper: trucks of it, packets,
leaves, dangling from corners like
the wailing streamers of a New
Year’s horn. You live there,
prodding eternity with
one hand, nudging me
with another. Paper
curls, ink fades;
but your laugh
still bursts
between
my teeth
in shaven
shards
of air.</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>1. The Hill</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/16458940/1-the-hill</link><description><![CDATA[In this first episode of Paper Brain, I introduce my dad and his disease, and talk with the other members of my immediate family about my gender identity. With Alzheimer's being the way it is, if I'm going to come out to my dad, I need to do it soon. And I want to document the process.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">http://paper-brain.blubrry.net/?p=15</guid><pubDate>Sun, 17 Jun 2018 00:35:49 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/49220209/episode_1_the_hill.mp3" length="16762917" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Mel Y</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>In this first episode of Paper Brain, I introduce my dad and his disease, and talk with the other members of my immediate family about my gender identity. With Alzheimer's being the way it is, if I'm going to come out to my dad, I need to do it soon....</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[In this first episode of Paper Brain, I introduce my dad and his disease, and talk with the other members of my immediate family about my gender identity. With Alzheimer's being the way it is, if I'm going to come out to my dad, I need to do it soon. And I want to document the process.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1048</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Mel Y</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>In this first episode of Paper Brain, I introduce my dad and his disease, and talk with the other members of my immediate family about my gender identity. With Alzheimer's being the way it is, if I'm going to come out to my dad, I need to do it soon. And I want to document the process.</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Paper Brain: Trailer</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/16458940/paper-brain-trailer</link><description><![CDATA[Coming Father’s Day: Paper Brain. A three-episode podcast about family, queer identity, and Alzheimer’s disease.<br /><br />In 2013, I was figuring out my gender identity... and my father had just been diagnosed with early on-set Alzheimer's disease. Now, in Pride Month of 2018, I've finally decided I'm ready to come out to my dad as genderfluid.<br /><br />In this three-episode podcast, I explore my relationship with him, how Alzheimer's has affected him, and what it's like to come out to someone who loves you when they may no longer have the capacity to understand new, nuanced concepts of gender and sexuality.<br /><br />The first of three episodes is coming soon!]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">http://paper-brain.blubrry.net/?p=13</guid><pubDate>Sun, 17 Jun 2018 00:11:55 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/49220210/paper_brain_preview.mp3" length="2334974" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Mel Y</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Coming Father’s Day: Paper Brain. A three-episode podcast about family, queer identity, and Alzheimer’s disease.

In 2013, I was figuring out my gender identity... and my father had just been diagnosed with early on-set Alzheimer's disease. Now, in...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Coming Father’s Day: Paper Brain. A three-episode podcast about family, queer identity, and Alzheimer’s disease.<br /><br />In 2013, I was figuring out my gender identity... and my father had just been diagnosed with early on-set Alzheimer's disease. Now, in Pride Month of 2018, I've finally decided I'm ready to come out to my dad as genderfluid.<br /><br />In this three-episode podcast, I explore my relationship with him, how Alzheimer's has affected him, and what it's like to come out to someone who loves you when they may no longer have the capacity to understand new, nuanced concepts of gender and sexuality.<br /><br />The first of three episodes is coming soon!]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>146</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Mel Y</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Coming Father’s Day: Paper Brain. A three-episode podcast about family, queer identity, and Alzheimer’s disease.

In 2013, I was figuring out my gender identity... and my father had just been diagnosed with early on-set Alzheimer's disease. Now, in Pride Month of 2018, I've finally decided I'm ready to come out to my dad as genderfluid.

In this three-episode podcast, I explore my relationship with him, how Alzheimer's has affected him, and what it's like to come out to someone who loves you when they may no longer have the capacity to understand new, nuanced concepts of gender and sexuality.

The first of three episodes is coming soon!</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/945b5bdd0cc3cac33bdd6322c89cdc1f.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item></channel></rss>
