https://podfollow.com/1576337725enNon-ProfitCopyright Bipey Foxhttps://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/53f960ab0318eb5bf0ced544ebba382d.jpghttps://podfollow.com/1576337725Wed, 10 Jan 2024 09:27:25 +0000Bipey FoxBipey Foxbipeyfox@gmail.comPodcast discussing mental health with an emphasis on bipolar disorder.true1d05401d-357e-5e3f-8711-36a3260d8eddepisodichttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-15-bipey-fox-the-final-episode--46007686There is swearing.
There is a mention of suicidal thoughts and ideation.
It’s never goodbye.]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/46007686Sat, 07 Aug 2021 22:37:15 +0000Bipey FoxThis is the penultimate episode. There is swearing. There is a mention of suicidal thoughts and ideation. It’s never goodbye.There is swearing.
There is a mention of suicidal thoughts and ideation.
It’s never goodbye.]]>312falsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-14-bipey-fox-mm--45959835
Hello world and welcome to Bipey Fox.

I have planned this.

The third and last podcast I’ll ever plan. And I’m reading this podcast completely verbatim.

So here goes.

NOT A DROP OF BLOOD.

A scientist wanted to test a theory. I needed a volunteer to get to the last consequences. Finally found him, he was a death sentence who would be executed in the electric chair.

The scientist proposed to the convicted, which is the following: He would participate in a scientific experiment that consisted of a small cut in his pulse, with the purpose of his blood slowly dripping to the last drop. He explained to him that he had minimal chances of survival, but that anyway, his death would be without suffering, or pain; he wouldn't even notice.

The convicted man accepted, because dying in this way, was preferable to dying in the electric chair. They placed him on a stretcher and tied his body so he couldn't move. Then they made a small cut on his wrist and placed a small aluminum vessel under his arm.

The cut was superficial, just his first layers of skin, but it was enough for him to believe he had actually cut his veins. Under the bed, a serum jar was placed with a small valve regulating the passage of liquid, in the form of drops falling into the vase. The convicted man could hear the drip and counted every drop of what he believed was his blood.

The scientist, without the convicted person seeing him, was closing the valve, so that the drip would diminish, with the intention of him to think his blood was ending.

With the minutes passing his face was losing color, his heart rate speeded up and he lost air to his lungs. When despair reached its peak, the scientist completely shut down the valve and then the convicted man went into cardiac arrest and died.

The scientist managed to prove that the human mind strictly meets everything he perceives and that the individual accepts it, whether positive or negative, acting on our entire psychic and organic part.

I've always thought that the mind has no limits when deceiving itself. Worse even when you don't understand things and manufacture what you can to understand, like when we see things we take them as supernatural but that really aren't.

Many times in our life problems that seem to be disastrous. Possibly there is someone who tells us that there is a small or small possibility of reversing that situation, but we decide to believe only what we are able to perceive and imagine.

′′ Who thinks of failing, already failed ′′
′′ Whoever thinks of winning takes one step forward ′′

Life is hard.

You never know what goes through anyone’s head.

Love the ones that love you in abundance.

Care.
Smile.
Hug.
Connect.
Love.
Love and love some more.

To whoever wrote this.

Thank you.

I read it as grief.

Grief is hard.

To Pop, DanDan, Grannie and Grandma.

I miss you everyday.

This ones for my family.

Keep smiling.

Stay good.]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45959835Wed, 04 Aug 2021 04:08:38 +0000Bipey FoxEpisode 14 - MM Hello world and welcome to Bipey Fox. I have planned this. The third and last podcast I’ll ever plan. And I’m reading this podcast completely verbatim. So here goes. NOT A DROP OF BLOOD. A scientist wanted to test a theory. I...
Hello world and welcome to Bipey Fox.

I have planned this.

The third and last podcast I’ll ever plan. And I’m reading this podcast completely verbatim.

So here goes.

NOT A DROP OF BLOOD.

A scientist wanted to test a theory. I needed a volunteer to get to the last consequences. Finally found him, he was a death sentence who would be executed in the electric chair.

The scientist proposed to the convicted, which is the following: He would participate in a scientific experiment that consisted of a small cut in his pulse, with the purpose of his blood slowly dripping to the last drop. He explained to him that he had minimal chances of survival, but that anyway, his death would be without suffering, or pain; he wouldn't even notice.

The convicted man accepted, because dying in this way, was preferable to dying in the electric chair. They placed him on a stretcher and tied his body so he couldn't move. Then they made a small cut on his wrist and placed a small aluminum vessel under his arm.

The cut was superficial, just his first layers of skin, but it was enough for him to believe he had actually cut his veins. Under the bed, a serum jar was placed with a small valve regulating the passage of liquid, in the form of drops falling into the vase. The convicted man could hear the drip and counted every drop of what he believed was his blood.

The scientist, without the convicted person seeing him, was closing the valve, so that the drip would diminish, with the intention of him to think his blood was ending.

With the minutes passing his face was losing color, his heart rate speeded up and he lost air to his lungs. When despair reached its peak, the scientist completely shut down the valve and then the convicted man went into cardiac arrest and died.

The scientist managed to prove that the human mind strictly meets everything he perceives and that the individual accepts it, whether positive or negative, acting on our entire psychic and organic part.

I've always thought that the mind has no limits when deceiving itself. Worse even when you don't understand things and manufacture what you can to understand, like when we see things we take them as supernatural but that really aren't.

Many times in our life problems that seem to be disastrous. Possibly there is someone who tells us that there is a small or small possibility of reversing that situation, but we decide to believe only what we are able to perceive and imagine.

′′ Who thinks of failing, already failed ′′
′′ Whoever thinks of winning takes one step forward ′′

Life is hard.

You never know what goes through anyone’s head.

Love the ones that love you in abundance.

Care.
Smile.
Hug.
Connect.
Love.
Love and love some more.

To whoever wrote this.

Thank you.

I read it as grief.

Grief is hard.

To Pop, DanDan, Grannie and Grandma.

I miss you everyday.

This ones for my family.

Keep smiling.

Stay good.]]>251falsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-13-bipey-fox-save-minds-clinic-with-dr-rajalingam-yadhunanthanan--45814441
Episode 13 - Bipey Fox - Save Minds Clinic with Dr Rajalingam Yadhunanthanan

Chat wih Dr Rajalingam Yadhunanthanan

Consultant Intensive Care Medicine

https://saveminds.co.uk/]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45814441Fri, 23 Jul 2021 13:58:01 +0000Bipey FoxTRIGGER WARNING - Discussions of suicide. Episode 13 - Bipey Fox - Save Minds Clinic with Dr Rajalingam Yadhunanthanan Chat wih Dr Rajalingam Yadhunanthanan Consultant Intensive Care Medicine https://saveminds.co.uk/
Episode 13 - Bipey Fox - Save Minds Clinic with Dr Rajalingam Yadhunanthanan

Chat wih Dr Rajalingam Yadhunanthanan

Consultant Intensive Care Medicine

https://saveminds.co.uk/]]>3601bipolar,bipolar-disorder,depression,depression-management,depression-support,ketamine,ketaminetherapydepression,ketaminetreatment,mental-health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-illness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellnessfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-12-bipey-fox-duality--45799633
Duality

Ian Timmings

He has Bipolar 2

Carl Jung

Freud

Synchronisity

Stephen Fry

Kurt Cobain

Bipolar Celebrities

Mozart

Bipolar Disorder - The Ultimate Guide - Book

Paul Abbott - Writer

Suicide Attempt

Suicide Attempt 2

Women

Homeland

Grandiose Ideas

Kanye West

Donald Trump

Narcissistic Personality Disorder

Suicide Prevention

Conspiracy Theories

Covid

Medication - Lithium]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45799633Thu, 22 Jul 2021 13:25:54 +0000Bipey FoxTRIGGER WARNIG - Suicide Chat Duality Ian Timmings He has Bipolar 2 Carl Jung Freud Synchronisity Stephen Fry Kurt Cobain Bipolar Celebrities Mozart Bipolar Disorder - The Ultimate Guide - Book Paul Abbott - Writer Suicide Attempt...
Duality

Ian Timmings

He has Bipolar 2

Carl Jung

Freud

Synchronisity

Stephen Fry

Kurt Cobain

Bipolar Celebrities

Mozart

Bipolar Disorder - The Ultimate Guide - Book

Paul Abbott - Writer

Suicide Attempt

Suicide Attempt 2

Women

Homeland

Grandiose Ideas

Kanye West

Donald Trump

Narcissistic Personality Disorder

Suicide Prevention

Conspiracy Theories

Covid

Medication - Lithium]]>3601bipolar,bipolar-disorder,mental,mental-health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-illness,mental-illness,mental-powerfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-11-bipey-fox-reversing-bipolar-by-lynn-marie-jackson-2--45798212
email: lynnmariejackson@aol.co.uk
phone: 07879208832

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Lynn-Marie-Jackson/e/B07BJBCSQ7%3Fref=dbs_a_mng_rwt_scns_share

Funny
Recipes
Intro to Bipolar
How Lynn lives well
Food
Healing
Detoxing
Ketamine experiences
Healthy body, healthy mind]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45798212Thu, 22 Jul 2021 10:44:31 +0000Bipey FoxReversing Bipolar & Depression by Lynn Marie Jackson email: lynnmariejackson@aol.co.uk phone: 07879208832 https://www.amazon.co.uk/Lynn-Marie-Jackson/e/B07BJBCSQ7%3Fref=dbs_a_mng_rwt_scns_share Funny Recipes Intro to Bipolar How Lynn lives well...
email: lynnmariejackson@aol.co.uk
phone: 07879208832

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Lynn-Marie-Jackson/e/B07BJBCSQ7%3Fref=dbs_a_mng_rwt_scns_share

Funny
Recipes
Intro to Bipolar
How Lynn lives well
Food
Healing
Detoxing
Ketamine experiences
Healthy body, healthy mind]]>1801bipolar,bipolardisorder,bipolar-disorder,funny,healing,mental-health,mental-health-awareness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellness,recipesfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-10-bipey-fox-the-mind-of-the-life-soul--45784368
Bullying

Social Anxiety

ADHD

Hyperactivity

Mental Health at School

Exercise

Touch on Dyslexia]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45784368Wed, 21 Jul 2021 10:51:35 +0000Bipey FoxA chat with a school friend that includes: Bullying Social Anxiety ADHD Hyperactivity Mental Health at School Exercise Touch on Dyslexia
Bullying

Social Anxiety

ADHD

Hyperactivity

Mental Health at School

Exercise

Touch on Dyslexia]]>3602adhd,anxiety,bipolar,bipolardisorder,bipolar-disorder,exercise,hyperactivity,mental-health,socialfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-9-bipey-fox-cheesing-in-the-lakes--45740090
Destressing

Cheese Sandwiches

Low Alcohol Alcohol

We laugh

We bond.

Enjoy.

Keep smiling

Stay good]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45740090Sat, 17 Jul 2021 23:13:54 +0000Bipey FoxWe talk: Destressing Cheese Sandwiches Low Alcohol Alcohol We laugh We bond. Enjoy. Keep smiling Stay good
Destressing

Cheese Sandwiches

Low Alcohol Alcohol

We laugh

We bond.

Enjoy.

Keep smiling

Stay good]]>1801bipolar,bipolarboombox,bipolardisorder,bipolar-disorder,bipolare,mental-health,mental+health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-coach,mental-health-illness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellnessfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-8-bipey-fox-reversing-bipolar-by-lynn-marie-jackson--45677268
Lynn Marie Jackson

Written a book

Called Reversing Bipolar and Depression

A guide to reverse chronic physical and mental health illnesses

Buddhism

Ketamine

Spirituality

Healthy eating

Exercise

Meditation

Therapy

Alcohol

Creativity

Adrenal System

Brain Chemistry

Lies about medication

Kelly Brogan - Books/ Work/ YouTube videos

Diabetes from wrong treatment

Toxicity’s

Chemical overload

Mind pellets

Psychiatry with Hitler

America put fluoride in water

Anger

Who do you believe - professional wise

Withdrawal from medications

Gaslighting

Western world

Hamster wheel

Keep pushing to get all the things we need

Coffee affects the adrenal system

Saunas

Swimming

Dopamine - running - hit

Bipolar - yoga meditation art painting

World of yes people

People pleasers

Not a gift

Social anxiety

Not fitting in

Curse

Can’t live in your body

Inner child

Hated going to school - was like a prison

Free - lived on a farm as a youth

Troubled relationships with family

Narcissists

Empaths

Family’s are dysfunctional

Caterpillar and the butterfly 

Confidence

Used to be hyper anxious

Everything was uncomfortable

Lucky

Medicated without ECT

came off benzodiazepines

Long term harm of medications

Uncomfortable sides to medications

Science of medication

Lot of anger

NHS did a lot of harm to Lynn

Share your truths too much

Never going to please everyone

Different tribes on this planet

Others who have recovered

Ignorant about some things, clever about others

Peer support

Inspiring without medication

Truly well

Alcoholics, heroin addicts

Psych meds needed to be weened off slowly

Detoxification of the body

Nutritionalist

Yoga

Guide

Ambition to have a retreat to learn about healing in North Norfolk

Get better quicker and get truly well

Ignored the illness

Playing the victim is part of your inner child

Lynn wants to help other people to teach them to learn to heal

Tools to build yourself

Lack of information

Heal yourself

Western world

2 rivers in the body - blood and lymph

Full of filth non judgementally

Internal toxic environment

Cleaning the blood up

Herbs and anti virals everyday

Can’t live in Chernobyl because it’s too chemically effected

B12 vitamins

Replacement

Ice cream away from a child

Societally programmed for capitalism

Healed because Lynn has gone the distance

Reversing Bipolar - Lynn Marie Jackson

Music - Chymes - Bob Dylan

Keep smiling

Stay good]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45677268Tue, 13 Jul 2021 09:25:21 +0000Bipey FoxHello world and welcome to BIPEY Fox Lynn Marie Jackson Written a book Called Reversing Bipolar and Depression A guide to reverse chronic physical and mental health illnesses Buddhism Ketamine Spirituality Healthy eating Exercise...
Lynn Marie Jackson

Written a book

Called Reversing Bipolar and Depression

A guide to reverse chronic physical and mental health illnesses

Buddhism

Ketamine

Spirituality

Healthy eating

Exercise

Meditation

Therapy

Alcohol

Creativity

Adrenal System

Brain Chemistry

Lies about medication

Kelly Brogan - Books/ Work/ YouTube videos

Diabetes from wrong treatment

Toxicity’s

Chemical overload

Mind pellets

Psychiatry with Hitler

America put fluoride in water

Anger

Who do you believe - professional wise

Withdrawal from medications

Gaslighting

Western world

Hamster wheel

Keep pushing to get all the things we need

Coffee affects the adrenal system

Saunas

Swimming

Dopamine - running - hit

Bipolar - yoga meditation art painting

World of yes people

People pleasers

Not a gift

Social anxiety

Not fitting in

Curse

Can’t live in your body

Inner child

Hated going to school - was like a prison

Free - lived on a farm as a youth

Troubled relationships with family

Narcissists

Empaths

Family’s are dysfunctional

Caterpillar and the butterfly 

Confidence

Used to be hyper anxious

Everything was uncomfortable

Lucky

Medicated without ECT

came off benzodiazepines

Long term harm of medications

Uncomfortable sides to medications

Science of medication

Lot of anger

NHS did a lot of harm to Lynn

Share your truths too much

Never going to please everyone

Different tribes on this planet

Others who have recovered

Ignorant about some things, clever about others

Peer support

Inspiring without medication

Truly well

Alcoholics, heroin addicts

Psych meds needed to be weened off slowly

Detoxification of the body

Nutritionalist

Yoga

Guide

Ambition to have a retreat to learn about healing in North Norfolk

Get better quicker and get truly well

Ignored the illness

Playing the victim is part of your inner child

Lynn wants to help other people to teach them to learn to heal

Tools to build yourself

Lack of information

Heal yourself

Western world

2 rivers in the body - blood and lymph

Full of filth non judgementally

Internal toxic environment

Cleaning the blood up

Herbs and anti virals everyday

Can’t live in Chernobyl because it’s too chemically effected

B12 vitamins

Replacement

Ice cream away from a child

Societally programmed for capitalism

Healed because Lynn has gone the distance

Reversing Bipolar - Lynn Marie Jackson

Music - Chymes - Bob Dylan

Keep smiling

Stay good]]>3601bipolar,bipolarboombox,bipolardisorder,bipolar-disorder,mental-abuse,mental-health,mental+health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-coach,mental-health-illness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellnessfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-7-bipey-fox-writings-of-a-suicidal-thinker-2--45671268
If you are having thoughts of suicide please consult the NHS suicidal thoughts webpage.

https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/feelings-symptoms-behaviours/behaviours/help-for-suicidal-thoughts/

NOTES:

Thoughts of a suicidal thinker #2

Hello world and welcome to Bipey Fox

Thoughts of a suicidal thinker mark 2

This should hopefully be slightly less heavy than the first episode.

This was written the day after the last recited piece was written on the 28th December 2019

And it’s called the joker.

The Joker

He is vicious violent veracious and unkind, he pokes his head from round the unlit corners of doom that fill the entirety of the entity you call life. He laughs and cries and poses the question why. It’s dark for days, he lets the light in and before you wake you know the pain regains. They will see the improvement followed by the darkened innards, it’s not plain sailing, you’re good, you’re bad, you can’t laugh but then it comes, the smile as rye as microwave meals, you can’t see me inside, you never have, if you see positivity know that it’s strength, making everything ok is not the change, the change is consistency, remember that the push and pull is a greater fate than suicide. That would be the easy way believe me. That would end the pain, strain, complaints of feeling this way. Just one step in front of the train switches off the brain. Just one jump from the hill makes it all still. Just one shot and everything is forgot. I promise you the strength is there to not do it. You see strength in a smile but know that it’s ripped to shatters on the inside. You can’t hide. You can’t fly away. You can’t just feel better. If I could I would. The strength comes in fighting it. That black filthy beast is strong, long and powerful. It seeps the light from your soul, leaves you breathless and forces you to the dirtied ground of which you stand. To smile is a victory but it’s not the best of me, consistency brings the light back that you’ve lost for months, it’s coming, but the beast plays before it’s feast. Once it’s bored your back to the norm. It’s coming. I can feel it, but the true feeling is yet to be felt, these were the cards you’ve been dealt. Get on with it.



Most psychiatric disorders - symptoms can be something that causes significant suffering/distress

Having just experienced England losing the Euros final,

Clear to see

Lot of people distressed

Those who maybe don’t suffer mentally still felt a sense of loss

Have a heart for those who may have been feeling so low that the result last night made them even lower

Pain is incomparable

Remember that no one can walk in anyone else’s shoes so always be compassionate, kind and understanding

None of us know what anyone else is going through

Keep smiling

Stay good]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45671268Mon, 12 Jul 2021 20:23:10 +0000Bipey Fox⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING - SUICIDE AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ARE DISCUSSED⚠️ If you are having thoughts of suicide please consult the NHS suicidal thoughts webpage....
If you are having thoughts of suicide please consult the NHS suicidal thoughts webpage.

https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/feelings-symptoms-behaviours/behaviours/help-for-suicidal-thoughts/

NOTES:

Thoughts of a suicidal thinker #2

Hello world and welcome to Bipey Fox

Thoughts of a suicidal thinker mark 2

This should hopefully be slightly less heavy than the first episode.

This was written the day after the last recited piece was written on the 28th December 2019

And it’s called the joker.

The Joker

He is vicious violent veracious and unkind, he pokes his head from round the unlit corners of doom that fill the entirety of the entity you call life. He laughs and cries and poses the question why. It’s dark for days, he lets the light in and before you wake you know the pain regains. They will see the improvement followed by the darkened innards, it’s not plain sailing, you’re good, you’re bad, you can’t laugh but then it comes, the smile as rye as microwave meals, you can’t see me inside, you never have, if you see positivity know that it’s strength, making everything ok is not the change, the change is consistency, remember that the push and pull is a greater fate than suicide. That would be the easy way believe me. That would end the pain, strain, complaints of feeling this way. Just one step in front of the train switches off the brain. Just one jump from the hill makes it all still. Just one shot and everything is forgot. I promise you the strength is there to not do it. You see strength in a smile but know that it’s ripped to shatters on the inside. You can’t hide. You can’t fly away. You can’t just feel better. If I could I would. The strength comes in fighting it. That black filthy beast is strong, long and powerful. It seeps the light from your soul, leaves you breathless and forces you to the dirtied ground of which you stand. To smile is a victory but it’s not the best of me, consistency brings the light back that you’ve lost for months, it’s coming, but the beast plays before it’s feast. Once it’s bored your back to the norm. It’s coming. I can feel it, but the true feeling is yet to be felt, these were the cards you’ve been dealt. Get on with it.



Most psychiatric disorders - symptoms can be something that causes significant suffering/distress

Having just experienced England losing the Euros final,

Clear to see

Lot of people distressed

Those who maybe don’t suffer mentally still felt a sense of loss

Have a heart for those who may have been feeling so low that the result last night made them even lower

Pain is incomparable

Remember that no one can walk in anyone else’s shoes so always be compassionate, kind and understanding

None of us know what anyone else is going through

Keep smiling

Stay good]]>601bipolar,bipolar1,bipolardisorder,mental-health,mental+health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-illness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellness,suicidal,suicidal-tenedancy,suicidal-thoughts,suicide,suicide-awareness,suicide-preventionfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-6-bipey-fox-section-2-mental-health-act-1983--45623707
I begin the long 41 day and 41 night journey of being sectioned and everything it entails.

This is a small section of what it is like to be sectioned.

This includes me recalling the walk I did in the summer of 2019.

Keep smiling 😊

Stay good 💙]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45623707Thu, 08 Jul 2021 09:08:17 +0000Bipey FoxI have my last cigarette at 4:50pm on the 13th June 2019. I begin the long 41 day and 41 night journey of being sectioned and everything it entails. This is a small section of what it is like to be sectioned. This includes me recalling the walk I...
I begin the long 41 day and 41 night journey of being sectioned and everything it entails.

This is a small section of what it is like to be sectioned.

This includes me recalling the walk I did in the summer of 2019.

Keep smiling 😊

Stay good 💙]]>301bipolar,bipolardisorder,bipolar-disorder,maudsley,mental,mental-health,mental+health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-illness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellness,sectionfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-5-bipey-fox-the-writings-of-a-suicidal-thinker--45607448⚠️ PLEASE DO NOT LISTEN IF YOU ARE FEELING SUICIDAL OR YOU FIND YOURSELF IN A PLACE OF LOW MOOD ⚠️



I say I’ve been thinking about it for hours and from North to South. What I mean by that is: I’ve been thinking about publishing the podcast for hours from north to south:

NOT THAT I AM SUICIDAL.

I AM NOT SUICIDAL.

NHS - advice and links to support.

https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/feelings-symptoms-behaviours/behaviours/help-for-suicidal-thoughts/

Beast Pit - 27.12.19

Heavy rain and water immersed control systems
Flagging failure danger stranger than reality
Waves hit ship broader and brighter than the mighty sun shining angry hallucinations of the original creation, it’s real but it can’t be holding so tight with all its might, it’s frightening and you’re falling stone lengths and throws all the way down to the elbows, the cross bow strikes from the minute that you rise and surprise is removed from your weak life, stab me it’ll make me feel, the red blood appeals, living with a life long disease, it’s real and it’s tough, ragging you through the rough you can’t change it now when you’re down, life is so lightless, joy doesn’t exist, everyday lies a quiet mist of destruction within, I can’t begin to explain the constant rain, the dead flowers of pain, can I exchange this feeling for a day?
The emotion is an ocean and won’t allow you to cry, life would be better if only I died, the silence is infectious, a few months ago was reckless, you’re living a half life, categorically not right, when will the storm pass, when will the green grass present itself to me and return to being happy, no words that can describe this feeling I can’t hide, just know it’s painful from the inside. I’ll smile it will be fake, surely there was a mistake, the one who created me was dysfunctional and angry, why did it have to be so chronic, the good side supersonic but the pit of shit I reside in now is far from it.
Pray for me.]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45607448Wed, 07 Jul 2021 02:50:45 +0000Bipey Fox*TRIGGER WARNING* ⚠️ PLEASE READ BEFORE LISTENING. ⚠️ PLEASE DO NOT LISTEN IF YOU ARE FEELING SUICIDAL OR YOU FIND YOURSELF IN A PLACE OF LOW MOOD ⚠️ I say I’ve been thinking about it for hours and from North to South. What I mean by that is:...⚠️ PLEASE DO NOT LISTEN IF YOU ARE FEELING SUICIDAL OR YOU FIND YOURSELF IN A PLACE OF LOW MOOD ⚠️



I say I’ve been thinking about it for hours and from North to South. What I mean by that is: I’ve been thinking about publishing the podcast for hours from north to south:

NOT THAT I AM SUICIDAL.

I AM NOT SUICIDAL.

NHS - advice and links to support.

https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/feelings-symptoms-behaviours/behaviours/help-for-suicidal-thoughts/

Beast Pit - 27.12.19

Heavy rain and water immersed control systems
Flagging failure danger stranger than reality
Waves hit ship broader and brighter than the mighty sun shining angry hallucinations of the original creation, it’s real but it can’t be holding so tight with all its might, it’s frightening and you’re falling stone lengths and throws all the way down to the elbows, the cross bow strikes from the minute that you rise and surprise is removed from your weak life, stab me it’ll make me feel, the red blood appeals, living with a life long disease, it’s real and it’s tough, ragging you through the rough you can’t change it now when you’re down, life is so lightless, joy doesn’t exist, everyday lies a quiet mist of destruction within, I can’t begin to explain the constant rain, the dead flowers of pain, can I exchange this feeling for a day?
The emotion is an ocean and won’t allow you to cry, life would be better if only I died, the silence is infectious, a few months ago was reckless, you’re living a half life, categorically not right, when will the storm pass, when will the green grass present itself to me and return to being happy, no words that can describe this feeling I can’t hide, just know it’s painful from the inside. I’ll smile it will be fake, surely there was a mistake, the one who created me was dysfunctional and angry, why did it have to be so chronic, the good side supersonic but the pit of shit I reside in now is far from it.
Pray for me.]]>2401bipolar,bipolardisorder,mental-health,mental+health,mental-health-awareness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellness,suicide,suicide-awareness,suicideprevention,suicide-preventiontruefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-4-bipey-fox-walk-with-my-father--45526636
Conversation involves:

Discovery of bipolar
Recovery
Time
Experiences with manic episodes
Emotions]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45526636Thu, 01 Jul 2021 15:18:44 +0000Bipey FoxA conversation between a father and son discussing what bipolar can do to family relationships. Conversation involves: Discovery of bipolar Recovery Time Experiences with manic episodes Emotions
Conversation involves:

Discovery of bipolar
Recovery
Time
Experiences with manic episodes
Emotions]]>1801bipolar,bipolar-disorder,conversation,dad,mental,mental-health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-illness,mentalillness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellness,sonfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-3-bipey-fox-intro-to-bipolar-uk--45520776
An estimated 1 in 50 people are living with bipolar and many more are affected through family, friends and colleagues. That means it’s likely we all know someone touched by the condition.
It takes an average of over 9 years to get diagnosed.
With the correct diagnosis, the right treatment and support, it is possible to lead a successful and fulfilling life.


Bipolar UK offers a wealth of information, resources and interesting blogs. You can find a variety of downloadable information booklets here https://www.bipolaruk.org/information-leaflets

Bipolar UK’s mood scale is another useful resource https://www.bipolaruk.org/FAQs/mood-scale

Take a look at Bipolar UK’s website to find out more about free services offered www.bipolaruk.org

Regional and national peer support groups for people affected by bipolar, facilitated by trained and supported volunteers – over 50 groups are now operating on Zoom and face to face meetings are now starting to resume.
A moderated eCommunity with over 9,000 active users.
One-to-one peer support provided by telephone and email.
Resources and information accessed by almost 400,000 users each year.
Weekly Facebook Live sessions hosted alternately by CEO and Ambassador, April Kelley.
Bipolar UK recently launched the Bipolar Commission in partnership with King’s College London. The Commission aims to transform NHS treatment for those living with bipolar.

Our mission is to empower everyone affected by bipolar to live well and fulfil their potential]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45520776Thu, 01 Jul 2021 06:46:12 +0000Bipey FoxBipolar is a serious mental health condition characterised by manic highs which sometimes lead to psychosis and depressive lows which can lead to suicide. Tragically, people living with bipolar are 20 times more likely to die by suicide. An estimated...
An estimated 1 in 50 people are living with bipolar and many more are affected through family, friends and colleagues. That means it’s likely we all know someone touched by the condition.
It takes an average of over 9 years to get diagnosed.
With the correct diagnosis, the right treatment and support, it is possible to lead a successful and fulfilling life.


Bipolar UK offers a wealth of information, resources and interesting blogs. You can find a variety of downloadable information booklets here https://www.bipolaruk.org/information-leaflets

Bipolar UK’s mood scale is another useful resource https://www.bipolaruk.org/FAQs/mood-scale

Take a look at Bipolar UK’s website to find out more about free services offered www.bipolaruk.org

Regional and national peer support groups for people affected by bipolar, facilitated by trained and supported volunteers – over 50 groups are now operating on Zoom and face to face meetings are now starting to resume.
A moderated eCommunity with over 9,000 active users.
One-to-one peer support provided by telephone and email.
Resources and information accessed by almost 400,000 users each year.
Weekly Facebook Live sessions hosted alternately by CEO and Ambassador, April Kelley.
Bipolar UK recently launched the Bipolar Commission in partnership with King’s College London. The Commission aims to transform NHS treatment for those living with bipolar.

Our mission is to empower everyone affected by bipolar to live well and fulfil their potential]]>301falsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-2-bipey-fox-alfie-9-mental-health--45460016
We cover:

Alfie’s interests.
What he knows about mental health.
What he learns about mental health at school.
A description of depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder.
How to improve your mental health.
General conversation.

Had consent from both his mother and father.]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45460016Sat, 26 Jun 2021 18:52:23 +0000Bipey FoxTalking to my friends son Alfie, who is 9 years old, about mental health and what he understands that to be. We cover: Alfie’s interests. What he knows about mental health. What he learns about mental health at school. A description of depression,...
We cover:

Alfie’s interests.
What he knows about mental health.
What he learns about mental health at school.
A description of depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder.
How to improve your mental health.
General conversation.

Had consent from both his mother and father.]]>1801bipolar,bipolardisorder,education,mental,mental-health,mental+health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-coach,mental-health-illness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellness,schoolfalsefullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-1-bipey-fox-the-intro--45455519https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45455519Sat, 26 Jun 2021 09:00:07 +0000Bipey FoxIntroduction to the podcast691bipolar,bipolar1,bipolardisorder,letstalk,mental,mental-health,mental+health,mental-health-awareness,mental-health-coach,mental-health-illness,mental-illness,mental-power,mental-wellnessfalsefull