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Here it goes…well as least as much as I’m able to say without freaking out and getting weird…this is incredibly hard.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45469695</guid><pubDate>Sun, 27 Jun 2021 19:24:24 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45469695/podcast_1624820255.mp3" length="15734909" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Saying I had a traumatic childhood is an understatement. Here it goes…well as least as much as I’m able to say without freaking out and getting weird…this is incredibly hard.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Saying I had a traumatic childhood is an understatement. Here it goes…well as least as much as I’m able to say without freaking out and getting weird…this is incredibly hard.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>984</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>aotp,borderlinepersonalitydisorder,comorbid,did,earlychildhoodtraum,ed_geingsta,majordepressivedisorder,ptsd,yahslily</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>yes</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/8cd75d56d4bea43908220202d3aa0a59.jpg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>21</itunes:episode><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 22 - Why Do I Even Care?</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-22-why-do-i-even-care</link><description><![CDATA[Seriously?  I do not understand why I care about some really dumb crap.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45363857</guid><pubDate>Sat, 19 Jun 2021 03:14:37 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45363857/podcast_1624071778.mp3" length="7644891" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Seriously?  I do not understand why I care about some really dumb crap.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Seriously?  I do not understand why I care about some really dumb crap.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>478</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>aotp,ed_geingsta,ineverfeelgoodanymore,majordepression,neuralpathways</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/eeac0f300c189ea861699c34e7ef0d0a.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 21 - Headed to Entropy is What I Presume</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-21-headed-to-entropy-is-what-i-p</link><description><![CDATA[Same as always I’m All Over The Place]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45362275</guid><pubDate>Fri, 18 Jun 2021 23:24:48 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45362275/podcast_1624056595.mp3" length="30134439" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Same as always I’m All Over The Place</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Same as always I’m All Over The Place]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1884</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>entropy,iwishtherewerelove,lightedmiddlefinger</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/1f3f0ef7bfdf4f3988aa5ef3ef294277.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Stank Mouth Pt.3</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/stank-mouth-pt-3</link><description><![CDATA[Finally I shut up]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45336034</guid><pubDate>Thu, 17 Jun 2021 04:58:08 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45336034/podcast_1623896541.mp3" length="594233" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Finally I shut up</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Finally I shut up]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>38</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>aotp,athenaswickedowl,edgeingsta,majordepression,mentalhealth</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/c334223aa229ac44e8add6687f766e29.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 17 - Stank Mouth Pt.2</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-17-stank-mouth-pt-2</link><description><![CDATA[Me just rambling about something cool I forgot but then I remembered I think]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45336018</guid><pubDate>Thu, 17 Jun 2021 04:54:36 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45336018/podcast_1623896211.mp3" length="4453773" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Me just rambling about something cool I forgot but then I remembered I think</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Me just rambling about something cool I forgot but then I remembered I think]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>279</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>aotp,athenaswickedowl,edgeingsta,majordepression,suicide</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>yes</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/fe2626c221238a78799bbc34ffd2df57.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Stank Mouth pt.1</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/stank-mouth-pt-1</link><description><![CDATA[I was just thinking breath but mostly my breath]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45335989</guid><pubDate>Thu, 17 Jun 2021 04:51:28 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45335989/podcast_1623894909.mp3" length="686948" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>I was just thinking breath but mostly my breath</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[I was just thinking breath but mostly my breath]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>43</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>aoptp,aotp,athenaswickedowl,badbreath,edgeingsta,stankmouth</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/db65b5a132550c014efe84d7e5fd2598.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 16 - Just woke up and everything still sucks</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-16-just-woke-up-and-everything-s</link><description><![CDATA[I wake up ready to the start the day fresh and then I get in the face with the my real life]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45314815</guid><pubDate>Tue, 15 Jun 2021 19:52:42 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45314815/episode_16_just_woke_up_and_everything_still_sucks.mp3" length="7616470" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>I wake up ready to the start the day fresh and then I get in the face with the my real life</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[I wake up ready to the start the day fresh and then I get in the face with the my real life]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>477</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/c90c12fcc3d6e4fd636e61186947a879.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 15 - Bathing and Fake Tanning and Talking</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-15-bathing-and-fake-tanning-and-</link><description><![CDATA[The title pretty wells sums this part up, I think.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45288648</guid><pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2021 01:48:35 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45288648/podcast_1623631955.mp3" length="24766589" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>The title pretty wells sums this part up, I think.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[The title pretty wells sums this part up, I think.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1548</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>allofthosethingsareleavingme,copingmajordepression,foodstamps,poverty</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/64f71f61fc274e1e55ac617f1933e4ff.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 14 - Finding The Stop</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-14-finding-the-stop</link><description><![CDATA[I have been having an anxiety attack.  There are literally feelings of terror passing through me ever minute or so and now I have to go to the store.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45280032</guid><pubDate>Sun, 13 Jun 2021 03:28:08 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45280032/podcast_1623553206.mp3" length="10346579" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>I have been having an anxiety attack.  There are literally feelings of terror passing through me ever minute or so and now I have to go to the store.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[I have been having an anxiety attack.  There are literally feelings of terror passing through me ever minute or so and now I have to go to the store.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>647</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>anxiety,aotp,early,earlychildhoodtrauma,isolation,majordepressivedisorder,ptsd</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/a93ac4c8358080bdba6f42daad1896f7.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 1 - How I Became a Crackhead</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-1-memoirs-of-a-drug-addict-one-b</link><description><![CDATA[How I Became a Crackhead]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45268344</guid><pubDate>Sat, 12 Jun 2021 00:29:27 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45268344/podcast_1623456389.mp3" length="16423288" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>How I Became a Crackhead</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[How I Became a Crackhead]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1027</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>cocaína,crackhead,drug-culture</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/f805478697793956d54829949274569b.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 13 - AOTP- Memories Light the Corners of My Mind</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-13-aotp-memories-light-the-corne_1</link><description><![CDATA[Misty water-colored memories<br />Of the way we were<br />Scattered pictures,<br />Of the smiles we left behind]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/45264702</guid><pubDate>Fri, 11 Jun 2021 18:31:13 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/api.spreaker.com/download/episode/45264702/podcast_1623434842.mp3" length="16637701" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Sarah Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Misty water-colored memories
Of the way we were
Scattered pictures,
Of the smiles we left behind</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Misty water-colored memories<br />Of the way we were<br />Scattered pictures,<br />Of the smiles we left behind]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1040</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>aotp,borderlinepersonalitydisorder,disassociativeidentitydisorder,earlychildhoodtrauma,edgeingsta</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/1951bb3674f3e09e53c8a6dcd1305851.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 12 - AOTP Horrendous mod gonna vent if you want to listen and if you don’t that’s ok too</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-12-aotp-horrendous-mod-gonna-ven</link><description><![CDATA[I’d be suicidal except I have tried so many times and it never works even when it definitely should have]]></description><guid 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Childs</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Me just talking to you but mostly to myself cause I can’t see you</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Me just talking to you but mostly to myself cause I can’t see you]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>471</itunes:duration><itunes:keywords>aotp,earlychildhoodtrauma,edgeinsta,masturbation,mentalhealth,momanddaughter,realtalk,trauma,yahslily</itunes:keywords><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/c90c12fcc3d6e4fd636e61186947a879.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Episode 9 - Woah… What’s That Good Feelin?</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/14614215/episode-9-aotp</link><description><![CDATA[Me and my teenage snowflakula talking about things which make me so weird I find myself saying words like snowflakuIa…..]]></description><guid 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