https://kayincolwyn.tumblr.comenPersonal JournalsCopyright Matthew Wileyhttps://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/ab0423526a877864ac3d9fa81efdad5b.jpghttps://kayincolwyn.tumblr.comWed, 02 Jun 2021 04:44:50 +0000Matthew WileyMatthew Wileyedwardtulane82@gmail.comA podcast where I share some of my writings, including poetry and reflections, as well as thoughts and feelings about this and that.cleanepisodichttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/lonely-boy-or-the-promises-of-stars--44867935https://api.spreaker.com/episode/44867935Mon, 17 May 2021 10:01:39 +0000Matthew WileyIn this episode I read my poem Lonely Boy, and use it as a springboard to talk about spirituality, solitude, trying to figure things out in a confusing world, and searching for meaning and purpose and hope.2210cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/discouraged-child--44061101First I talk about some of the internal struggles that I've been having not just lately but throughout my life about the nature of reality, and regardless of whether I've been religious or non religious or somewhere in between, but then how a synchronicity earlier today led me to this letter which I felt compelled to reread and spoke to much of what I've been struggling and encourages me.
I then share the letter, and will let the listener decide what they think of it, though I hope it speaks to and encourages you in some way as it has me.]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/44061101Fri, 26 Mar 2021 12:03:20 +0000Matthew WileyIn this episode I wanted to share something a little different, instead of sharing a poem I wanted to share a 'letter from God', or rather a letter where (and some time ago) I wrote down what I thought God, or Source, or the Light, or whatever you may...First I talk about some of the internal struggles that I've been having not just lately but throughout my life about the nature of reality, and regardless of whether I've been religious or non religious or somewhere in between, but then how a synchronicity earlier today led me to this letter which I felt compelled to reread and spoke to much of what I've been struggling and encourages me.
I then share the letter, and will let the listener decide what they think of it, though I hope it speaks to and encourages you in some way as it has me.]]>2477cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/blooming-light--43775863https://api.spreaker.com/episode/43775863Sun, 07 Mar 2021 12:41:45 +0000Matthew WileyIn which I share my poem Blooming Light and reflect on it as well as some of my struggles, including trying to acknowledge the light in myself that I believe also exists in all of us.1628cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/i-want-to-say-something--43331050And I guess I really did want to say something as this episode is nearly 40 minutes long, which is my longest episode yet, apologies for that but hopefully you can find some value in what I have to say. :) Thank you for listening. :)]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/43331050Sun, 07 Feb 2021 10:12:05 +0000Matthew WileyIn this episode I share my poem I Want To Say Something, and then going through each of the four stanzas of the poem I share some thoughts that come to mind with each one, including how they connect with books I've read or interviews I've listened to...And I guess I really did want to say something as this episode is nearly 40 minutes long, which is my longest episode yet, apologies for that but hopefully you can find some value in what I have to say. :) Thank you for listening. :)]]>2318cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/i-am-a-mix--43211105Thanks for listening. :)]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/43211105Sun, 31 Jan 2021 11:15:11 +0000Matthew WileyIn which I share my poem I Am A Mix, as well as share some of my struggles with loving and accepting myself in spite of how, well, mixed up I have been and am, share a recent experience that encouraged me and maybe how it can encourage you as well....Thanks for listening. :)]]>1632cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/peniel--43042086Sorry if this one is a little longer than usual, kind of lost track of time.
Enjoy, and thanks for listening. :)]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/43042086Thu, 21 Jan 2021 11:07:39 +0000Matthew WileyIn which I share a poem written in my 20s called Peniel, inspired by the story of Jacob wrestling with God, and after talking about that I talk about some of my own wrestling with God and with life and how all of us wrestle with these things. Sorry if...Sorry if this one is a little longer than usual, kind of lost track of time.
Enjoy, and thanks for listening. :)]]>1673cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/triune-poem-or-trinity--42975191My apologies for this being a little awkward and for some spaces where I was silent as I was a little tired and had things on my mind while recording this, but hopefully you'll get something out of it. Thanks for listening. :)]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/42975191Sun, 17 Jan 2021 09:58:41 +0000Matthew WileyIn which I share a poem of mine called Triune Poem or Trinity (don't have a set title for it), which I wrote back in my 20s at a time when I was more religious, and I talk about how and why I structured it as I did and my feelings about it now. My...My apologies for this being a little awkward and for some spaces where I was silent as I was a little tired and had things on my mind while recording this, but hopefully you'll get something out of it. Thanks for listening. :)]]>884cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/there-is-a-girl--42899310https://api.spreaker.com/episode/42899310Tue, 12 Jan 2021 13:00:15 +0000Matthew WileyIn which I share a poem that I wrote called There Is A Girl, as well as a meaningful dream that I connect with it, and then a memory of an Aurora Asknes concert, and reflect on what the poem and these things mean to me. Enjoy... and don't give up. :)946cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/where-i-m-from--42866689https://api.spreaker.com/episode/42866689Sun, 10 Jan 2021 09:56:06 +0000Matthew WileyIn which I share one of my earliest poems, called Where I'm From, as well as a memory connected with it, and reflect on the poem itself for a bit. Enjoy :)1030cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/introduction--42825312Welcome to my podcast and enjoy. :)]]>https://api.spreaker.com/episode/42825312Thu, 07 Jan 2021 10:13:11 +0000Matthew WileyIn which I rather awkwardly and haphazardly introduce myself and this podcast, then share a meaningful childhood memory that partly inspired the title of this podcast, all the while randomly getting a message from a friend of Facebook and having my...Welcome to my podcast and enjoy. :)]]>743cleanfull