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Who am I?

I’m just an ordinary jane who’s trying to get by with my day-to-day life. My past is what defines me of who I am at present. Let me take you to my life from 2006 all the way to the present every Monday for the rest of the year.

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Creator/Host: Mekhaela
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Cover Art: Monique]]>enPersonal JournalsCopyright Mekhaela On Podcasthttps://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/c8cd5f407e111a5fd090c47517ccbc80.jpghttps://www.spreaker.com/podcast/mekhaela--4538791Tue, 04 Nov 2025 10:57:31 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastMekhaela On Podcastfeeds@spreaker.comHi, my name is MEKHAELA, and this is my diary. I’m here to tell you about my life, my depression, and all the love that I’ve lost from 2006 to the present. Who am I? I’m just an ordinary jane who’s trying to get by with my day-to-day life. My past...
Who am I?

I’m just an ordinary jane who’s trying to get by with my day-to-day life. My past is what defines me of who I am at present. Let me take you to my life from 2006 all the way to the present every Monday for the rest of the year.

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Cover Art: Monique]]>yesepisodichttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-35-november-25-2009-mekhaela-declares-we-can-never-be-friends-again--45571601"He’s dead. He made me think he’s dead. "
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>439cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-34-november-18-2009-on-public-eye--45468160"After all the crap he’s been saying to me, I finally see what others have tried to warn me about. "
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>818cf2eb-251c-4cfe-b8be-58adeab30780Sun, 27 Jun 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastDreaming about someone that hurt you makes it a lot harder to just shrug the feelings off. But what had MEKHAELA done to move past it?  "After all the crap he’s been saying to me, I finally see what others have tried to warn me about. " Cover art by:..."After all the crap he’s been saying to me, I finally see what others have tried to warn me about. "
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>344cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-33-november-16-2009-little-miss-houdini--45375252"Let's call him CARLISLE."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>419cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-32-november-15-2009-on-drinking-binge--45284313"The only good thing about me getting drunk is I stop talking the minute alcohol reaches to my brain. I don’t flirt, I don’t talk, I just sit there and stare at the people around me as if I’m plotting a massacre in two hours."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>8010bd89-2405-4b3f-aeca-bea336c5061aSun, 13 Jun 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastThe date? November 15th of 2009. MEKHAELA couldn’t remember the time. But SHE just realized SHE spiraled back to HER weakness. How did it happen? This entry would surely explain, or probably not. It’s up to you to decide. "The only good thing about me..."The only good thing about me getting drunk is I stop talking the minute alcohol reaches to my brain. I don’t flirt, I don’t talk, I just sit there and stare at the people around me as if I’m plotting a massacre in two hours."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>428cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-31-november-10-2009-my-sancta-terra--45098991“Take me to a place where no one can follow”

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>ebc03ec5-de5b-47d6-aede-c21a6b9d1ed1Sun, 30 May 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastWhy did she call it Sancta Terra? A sweet escape? Or a better one? Did MEKHELA create an invisible separator glass from the judging eyes of others? Let’s find out in this entry on Monday. “Take me to a place where no one can follow” Cover Art by...“Take me to a place where no one can follow”

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>420cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-30-november-9-2009-saved-messages-bitten-by-the-ugly-truth--44999552"I used to think of him as someone who would never hurt me. But he just did, and it scared the crap out of me."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>5f807099-0f76-4bc3-b419-a814d6b0db4fSun, 23 May 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastMEKHAELA kept Miles’ messages maybe because SHE wanted to prove to HERSELF that SHE wasn’t crazy and he really existed, or probably SHE was just being creepy. Yeah, it was funny though. Or Maybe because those messages were the only thing that’s left..."I used to think of him as someone who would never hurt me. But he just did, and it scared the crap out of me."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>612cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-29-november-8-2009-on-fighting-temptation--44854135"Why do I have the urge to hurt myself yet again?"
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>c1a1a248-b33f-42f1-b618-f97e35fc8caaSun, 16 May 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastMEKHAELA wasn’t good at dealing with HER emotions and SHE tends to hurt HERSELF. Maybe because when SHE gets herself wounded up, hurting HERSELF conceals the emotional pain SHE'S going through. Little did SHE know that this isn’t healthy. "Why do I..."Why do I have the urge to hurt myself yet again?"
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>501yesfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episodes-28-november-7-2009-alarmed-on-changing-routes--44721799"Do I need to change my route as well? "
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>453cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-27-november-4-2009-confession-blues-lesson-learned--44596540"Why can’t just a guy be man enough to say to a woman’s face that it’s really over?"
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>efe801d3-1a99-4226-b6b6-4d4698520926Sun, 02 May 2021 16:24:42 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastThe next entry speaks about the last two entries ago about MEKHAELA meeting this guy named ZIGGY. She's being asked what’s her ideal guy? A question that was asked more often every SINGLE time. Did MEKHAELA had one back then, or not? This guy's..."Why can’t just a guy be man enough to say to a woman’s face that it’s really over?"
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>495cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-26-october-24-2009-in-trouble-the-suicide-attempt--44482550"It was a very stupid idea, I know. But have you ever gotten the feeling that problems have become so overwhelming and yet there’s no one to hear you out but yourself..."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>d6173d56-3d99-4b9e-b512-81bd19372cfcSun, 25 Apr 2021 22:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastWhat the hell was MEKHAELA thinking? Was suicide the only solution to everything? Or was SHE being slapped by the reality and pulled HERSELF together? "It was a very stupid idea, I know. But have you ever gotten the feeling that problems have become..."It was a very stupid idea, I know. But have you ever gotten the feeling that problems have become so overwhelming and yet there’s no one to hear you out but yourself..."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>512cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-25-october-21-2009-the-element-of-moving-on--44479316"Guys leave you just like that without any word and that hurts especially if you’ve given your 101%."

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>ef69d76a-9fcc-4dd0-b54d-6d9611eff3e7Sun, 25 Apr 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastUp to what extent did MEKHAELA go through just to heal? "Guys leave you just like that without any word and that hurts especially if you’ve given your 101%." Cover art by MONIQUE Sound by JABS Voiced by MIA --- This episode is sponsored by ·..."Guys leave you just like that without any word and that hurts especially if you’ve given your 101%."

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>572cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-24-october-7-2009-on-laying-low--44293200"Some will be retained but there are some that are going to be forgotten forever. .But have they sympathized with me at the lowest point of my life?"

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>f39c2939-1732-46f7-a986-65bb0fea3105Sun, 11 Apr 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastLaying low after all of those things that happened to MEKHAELA was a good decision, or so SHE thought. Maybe it gave HER time to think and to pull HERSELF together. "Some will be retained but there are some that are going to be forgotten forever. .But..."Some will be retained but there are some that are going to be forgotten forever. .But have they sympathized with me at the lowest point of my life?"

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>384cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-23-october-6-2009-on-the-loser-s-routine-and-lip-service--44195379"I’m the type who clings to every word a person says."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>d94918f3-49ff-4a76-92b4-3b3f49218081Sun, 04 Apr 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastMEKHAELA decided to simply withdraw from the people who wouldn’t understand HER. SHE thought it was all for the best. The less SHE sees them, the little they will see HER vulnerability. Was it a good decision or did it take turn for the worse? "I’m..."I’m the type who clings to every word a person says."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>490cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-22-september-2-2009-picking-up-the-shattered-pieces--44087070"I’m alone in my battle now and the least I can do is to protect myself against those people who take advantage of my being emotionally frail."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>caa03e8d-3e2d-479d-9201-cb95d3437513Sun, 28 Mar 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastSeptember 2009 came and MEKHAELA decided to set HER sorrows aside and start regaining HER old self. SHE knew it was a difficult process to take but SHE has to start somewhere. Did it do HER any good? "I’m alone in my battle now and the least I can do..."I’m alone in my battle now and the least I can do is to protect myself against those people who take advantage of my being emotionally frail."
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>425cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-21-august-29-2009-condemn--43994779Painful to know I can’t have you forever but deep inside, how I wish I could be, for once in my life.

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>9177b87a-d8b1-4dd6-9d15-ce3f410569a7Sun, 21 Mar 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastAs August came to an end, MEKHAELA wrote an entry as though SHE was just speaking to MILES. As if he was just in front of HER, but he wasn’t. SHE was just talking to a wall, pretending it was him. Painful to know I can’t have you forever but deep...Painful to know I can’t have you forever but deep inside, how I wish I could be, for once in my life.

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“It hurts knowing that I can’t have what I want, but if that person is happy with where he is at now, then I guess, I should be happy for him.”

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“It hurts knowing that I can’t have what I want, but if that person is happy with where he is at now, then I guess, I should be happy for him.”

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>416cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-19-august-9-2009-my-lost-bottle--43777732“I know it’s going to be impossible that my bottle will be returned to me, however, I’m still clinging on to the hope of finding it soon. Nothing can replace it. That’s how I love that container.
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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>7b8145f3-f91a-4900-8282-0e62ae644abcSun, 07 Mar 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastIt was a cold and rainy August of 2009 and all MEKHAELA can talk about is HER one precious bottle. This bottle that gave HER life and happiness. But why is it so important? “I know it’s going to be impossible that my bottle will be returned to me,...“I know it’s going to be impossible that my bottle will be returned to me, however, I’m still clinging on to the hope of finding it soon. Nothing can replace it. That’s how I love that container.
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“I can’t imagine he’s fading away from the picture. Still shocked, unable to believe. But what can I do?”

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“I can’t imagine he’s fading away from the picture. Still shocked, unable to believe. But what can I do?”

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>442cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-17-august-2-2009-a-letter-to-miles--43570195Please say “don’t leave me” and I will stay. I will continue to love you even if it hurts more than you’ll ever know.

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>16a11e14-4b85-4217-8dde-fb4264c52f2dSun, 21 Feb 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastWas it a smooth process of getting over MILES? Were there any roadblocks along the way? Did MILES suddenly make his presence known and made it too difficult for MEKHAELA? Please say “don’t leave me” and I will stay. I will continue to love you even if...Please say “don’t leave me” and I will stay. I will continue to love you even if it hurts more than you’ll ever know.

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>488cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-16-july-31-2009-scared-and-demented--43461398"I’m lashed, slashed, and crushed. "

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>5bcc5da6-087e-49c1-9479-fd3402614b68Sun, 14 Feb 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastDid MEKHAELA still continue to fight a losing battle and hope for a better day? "I’m lashed, slashed, and crushed. " Voiced by MEKHAELA Sound by JABS Cover art by MONIQUE --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a..."I’m lashed, slashed, and crushed. "

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>457cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-15-july-29-2009-taking-one-step-at-a-time-i-don-t-know-how-to-go-by-it--43334545"Where have all the good people gone?"

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>b16f238a-0610-4d22-a65d-3f7c0f1844c4Sun, 07 Feb 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastWill MEKHAELA be able to slowly get her feet back and start fresh? "Where have all the good people gone?" Voiced by MEKHAELA Sound by JABS Cover art by MONIQUE --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast...."Where have all the good people gone?"

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>424cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-14-july-22-2009-ranting-just-for-today--43213878...It’s a shame that people have the guts to hurt a person like me who does nothing but give them love and emotional support all along.

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>392068b5-a09b-4284-b08d-fae15fe1f995Sun, 31 Jan 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastMEKHAELA started to think that there’s no hope for happiness left of her anymore. Was it because SHE's too frustrated that SHE didn’t get what SHE wanted or was SHE just too weak to fight off the pessimism that’s been burning in HER heart? ...It’s a......It’s a shame that people have the guts to hurt a person like me who does nothing but give them love and emotional support all along.

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>492cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-13-july-21-2009-on-being-in-love-and-being-hurt-at-the-same-time--43094338"Submissive is the word of the day. That’s me. I allow myself to be eaten by my feelings unknown to the fact that I’m slowly being killed by them in the middle of the chapter."

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>a71c379d-0423-493c-8ef0-03d0b07ed539Sun, 24 Jan 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastThe only mistake MEKHAELA did was that SHE clung to the memories and hoping that MILES will come back. SHE had never forgiven herself for being too hard on herself. MEKHAELA still saved all the memories MILES left. "Submissive is the word of the day...."Submissive is the word of the day. That’s me. I allow myself to be eaten by my feelings unknown to the fact that I’m slowly being killed by them in the middle of the chapter."

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>626cleanfullhttps://www.spreaker.com/episode/episode-12-july-16-2009-do-you-ever-a-poem--42978097"..Of the way I touch your face,
Kiss you on the lips and play with your ear
Whispering words you always long to hear,
And hear me make a giggling noise when you say you love me?"

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Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mia-mekhaela-podcast/message]]>92b75ea0-63cd-4cbb-9bda-ddd3b546fa8dSun, 17 Jan 2021 16:00:00 +0000Mekhaela On PodcastJuly 2009 has been a rough month for Mekhaela. But despite it all, she was able to channel her inner poet and turn her sadness into poetry. Cheesy? Quite. "..Of the way I touch your face, Kiss you on the lips and play with your ear Whispering words..."..Of the way I touch your face,
Kiss you on the lips and play with your ear
Whispering words you always long to hear,
And hear me make a giggling noise when you say you love me?"

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