https://www.spreaker.com/show/dark-shitenPersonal JournalsCopyright kixkawaiihttps://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/images.spreaker.com/cloudinary/s--Y9ul2j4P--/w_1000,h_800,c_fit,l_text:Lato_150_bold:Live%20%20Laugh%20%20Escape%20Abuse%20..../images.spreaker.com/default/show-1400x1400-20190801.jpghttps://www.spreaker.com/show/dark-shitSun, 06 Sep 2020 03:51:34 +0000kixkawaiikixkawaiifreemekawaii@gmail.comBeginning the story of my life as an abused, live in girlfriend and finally getting freeyesepisodickixkawaiifreemekawaii@gmail.comBeginning the story of my life as an abused, live in girlfriend and finally getting freeYeshttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/episode-9-the-darkest-sidehttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/40724526Sun, 06 Sep 2020 03:46:44 +0000kixkawaiiMini reflection on not my excuse for being in an abusive relationship but a factor that perhaps could’ve been avoided with the right care and attention. We can’t blame ourselves for things out of our control. But we can’t give excuses for letting...899awareness,mother,abuse,daughter,domesticviolence,stepparent,suicide-preventionyesfullkixkawaiiMini reflection on not my excuse for being in an abusive relationship but a factor that perhaps could’ve been avoided with the right care and attention. We can’t blame ourselves for things out of our control. But we can’t give excuses for letting things happen to those we love because we have our minds set on acceptance and love of another man/woman and not our child.Yeshttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/i-saw-the-light-continued-extra-storyhttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/40117142Mon, 03 Aug 2020 00:16:33 +0000kixkawaii897domestic-violence,domesticviolenceawareness,abuse-survivorcleanfullkixkawaiiNohttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/new-life-new-hopehttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/40117137Mon, 03 Aug 2020 00:15:51 +0000kixkawaiiFinding reason to give me the strength & motivation to run and not look back ...876abuse,pregnant,domesticabuse,hopeorhellcleanfullkixkawaiiFinding reason to give me the strength & motivation to run and not look back ...Nohttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/finally-rescue-or-so-i-thought_1https://api.spreaker.com/episode/40047442Thu, 30 Jul 2020 01:08:56 +0000kixkawaii897cleanfullkixkawaiiNohttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/new-movehttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/40029201Wed, 29 Jul 2020 05:16:29 +0000kixkawaiiWhat happens next?821cleanfullkixkawaiiWhat happens next?Nohttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/same-shithttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/39972337Sat, 25 Jul 2020 07:34:32 +0000kixkawaiiSorry. I have a potty mouth but it’s been a lot of bullshit to put up with and I’m sharing what I need to in order to help and heal. There’s something powerful in coming together. Abusers never want you to be vocal. And they are always going to try...883yesfullkixkawaiiSorry. I have a potty mouth but it’s been a lot of bullshit to put up with and I’m sharing what I need to in order to help and heal. There’s something powerful in coming together. Abusers never want you to be vocal. And they are always going to try and deflect and throw out malice comments, they will try to discredit you. If you have things pointed out you’re embarrassed or afraid of by your abuser, still be proud you showed your strength. I’m far from perfect. Way far. One thing I can take pride in is never abusing someone and breaking a person down that has nothing but love to give me.Yeshttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/new-storyhttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/39972244Sat, 25 Jul 2020 07:31:01 +0000kixkawaiiRound 3. Ding ding ding901abuse,domestic,overcome,strength,assault,domesticabuseyesfullkixkawaiiRound 3. Ding ding dingYeshttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/episode-2-damn-hell-is-hothttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/39821450Fri, 17 Jul 2020 21:06:21 +0000kixkawaiiI’m just saying, Satan doesn’t like it cold after all. He was damn sure to keep it hot I know I have details I might forget Or leave out. I do want discussion brought up after all for awareness. So I don’t mind to later clarify or explain things.886pain,anger,violence,turmoil,narcissism,domesticviolence,domesticabuse,abuse-survivorcleanfullkixkawaiiI’m just saying, Satan doesn’t like it cold after all. He was damn sure to keep it hot I know I have details I might forget Or leave out. I do want discussion brought up after all for awareness. So I don’t mind to later clarify or explain things.Nohttps://www.spreaker.com/user/12808511/my-first-episode-with-spreaker-studio-dahttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/39788968Thu, 16 Jul 2020 04:17:43 +0000kixkawaiiStorytelling of the darkest kind. Sharing the beginning and ending of a domestic abuse relationship. Insight to the reality of ptsd and trauma associated with abuse. How grooming and manipulation takes brains. How an abuser can learn to control and...879relationships,lonely,ptsd,donate,manipulation,philanthropy,domesticviolence,staystrong,patreon,cosplayer,speakup,singleparent,ptsdawareness,domestic-abuse,onlyfans,typeonediabetes,seesomethingsaysomething,abuse-survivor,abusevictimsyesfullkixkawaiiStorytelling of the darkest kind. Sharing the beginning and ending of a domestic abuse relationship. Insight to the reality of ptsd and trauma associated with abuse. How grooming and manipulation takes brains. How an abuser can learn to control and manipulate their victims own family. How an abuser can possibly ruin the victims relationship with their own flesh and blood. This is just the first chapter to a huge plot of the pain and reality of domestic violence.Yes