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<rss xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title>Dealing with Nihilism</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/show/dealing-with-nihilism</link><description><![CDATA[Dealing with Nihilism is a daily podcast on the life of a nihilist. It sounds kind of intense but it's really just a girl ranting about her life in order to pretend like there's some sort of significance to what we do.]]></description><atom:link href="https://www.spreaker.com/show/4114731/episodes/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><language>en</language><category>Comedy</category><copyright>Copyright Dealing With Nihilism</copyright><image><url>https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg</url><title>Dealing with Nihilism</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/show/dealing-with-nihilism</link></image><lastBuildDate>Fri, 22 May 2020 00:32:56 +0000</lastBuildDate><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:owner><itunes:name>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:name><itunes:email>feeds@spreaker.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:subtitle>Dealing with Nihilism is a daily podcast on the life of a nihilist. It sounds kind of intense but it's really just a girl ranting about her life in order to pretend like there's some sort of significance to what we do.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Dealing with Nihilism is a daily podcast on the life of a nihilist. It sounds kind of intense but it's really just a girl ranting about her life in order to pretend like there's some sort of significance to what we do.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:category text="Comedy"/><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:email>feeds@spreaker.com</googleplay:email><googleplay:description>Dealing with Nihilism is a daily podcast on the life of a nihilist. It sounds kind of intense but it's really just a girl ranting about her life in order to pretend like there's some sort of significance to what we do.</googleplay:description><googleplay:category text="Comedy"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit><item><title>Special Guest - Lucy West</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/special-guest-lucy-west</link><description><![CDATA[Interviewing my artist friend Lucy! This interview was done in Jenglish, a mixture of English and Japanese <br /><br />Website: <a href="https://lucyhwest.com/" rel="noopener">https://lucyhwest.com/</a> <br />Instagram: @amateluzart]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/825496021</guid><pubDate>Fri, 22 May 2020 00:17:09 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/28007007/825496021_rachael_smith_174620277_lucy_52120_812_pm.mp3" length="43869412" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Interviewing my artist friend Lucy! This interview was done in Jenglish, a mixture of English and Japanese 

Website: https://lucyhwest.com/ 
Instagram: @amateluzart</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Interviewing my artist friend Lucy! This interview was done in Jenglish, a mixture of English and Japanese <br /><br />Website: <a href="https://lucyhwest.com/" rel="noopener">https://lucyhwest.com/</a> <br />Instagram: @amateluzart]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>2742</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Interviewing my artist friend Lucy! This interview was done in Jenglish, a mixture of English and Japanese 

Website: https://lucyhwest.com/ 
Instagram: @amateluzart</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 32 - Fur Cut</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-32-fur-cut</link><description><![CDATA[The doggo gonna get his first fur cut. Hana's leaving town and I am now responsible for the pup. Expressing strong feeling about office space. Why all the overhead lights? and the importance of windows that open. <br /><br />Location: hana's<br />Date: January 5th 2020<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts!<br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/739480870</guid><pubDate>Tue, 07 Jan 2020 01:35:55 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/21871666/739480870_rachael_smith_174620277_day_32_fur_cut.mp3" length="25989537" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>The doggo gonna get his first fur cut. Hana's leaving town and I am now responsible for the pup. Expressing strong feeling about office space. Why all the overhead lights? and the importance of windows that open. 

Location: hana's
Date: January 5th...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[The doggo gonna get his first fur cut. Hana's leaving town and I am now responsible for the pup. Expressing strong feeling about office space. Why all the overhead lights? and the importance of windows that open. <br /><br />Location: hana's<br />Date: January 5th 2020<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts!<br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1625</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>The doggo gonna get his first fur cut. Hana's leaving town and I am now responsible for the pup. Expressing strong feeling about office space. Why all the overhead lights? and the importance of windows that open. 

Location: hana's
Date: January 5th 2020

Let me know your thoughts!
dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com

Check out: www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 31 - Twenty Twenty Bebe</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-31-twenty-twenty-bebe</link><description><![CDATA[Happy New Year! Feeling ready to tackle the new year by investing in myself. Continuing the theme of the weirdness of time and the pleasing nature of 2020. 2019 was just an awkward odd numbered year and this beautiful simple 2020 is a good sign that things are gonna go well this year. <br /><br />Location: hana's<br />Date: January 4th 2020<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts!<br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/738597964</guid><pubDate>Sun, 05 Jan 2020 05:42:37 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/21366899/738597964_rachael_smith_174620277_day_31_twenty_twenty_bebe.mp3" length="19569683" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Happy New Year! Feeling ready to tackle the new year by investing in myself. Continuing the theme of the weirdness of time and the pleasing nature of 2020. 2019 was just an awkward odd numbered year and this beautiful simple 2020 is a good sign that...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Happy New Year! Feeling ready to tackle the new year by investing in myself. Continuing the theme of the weirdness of time and the pleasing nature of 2020. 2019 was just an awkward odd numbered year and this beautiful simple 2020 is a good sign that things are gonna go well this year. <br /><br />Location: hana's<br />Date: January 4th 2020<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts!<br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1224</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Happy New Year! Feeling ready to tackle the new year by investing in myself. Continuing the theme of the weirdness of time and the pleasing nature of 2020. 2019 was just an awkward odd numbered year and this beautiful simple 2020 is a good sign that things are gonna go well this year. 

Location: hana's
Date: January 4th 2020

Let me know your thoughts!
dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com

Check out: www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 30 - I Want to Start My Adult LIfe</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-30-i-want-to-start-my-adult-life</link><description><![CDATA[The start of my internship and feeling like an idiot around all these smart people. Is this finally the start of my adult life? Commitment is good? Have I learned my life lesson that there's more than just the corporate world. Maybe. Yet here I am applying for corporate jobs.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/728196586</guid><pubDate>Sun, 15 Dec 2019 15:58:49 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/20942115/728196586_rachael_smith_174620277_day_30.mp3" length="18428237" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>The start of my internship and feeling like an idiot around all these smart people. Is this finally the start of my adult life? Commitment is good? Have I learned my life lesson that there's more than just the corporate world. Maybe. Yet here I am...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[The start of my internship and feeling like an idiot around all these smart people. Is this finally the start of my adult life? Commitment is good? Have I learned my life lesson that there's more than just the corporate world. Maybe. Yet here I am applying for corporate jobs.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1152</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>The start of my internship and feeling like an idiot around all these smart people. Is this finally the start of my adult life? Commitment is good? Have I learned my life lesson that there's more than just the corporate world. Maybe. Yet here I am applying for corporate jobs.</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 29 - Clothes on Dogs</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-29-clothes-on-dogs</link><description><![CDATA[Finally in NYC getting to meet my puppy nephew. As alway, I feel so alive when I am in the city. There is something so magical and surreal that it makes me a tiny bit emotional. Appreciating Hana's apartment. Waking up early tomorrow for the internship and feeling anxious. My opinion on clothes on dogs.<br /><br />Location: hana's<br />Date: December 10th 2019<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts!<br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/725917636</guid><pubDate>Tue, 10 Dec 2019 20:47:36 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/20942114/725917636_rachael_smith_174620277_day_29_clothes_on_dogs.mp3" length="16669047" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Finally in NYC getting to meet my puppy nephew. As alway, I feel so alive when I am in the city. There is something so magical and surreal that it makes me a tiny bit emotional. Appreciating Hana's apartment. Waking up early tomorrow for the...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Finally in NYC getting to meet my puppy nephew. As alway, I feel so alive when I am in the city. There is something so magical and surreal that it makes me a tiny bit emotional. Appreciating Hana's apartment. Waking up early tomorrow for the internship and feeling anxious. My opinion on clothes on dogs.<br /><br />Location: hana's<br />Date: December 10th 2019<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts!<br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1042</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Finally in NYC getting to meet my puppy nephew. As alway, I feel so alive when I am in the city. There is something so magical and surreal that it makes me a tiny bit emotional. Appreciating Hana's apartment. Waking up early tomorrow for the internship and feeling anxious. My opinion on clothes on dogs.

Location: hana's
Date: December 10th 2019

Let me know your thoughts!
dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com

Check out: www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 28 - Losing My Geekiness</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-28-losing-my-geekiness</link><description><![CDATA[Darth vader socks and project for awesome. How I got into Youtube back in 2009. I am not so into fantasy/geeky stuff anymore. Am I becoming Susan Pevensie? Learning how to whistle and other skills to acquire as an adult.<br /><br />Location: grandma's<br />Date: December 9th 2019<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts! <br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/725808115</guid><pubDate>Tue, 10 Dec 2019 16:36:41 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/20942119/725808115_rachael_smith_174620277_day_28_losing_my_geekiness.mp3" length="23730885" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Darth vader socks and project for awesome. How I got into Youtube back in 2009. I am not so into fantasy/geeky stuff anymore. Am I becoming Susan Pevensie? Learning how to whistle and other skills to acquire as an adult.

Location: grandma's
Date:...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Darth vader socks and project for awesome. How I got into Youtube back in 2009. I am not so into fantasy/geeky stuff anymore. Am I becoming Susan Pevensie? Learning how to whistle and other skills to acquire as an adult.<br /><br />Location: grandma's<br />Date: December 9th 2019<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts! <br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1484</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Darth vader socks and project for awesome. How I got into Youtube back in 2009. I am not so into fantasy/geeky stuff anymore. Am I becoming Susan Pevensie? Learning how to whistle and other skills to acquire as an adult.

Location: grandma's
Date: December 9th 2019

Let me know your thoughts! 
dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com

Check out: http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 27 - Do I Believe In Ghosts</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-27-do-i-believe-in-ghosts</link><description><![CDATA[Packing for NY and nervous for internship. Using make up and day dreaming a lot. A few tattoo ideas and thoughts on ancient warfare. Want to know more about brain chemistry and looking into supernatural events. <br /><br />Location: grandma's<br />Date: December 8th 2019<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts! <br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/724501351</guid><pubDate>Sun, 08 Dec 2019 15:05:51 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/20942121/724501351_rachael_smith_174620277_day_27_do_i_believe_in_ghosts.mp3" length="23659414" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Packing for NY and nervous for internship. Using make up and day dreaming a lot. A few tattoo ideas and thoughts on ancient warfare. Want to know more about brain chemistry and looking into supernatural events. 

Location: grandma's
Date: December 8th...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Packing for NY and nervous for internship. Using make up and day dreaming a lot. A few tattoo ideas and thoughts on ancient warfare. Want to know more about brain chemistry and looking into supernatural events. <br /><br />Location: grandma's<br />Date: December 8th 2019<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts! <br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a><br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1479</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Packing for NY and nervous for internship. Using make up and day dreaming a lot. A few tattoo ideas and thoughts on ancient warfare. Want to know more about brain chemistry and looking into supernatural events. 

Location: grandma's
Date: December 8th 2019

Let me know your thoughts! 
dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com

Check out: http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 26 - Back From Hiatus</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-26-back-from-hiatus</link><description><![CDATA[It's been a while. Recap of blueberry farm life and reflecting on life change since one year ago. My international babes left and I have to get over my fear of Americans. Hopefully employed for 2020. Getting ahead of myself and planning my NYC life and my New Years resolution. Black Friday shopping and fashion is important. Shane Dawson make up. Empowered by my short hair. How I’m dealing with nihilism now. Books and shows.<br /><br />Location: Grandma's<br />Date: December 6th<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts!<br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a> <br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/723879907</guid><pubDate>Sat, 07 Dec 2019 00:02:52 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/20942122/723879907_rachael_smith_174620277_day_26_back_from_hiatus.mp3" length="28581301" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>It's been a while. Recap of blueberry farm life and reflecting on life change since one year ago. My international babes left and I have to get over my fear of Americans. Hopefully employed for 2020. Getting ahead of myself and planning my NYC life...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[It's been a while. Recap of blueberry farm life and reflecting on life change since one year ago. My international babes left and I have to get over my fear of Americans. Hopefully employed for 2020. Getting ahead of myself and planning my NYC life and my New Years resolution. Black Friday shopping and fashion is important. Shane Dawson make up. Empowered by my short hair. How I’m dealing with nihilism now. Books and shows.<br /><br />Location: Grandma's<br />Date: December 6th<br /><br />Let me know your thoughts!<br /><a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a> <br /><br />Check out: <a href="http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/" rel="noopener">http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</a>]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>1787</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>It's been a while. Recap of blueberry farm life and reflecting on life change since one year ago. My international babes left and I have to get over my fear of Americans. Hopefully employed for 2020. Getting ahead of myself and planning my NYC life and my New Years resolution. Black Friday shopping and fashion is important. Shane Dawson make up. Empowered by my short hair. How I’m dealing with nihilism now. Books and shows.

Location: Grandma's
Date: December 6th

Let me know your thoughts!
dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com 

Check out: http://www.dealingwithnihilism.com/</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 25 - Not So Daily</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-25-not-so-daily</link><description><![CDATA[Finding it difficult to maintain a daily podcast on a farm in the middle of nowhere. Famous cowboy grandpa. Falling in love at the springs. Hoping to see manatees. Failing to learn how to dive. Want to do some ASMR. Jenglish situation. Finally buying a pair of ear pods. Magic German itch relief wand. <br /><br />Location: Blueberry Farm <br />Date: November 3rd<br />Contact at: <a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/723848593</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Dec 2019 22:39:59 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/20540012/723848593_rachael_smith_174620277_day_25_not_so_daily.mp3" length="15004315" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Finding it difficult to maintain a daily podcast on a farm in the middle of nowhere. Famous cowboy grandpa. Falling in love at the springs. Hoping to see manatees. Failing to learn how to dive. Want to do some ASMR. Jenglish situation. Finally buying...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Finding it difficult to maintain a daily podcast on a farm in the middle of nowhere. Famous cowboy grandpa. Falling in love at the springs. Hoping to see manatees. Failing to learn how to dive. Want to do some ASMR. Jenglish situation. Finally buying a pair of ear pods. Magic German itch relief wand. <br /><br />Location: Blueberry Farm <br />Date: November 3rd<br />Contact at: <a href="mailto:dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com">dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</a>]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>938</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Finding it difficult to maintain a daily podcast on a farm in the middle of nowhere. Famous cowboy grandpa. Falling in love at the springs. Hoping to see manatees. Failing to learn how to dive. Want to do some ASMR. Jenglish situation. Finally buying a pair of ear pods. Magic German itch relief wand. 

Location: Blueberry Farm 
Date: November 3rd
Contact at: dealingwithnihilism@gmail.com</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 23 - Prepare For The Squirrel Hunt</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-23-prepare-for-the-squirrel-hunt</link><description><![CDATA[Day 23 - Prepare For The Squirrel Hunt by Rachael]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/701805175</guid><pubDate>Fri, 25 Oct 2019 23:29:54 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/19920600/701805175_rachael_smith_174620277_day_23_prepare_for_the_squirrel_hunt.mp3" length="11295346" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Day 23 - Prepare For The Squirrel Hunt by Rachael</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Day 23 - Prepare For The Squirrel Hunt by Rachael]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>706</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Day 23 - Prepare For The Squirrel Hunt by Rachael</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 15 - I Love Blue Springs</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-15-i-love-blue-springs</link><description><![CDATA[You don't have to go to Fiji to see beautiful water. Didn't expect to find this gem in North Florida. I am sorry for stereotyping you. This is a nice part of the country.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/697046262</guid><pubDate>Thu, 17 Oct 2019 14:24:43 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/19672681/697046262_rachael_smith_174620277_day_15_i_love_blue_springs.mp3" length="11842036" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>You don't have to go to Fiji to see beautiful water. Didn't expect to find this gem in North Florida. I am sorry for stereotyping you. This is a nice part of the country.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[You don't have to go to Fiji to see beautiful water. Didn't expect to find this gem in North Florida. I am sorry for stereotyping you. This is a nice part of the country.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>741</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>You don't have to go to Fiji to see beautiful water. Didn't expect to find this gem in North Florida. I am sorry for stereotyping you. This is a nice part of the country.</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 11 - The Plastic Golden Compass</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-11-the-plastic-golden-compass</link><description><![CDATA[I still don't know myself but I definitely didn't know anything about myself when I was 18. I was the flexible accommodating and low maintenance. I didn't know what type of college environment I would like or not like <br />It would be fun if I got a chance to choose all over again]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/694712260</guid><pubDate>Sat, 12 Oct 2019 15:32:37 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/19672682/694712260_rachael_smith_174620277_day_12_the_plastic_golden_compass.mp3" length="14933262" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>I still don't know myself but I definitely didn't know anything about myself when I was 18. I was the flexible accommodating and low maintenance. I didn't know what type of college environment I would like or not like 
It would be fun if I got a...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[I still don't know myself but I definitely didn't know anything about myself when I was 18. I was the flexible accommodating and low maintenance. I didn't know what type of college environment I would like or not like <br />It would be fun if I got a chance to choose all over again]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>934</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>I still don't know myself but I definitely didn't know anything about myself when I was 18. I was the flexible accommodating and low maintenance. I didn't know what type of college environment I would like or not like 
It would be fun if I got a chance to choose all over again</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 3 - The Mosquitoes Of Wilmington</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-3-the-mosquitoes-of-wilmington</link><description><![CDATA[Day 3 and I'm getting a better hang of how to record this stuff. I'm starting to get tired of all this driving.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/690777415</guid><pubDate>Fri, 04 Oct 2019 02:49:11 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/19672683/690777415_rachael_smith_174620277_day_3_the_mosquitoes_of_wilmington.mp3" length="14005811" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Day 3 and I'm getting a better hang of how to record this stuff. I'm starting to get tired of all this driving.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Day 3 and I'm getting a better hang of how to record this stuff. I'm starting to get tired of all this driving.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>876</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Day 3 and I'm getting a better hang of how to record this stuff. I'm starting to get tired of all this driving.</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item><item><title>Day 2 - Biltmore Hurting My Wallet</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/11676776/day-2-biltmore-hurting-my-wallet</link><description><![CDATA[Day 2 where I start to maybe miss Charlottesville? No offense to Asheville but it made me realize Cville is a pretty good ville.]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:soundcloud,2010:tracks/690769090</guid><pubDate>Fri, 04 Oct 2019 02:20:22 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/19672680/690769090_rachael_smith_174620277_day_2_biltmore_hurting_my_wallet.mp3" length="10819708" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Dealing With Nihilism</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Day 2 where I start to maybe miss Charlottesville? No offense to Asheville but it made me realize Cville is a pretty good ville.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Day 2 where I start to maybe miss Charlottesville? No offense to Asheville but it made me realize Cville is a pretty good ville.]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>677</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType><googleplay:author>Dealing With Nihilism</googleplay:author><googleplay:description>Day 2 where I start to maybe miss Charlottesville? No offense to Asheville but it made me realize Cville is a pretty good ville.</googleplay:description><googleplay:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/efa796a70234f38ec206ce519af95815.jpg"/><googleplay:explicit>No</googleplay:explicit></item></channel></rss>
