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What I found, what I changed, what I learned, and how I grew mentally and spiritually. Was a complete surprise, and hasn't stopped. Once you pull one string of the brilliantly designed web of lies and deceptions, it continues to unwind and reveal new revaluation, and insight at random. And what I learned was knowledge more powerful then anything I learned in school, from my parents, from the tv, or the internet, or anywhere. All hours of work done through the years at jobs, instantly became pointless. So like me, together let's ask the same old questions, cover the same old problems, and stories, only with a empowering new viewppint. The big picture.]]>enSociety & CultureCopyright Jay Rayhttps://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/eaceec3d65528de8ad422f6ef5634d57.jpghttps://www.spreaker.com/show/jay-rays-show_1Mon, 16 Sep 2019 19:15:22 +0000Jay RayJay Rayfeeds@spreaker.comHi my name is JAYRAY im thirty years old and currently single, isolated, addicted, and in bad health. My background is your same old typical drug addict suffering from years of substance abuse, failure, rejection, depression, you get the picture I'm...
What I found, what I changed, what I learned, and how I grew mentally and spiritually. Was a complete surprise, and hasn't stopped. Once you pull one string of the brilliantly designed web of lies and deceptions, it continues to unwind and reveal new revaluation, and insight at random. And what I learned was knowledge more powerful then anything I learned in school, from my parents, from the tv, or the internet, or anywhere. All hours of work done through the years at jobs, instantly became pointless. So like me, together let's ask the same old questions, cover the same old problems, and stories, only with a empowering new viewppint. The big picture.]]>cleanepisodicJay Rayfeeds@spreaker.comHi my name is JAYRAY im thirty years old and currently single, isolated, addicted, and in bad health. My background is your same old typical drug addict suffering from years of substance abuse, failure, rejection, depression, you get the picture I'm sure.But something strange is happening to me which started a few years ago. Beginning at first I moved to a new state to try and escape my heroin addiction. Ultimately I just became a tweaker and hooked on speed instead. That was a normal result, most attempts to find recovery ended in a similar way. I see use to that. I wasn't used to the weird type of behaviors and conversations I seemed to be having with my new acquaintances. I began to experience some form of gang stalking. And in the result of that and the confusion and disinformation, I felt stripped of my manhood, individualism, and sanity almost. Because of constant lies and people purposely debugging me, I began to question everything I thought I knew. Beliefs, religion, culture, history, science, and how they related to me. What I found, what I changed, what I learned, and how I grew mentally and spiritually. Was a complete surprise, and hasn't stopped. Once you pull one string of the brilliantly designed web of lies and deceptions, it continues to unwind and reveal new revaluation, and insight at random. And what I learned was knowledge more powerful then anything I learned in school, from my parents, from the tv, or the internet, or anywhere. All hours of work done through the years at jobs, instantly became pointless. So like me, together let's ask the same old questions, cover the same old problems, and stories, only with a empowering new viewppint. The big picture.Nohttps://www.spreaker.com/user/11510857/jayray-9-15-19-self-disciplinehttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/19119636Mon, 16 Sep 2019 12:14:51 +0000Jay RayOne of my favorite revaluation and adjusted belief. A common belief is that a good citizen will usually be self disaplined, and we are taught that disaplined is a positive characteristic and strength, and we are expected to behave so. So going against...415cleanfullJay RayOne of my favorite revaluation and adjusted belief. A common belief is that a good citizen will usually be self disaplined, and we are taught that disaplined is a positive characteristic and strength, and we are expected to behave so. So going against what your body and mind wants, and forcing yourself to remain in miserable conditions for extensive periods of time, for money, or push your body to the point of damaging your health permanently for acceptance, and willing to dedicate 2/3 of your total time in a day, and in your life to a job that doesn't care about your level of comfort or personal time obviously, the common sense currently will tell you that, that is a strong, positive, and admired quality to look for in people...... WTFNohttps://www.spreaker.com/user/11510857/jayray-enlightenment-9-15-19https://api.spreaker.com/episode/19119567Mon, 16 Sep 2019 12:03:20 +0000Jay RayMaybe all this pain and suffering does have a good ending. Maybe that's the only way to truthfully and completely teach souls what doesn't work, and how it feels to be controlled, manipulated, hurt, and lied to. Also why is important to bond with...180cleanfullJay RayMaybe all this pain and suffering does have a good ending. Maybe that's the only way to truthfully and completely teach souls what doesn't work, and how it feels to be controlled, manipulated, hurt, and lied to. Also why is important to bond with family, and to record and pass down an accurate and detailed account of every lesson learned. Weather or be through study, life experience, teachings, or dumb luck, if it's accurate, factual, and of value. Record it somehow and preserve it for future generations. There is way too much information feed to us that is completely false, and fake, set up in a way that it's easily believed by the average citizen. So that's why the world doesn't make sense and is in constant opposition.Nohttps://www.spreaker.com/user/11510857/jayray-demensionshttps://api.spreaker.com/episode/19119443Mon, 16 Sep 2019 11:49:15 +0000Jay RayA short recording of my personal thoughts, and questions about demensions and the possibility that ancient people, or a select group of people looking ago mastered thud science. And use it regularly to travel, and communicate. Completely unknown to...49cleanfullJay RayA short recording of my personal thoughts, and questions about demensions and the possibility that ancient people, or a select group of people looking ago mastered thud science. And use it regularly to travel, and communicate. Completely unknown to the average citizen.No