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Thinker. Observer. Producer. Defier. Outlier.  If you're reading this, and I'm dead, please turn my life into a beautiful movie.
"My Life as a Social Experiment" is a courageous, raw, and totally "off the...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Follow me on Instagram @mollystoneproducer<br />Thinker. Observer. Producer. Defier. Outlier.  If you're reading this, and I'm dead, please turn my life into a beautiful movie.<br />"My Life as a Social Experiment" is a courageous, raw, and totally "off the cuff" reality podcast.  "MLSE" documents the muddy process of reclaiming the self in the face of childhood trauma, Alzheimer's Disease, financial disaster, and loss.  Life is hard, fast, and confusing.  Oftentimes our upbringing falls short, and we are left stranded, but yet are still expected to function.  Each podcast takes you deep into a mind that had to figure it all out alone.  A mind and spirit that never gave up even when faced with grave darkness.  All episodes are charmingly meandering and conversational. 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Every day is a different experience, and it takes an extrordinary amount of energy to stay focused; because of this, I consider myself to be "high functioning".  Since I'm able to function relatively well, I feel it is my duty to help those that that may need someone to commiserate with. 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