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<rss xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:podcast="https://podcastindex.org/namespace/1.0" xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" version="2.0"><channel><title>Concepts: Curtain Call</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/show/concepts-curtain-call</link><description><![CDATA[]]></description><atom:link href="https://www.spreaker.com/show/1908576/episodes/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><language>en</language><category>Society &amp; Culture</category><copyright>Copyright Lewis Thorp</copyright><image><url>https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/0e4d85e777bc91b071a2a4b51911b26a.jpg</url><title>Concepts: Curtain Call</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/show/concepts-curtain-call</link></image><lastBuildDate>Sat, 08 Apr 2023 05:13:33 +0000</lastBuildDate><itunes:author>Lewis Thorp</itunes:author><itunes:owner><itunes:name>Lewis Thorp</itunes:name><itunes:email>feeds@spreaker.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/0e4d85e777bc91b071a2a4b51911b26a.jpg"/><itunes:category text="Society &amp; Culture"/><itunes:explicit>yes</itunes:explicit><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><item><title>Thorpzy - Welcome To The Black Parade (Lyrics in Description)</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/thorpzy/thorpzy-welcome-to-the-black-parade-lyri</link><description><![CDATA[When I was a young boy<br />My father took me into the city<br />To see a marching band<br />He said, "Son, when you grow up<br />Would you be the savior of the broken<br />The beaten and the damned?"<br /><br />He said, "Will you defeat them<br />Your demons, and all the non-believers<br />The plans that they have made?"<br />"Because one day I'll leave you<br />A phantom to lead you in the summer<br />To join the black parade."<br />(When I was a young boy)<br />(My father took me into the city)<br />(To see a marching band)<br />(He said, "Son, when you grow up)<br />(Would you be the savior of the broken)<br />(The beaten and the damned?")<br /><br />Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me<br />And other times I feel like I should go<br />And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets<br />And when you're gone, we want you all to know<br /><br />We'll carry on<br />We'll carry on<br />And though you're dead and gone believe me<br />Your memory will carry on<br />We'll carry on<br /><br />And in my heart I can't contain it<br />The anthem won't explain it<br /><br />A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams<br />Your misery and hate will kill us all<br />So paint it black and take it back<br />Let's shout it loud and clear<br />Defiant to the end we hear the call<br /><br />To carry on<br />We'll carry on<br />And though you're dead and gone believe me<br />Your memory will carry on<br />We'll carry on<br /><br />And though you're broken and defeated<br />Your weary widow marches<br /><br />On and on we carry through the fears<br />Disappointed faces of your peers<br />Take a look at me cause I could not care at all<br /><br />Do or die, you'll never make me<br />Because the world will never take my heart<br />Go and try, you'll never break me<br />We want it all, we wanna play this part<br />I won't explain or say I'm sorry<br />I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scars<br />Give a cheer for all the broken<br />Listen here, because it's who we are<br />I'm just a man, I'm not a hero<br />Just a boy, who had to sing this song<br />I'm just a man, I'm not a hero<br />I don't care<br /><br />We'll carry on<br />We'll carry on<br />And though you're dead and gone believe me<br />Your memory will carry on<br />We'll carry on<br /><br />And though you're broken and defeated<br />Your weary widow marches<br /><br />Do or die, you'll never make me<br />Because the world will never take my heart<br />Go and try, you'll never break me<br />We want it all, we wanna play this part<br />(We'll carry on!)<br />Do or die, you'll never make me<br />Because the world will never take my heart<br />Go and try, you'll never break me<br />We want it all, we wanna play this part<br />(We'll carry on!)]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/9279252</guid><pubDate>Sun, 28 Aug 2016 01:28:30 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/9279252/thorpzy_welcome_to_the_black_parade.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Lewis Thorp</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son, when you grow up
Would you be the savior of the broken
The beaten and the damned?"

He said, "Will you defeat them
Your demons, and all the non-believers
The...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[When I was a young boy<br />My father took me into the city<br />To see a marching band<br />He said, "Son, when you grow up<br />Would you be the savior of the broken<br />The beaten and the damned?"<br /><br />He said, "Will you defeat them<br />Your demons, and all the non-believers<br />The plans that they have made?"<br />"Because one day I'll leave you<br />A phantom to lead you in the summer<br />To join the black parade."<br />(When I was a young boy)<br />(My father took me into the city)<br />(To see a marching band)<br />(He said, "Son, when you grow up)<br />(Would you be the savior of the broken)<br />(The beaten and the damned?")<br /><br />Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me<br />And other times I feel like I should go<br />And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets<br />And when you're gone, we want you all to know<br /><br />We'll carry on<br />We'll carry on<br />And though you're dead and gone believe me<br />Your memory will carry on<br />We'll carry on<br /><br />And in my heart I can't contain it<br />The anthem won't explain it<br /><br />A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams<br />Your misery and hate will kill us all<br />So paint it black and take it back<br />Let's shout it loud and clear<br />Defiant to the end we hear the call<br /><br />To carry on<br />We'll carry on<br />And though you're dead and gone believe me<br />Your memory will carry on<br />We'll carry on<br /><br />And though you're broken and defeated<br />Your weary widow marches<br /><br />On and on we carry through the fears<br />Disappointed faces of your peers<br />Take a look at me cause I could not care at all<br /><br />Do or die, you'll never make me<br />Because the world will never take my heart<br />Go and try, you'll never break me<br />We want it all, we wanna play this part<br />I won't explain or say I'm sorry<br />I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scars<br />Give a cheer for all the broken<br />Listen here, because it's who we are<br />I'm just a man, I'm not a hero<br />Just a boy, who had to sing this song<br />I'm just a man, I'm not a hero<br />I don't care<br /><br />We'll carry on<br />We'll carry on<br />And though you're dead and gone believe me<br />Your memory will carry on<br />We'll carry on<br /><br />And though you're broken and defeated<br />Your weary widow marches<br /><br />Do or die, you'll never make me<br />Because the world will never take my heart<br />Go and try, you'll never break me<br />We want it all, we wanna play this part<br />(We'll carry on!)<br />Do or die, you'll never make me<br />Because the world will never take my heart<br />Go and try, you'll never break me<br />We want it all, we wanna play this part<br />(We'll carry on!)]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>306</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/0e4d85e777bc91b071a2a4b51911b26a.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Thorpzy - We Don't Believe Whats On TV (Lyrics in Description)</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/thorpzy/thorpzy-we-dont-believe-whats-on-tv-lyri</link><description><![CDATA[Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br /><br />We don't believe what's on TV<br />Because it's what we want to see<br />And what we want we know we can't believe<br />We have all learned to kill our dreams<br /><br />I need to know<br />That when I fail you'll still be here<br />Cause if you stick around, I'll sing you pretty sounds<br />And we'll make money selling your hair<br /><br />I don't care what's in your hair<br />I just wanna know what's on your mind<br />I used to say I wanna die before I'm old<br />But because of you I might think twice<br /><br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br /><br />What if my dream does not happen?<br />Would I just change what I've told my friends?<br />Don't want to know who I would be<br />When I wake up from a dreamer's sleep<br /><br />I need to know<br />That when I fail you'll still be here<br />Cause if you stick around, I'll sing you pretty sounds<br />And we'll make money selling your hair<br /><br />I don't care what's in your hair<br />I just wanna know what's on your mind<br />I used to say I wanna die before I'm old<br />But because of you I might think twice<br />I don't care what's in your hair<br />I just wanna know what's on your mind<br />I used to say I wanna die before I'm old<br />But because of you I might think twice<br /><br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/9279182</guid><pubDate>Sun, 28 Aug 2016 01:07:34 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/9279182/thorpzy_we_don_t_believe_whats_on_tv.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Lewis Thorp</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Yeah, yeah, yeah!

We don't believe what's on TV
Because it's what we want to see
And what we want we know we can't believe
We have all learned to kill our dreams

I need to know
That when I fail you'll still be here
Cause if you stick around, I'll...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br /><br />We don't believe what's on TV<br />Because it's what we want to see<br />And what we want we know we can't believe<br />We have all learned to kill our dreams<br /><br />I need to know<br />That when I fail you'll still be here<br />Cause if you stick around, I'll sing you pretty sounds<br />And we'll make money selling your hair<br /><br />I don't care what's in your hair<br />I just wanna know what's on your mind<br />I used to say I wanna die before I'm old<br />But because of you I might think twice<br /><br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br /><br />What if my dream does not happen?<br />Would I just change what I've told my friends?<br />Don't want to know who I would be<br />When I wake up from a dreamer's sleep<br /><br />I need to know<br />That when I fail you'll still be here<br />Cause if you stick around, I'll sing you pretty sounds<br />And we'll make money selling your hair<br /><br />I don't care what's in your hair<br />I just wanna know what's on your mind<br />I used to say I wanna die before I'm old<br />But because of you I might think twice<br />I don't care what's in your hair<br />I just wanna know what's on your mind<br />I used to say I wanna die before I'm old<br />But because of you I might think twice<br /><br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!<br />Yeah, yeah, yeah!]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>180</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/0e4d85e777bc91b071a2a4b51911b26a.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Thorpzy - Throne (Lyrics In Description)</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/thorpzy/thorpzy-throne-lyrics-in-description</link><description><![CDATA[Remember the moment you left me alone and<br />Broke every promise you ever made<br />I was an ocean, lost in the open<br />Nothing could take the pain away<br /><br />So you can throw me to the wolves<br />Tomorrow I will come back<br />Leader of the whole pack<br />Beat me black and blue<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne<br /><br />The sticks and the stones that<br />You used to throw have<br />Built me an empire<br />So don’t even try<br />To cry me a river<br />Cause I forgive you<br />You are the reason I still fight<br /><br />So you can throw me to the wolves<br />Tomorrow I will come back<br />Leader of the whole pack<br />Beat me black and blue<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne<br /><br />So you can throw me to the wolves<br />Tomorrow I will come back<br />Leader of the whole pack<br />Beat me black and blue<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne<br /><br />I’ll leave you choking<br />On every word you left unspoken<br />Rebuild all that you’ve broken<br />And now you know<br />I’ll leave you choking<br />On every word you left unspoken<br />Rebuild all that you’ve broken<br />And now you know<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne<br /><br />So you can throw me to the wolves<br />Tomorrow I will come back<br />Leader of the whole pack<br />Beat me black and blue<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/9278842</guid><pubDate>Sat, 27 Aug 2016 23:45:38 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/9278842/thorpzy_throne.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Lewis Thorp</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Remember the moment you left me alone and
Broke every promise you ever made
I was an ocean, lost in the open
Nothing could take the pain away

So you can throw me to the wolves
Tomorrow I will come back
Leader of the whole pack
Beat me black and blue...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Remember the moment you left me alone and<br />Broke every promise you ever made<br />I was an ocean, lost in the open<br />Nothing could take the pain away<br /><br />So you can throw me to the wolves<br />Tomorrow I will come back<br />Leader of the whole pack<br />Beat me black and blue<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne<br /><br />The sticks and the stones that<br />You used to throw have<br />Built me an empire<br />So don’t even try<br />To cry me a river<br />Cause I forgive you<br />You are the reason I still fight<br /><br />So you can throw me to the wolves<br />Tomorrow I will come back<br />Leader of the whole pack<br />Beat me black and blue<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne<br /><br />So you can throw me to the wolves<br />Tomorrow I will come back<br />Leader of the whole pack<br />Beat me black and blue<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne<br /><br />I’ll leave you choking<br />On every word you left unspoken<br />Rebuild all that you’ve broken<br />And now you know<br />I’ll leave you choking<br />On every word you left unspoken<br />Rebuild all that you’ve broken<br />And now you know<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne<br /><br />So you can throw me to the wolves<br />Tomorrow I will come back<br />Leader of the whole pack<br />Beat me black and blue<br />Every wound will shape me<br />Every scar will build my throne]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>193</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/0e4d85e777bc91b071a2a4b51911b26a.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Thorpzy - Stay (Lyrics In Description)</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/thorpzy/thorpzy-stay-lyrics-in-description</link><description><![CDATA[(Bmike Cover)<br /><br />Man I swear I'm just sick of waiting<br />Even though virtue is patience <br />It's bad enough that I'm saded up in this game that you participated in <br />But I made it better, we would even kiss and hug in the rainy weather  <br />Came time for it, you say goodbye and split  <br />Even though we promised we would stay together <br />Why? <br />Please answer this because the love that we have is cancerous 'Cause it stays inside and in a way I die  <br />And when we made new plans we cancel it <br />Why? <br />Please rescue me <br />From this pain you invest when you let me bleed <br />'Cause I need you to live, <br />You're my ecstacy <br />Is it a race against time or my destiny? Uh <br /><br />Not really sure how to feel about it <br />Something in the way you move <br />Makes me feel like I can't live without you <br />It takes me all the way <br />I want you to stay <br /><br />I remember when I made you smile, <br />Baby Girl just stay a while <br />Matter of fact a while is not long enough <br />If you stayed then I promise we can reconcile  <br />How the hell did I fall in love? <br />Man I gave you my all <br />Isn't all enough? <br />How the hell did you leave? <br />You're my reason to breathe <br />Could you stop with all the should've, could've, would've stuff Why? <br />Cause I'm sick of this  <br />And I'm sick of this god damn predicament  <br />Don't finish it <br />Its not imminent  <br />Cause I'm tearing apart like ligaments <br />Why? <br />Please rescue me  <br />From this pain you invest in me when you let me bleed <br />Cause I need you to live <br />You're my ecstacy <br />Is it a race against time or my destiny? <br /><br />Not really sure how to feel about it <br />Something in the way you move <br />Makes me feel like I can't live without you <br />It takes me all the way I want you to stay]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/9242813</guid><pubDate>Tue, 23 Aug 2016 00:53:46 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/9242813/thorpzy_stay.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Lewis Thorp</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>(Bmike Cover)

Man I swear I'm just sick of waiting
Even though virtue is patience 
It's bad enough that I'm saded up in this game that you participated in 
But I made it better, we would even kiss and hug in the rainy weather  
Came time for it, you...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[(Bmike Cover)<br /><br />Man I swear I'm just sick of waiting<br />Even though virtue is patience <br />It's bad enough that I'm saded up in this game that you participated in <br />But I made it better, we would even kiss and hug in the rainy weather  <br />Came time for it, you say goodbye and split  <br />Even though we promised we would stay together <br />Why? <br />Please answer this because the love that we have is cancerous 'Cause it stays inside and in a way I die  <br />And when we made new plans we cancel it <br />Why? <br />Please rescue me <br />From this pain you invest when you let me bleed <br />'Cause I need you to live, <br />You're my ecstacy <br />Is it a race against time or my destiny? Uh <br /><br />Not really sure how to feel about it <br />Something in the way you move <br />Makes me feel like I can't live without you <br />It takes me all the way <br />I want you to stay <br /><br />I remember when I made you smile, <br />Baby Girl just stay a while <br />Matter of fact a while is not long enough <br />If you stayed then I promise we can reconcile  <br />How the hell did I fall in love? <br />Man I gave you my all <br />Isn't all enough? <br />How the hell did you leave? <br />You're my reason to breathe <br />Could you stop with all the should've, could've, would've stuff Why? <br />Cause I'm sick of this  <br />And I'm sick of this god damn predicament  <br />Don't finish it <br />Its not imminent  <br />Cause I'm tearing apart like ligaments <br />Why? <br />Please rescue me  <br />From this pain you invest in me when you let me bleed <br />Cause I need you to live <br />You're my ecstacy <br />Is it a race against time or my destiny? <br /><br />Not really sure how to feel about it <br />Something in the way you move <br />Makes me feel like I can't live without you <br />It takes me all the way I want you to stay]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>138</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/0e4d85e777bc91b071a2a4b51911b26a.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Thorpzy - My Last Song For Her (Lyrics in Description)</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/thorpzy/thorpzy-my-last-song-for-her-lyrics-in-d</link><description><![CDATA[I call you up, you turn me down<br />I try to smile, but I can only frown<br />I call again and you make it out<br />Then we make up, and then make out<br />You freak out, so I dip out<br />I was stuck, like what the fuck?<br />My heart shouts, and my mind clouds<br />You pushed down on the elevator<br />I guess that means I'll see you later<br />We wrestled and we nestled<br />Those key steps to undress you<br />That kiss was real, and those lips are still<br />Sweetest flavor with a hint of steel<br />So confused, who broke the rules?<br />It wasn't me, and it wasn't you<br />I guess it's cool, shit.<br /><br />I should have seen this coming, with the way that you were running<br />With the way that you were acting, to how I was reacting<br />And I can't Believe it, how you hit me past our season<br />And you never gave a shit when you said that I was leaving<br />And now, you're saying that you love me, tell me that you miss me<br />But music is a part of me, you tried to make that history<br />You crushed it, you beat it, you threw it to the ground<br />And set it fire in the air until I couldn't make a sound<br />Now love is what I search for, but not something you gave me<br />But now you come to me and say "I want you back my baby, I love you, I need you, you're something from up above."<br />But you never gave you're heart, so now I can't give love<br />I was never shown it, you're my opponent<br />I'm trying to be something that you can't see and also you never could own it<br />These women can't see this, it's just swag and money<br />You're heart is fucked and I know that I can't fix it up honey<br /><br />I loved you so, you showed me none<br />You said that you want me to father your daughter or son<br />But that's all wrong, I'm far too young<br />But then you stop telling me that you think that I could be the one<br />So I said I love you, and act like you made me<br />You put on a front, to act like you hate me<br />I pushed you down, and I know that I hurt you<br />And that's when I realized that I broke my one rule<br />I asked forgiveness, you walked away crying<br />Both of our hearts were broke and I was dying<br />Lying, but I still kept on trying<br />Our cycle of love and lust kept me smiling<br /><br />But you didn't call that night, And I heard that you moved out<br />Manchester was your new home, you we're chilling with a new crowd<br />But three months later, your parents wouldn't let you inside<br />You were pregnant with a small child, and I can only imagine how much you cried<br />The next morning was church day, all they did was show you the door<br />They said that you slept around, they called you a slut, they called you a whore<br />So you called me that night, you had an almost dead phone<br />And the words that followed turned into a sad sad poem<br />But what I didn't know back then, that poem turned out as a note<br />Then you dropped the phone and I could hear you, slowly, choke<br />I shook with pure shock this couldn't be, real life<br />You gave your hope up, and you gave into all that strife<br />So I prayed to God that night, and in that prayer I cursed his name<br />I said I'd give all the money in the world to take away that someone's pain<br />And this is real rap right here, you know that it comes from the heart<br />And I was wondering if you could tell me why this hurt me from the start<br />These girls and these boys, they listen to me every single day<br />But they never realize the truth that sits and waits in every single word I say<br />And this isn't fake, this is all real life, and I'm getting it off my chest<br />Maybe if it's public to the world then you'll see, I can finally rest<br />I can finally rest<br />I can finally rest<br />All I want is to rest<br />So can I finally rest?<br /><br />I call you up, you turn me down<br />I try to smile, but I can only frown<br />I call again and you make it out<br />Then we make up, and then make out<br />You freak out, so I dip out<br />I was stuck, like what the fuck?<br />My heart shouts, and my mind clouds<br />You pushed down on the elevator<br />I guess that means I'll see you later<br />We wrestled and we nestled<br />Those key steps to undress you<br />That kiss was real, and those lips are still<br />Sweetest flavor with a hint of steel<br />So confused, who broke the rules?<br />It wasn't me, and it wasn't you<br />I guess it's cool, Fuck]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/9210891</guid><pubDate>Wed, 17 Aug 2016 22:28:23 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/9210891/thorpzy_my_last_song_for_her.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Lewis Thorp</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>I call you up, you turn me down
I try to smile, but I can only frown
I call again and you make it out
Then we make up, and then make out
You freak out, so I dip out
I was stuck, like what the fuck?
My heart shouts, and my mind clouds
You pushed down...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[I call you up, you turn me down<br />I try to smile, but I can only frown<br />I call again and you make it out<br />Then we make up, and then make out<br />You freak out, so I dip out<br />I was stuck, like what the fuck?<br />My heart shouts, and my mind clouds<br />You pushed down on the elevator<br />I guess that means I'll see you later<br />We wrestled and we nestled<br />Those key steps to undress you<br />That kiss was real, and those lips are still<br />Sweetest flavor with a hint of steel<br />So confused, who broke the rules?<br />It wasn't me, and it wasn't you<br />I guess it's cool, shit.<br /><br />I should have seen this coming, with the way that you were running<br />With the way that you were acting, to how I was reacting<br />And I can't Believe it, how you hit me past our season<br />And you never gave a shit when you said that I was leaving<br />And now, you're saying that you love me, tell me that you miss me<br />But music is a part of me, you tried to make that history<br />You crushed it, you beat it, you threw it to the ground<br />And set it fire in the air until I couldn't make a sound<br />Now love is what I search for, but not something you gave me<br />But now you come to me and say "I want you back my baby, I love you, I need you, you're something from up above."<br />But you never gave you're heart, so now I can't give love<br />I was never shown it, you're my opponent<br />I'm trying to be something that you can't see and also you never could own it<br />These women can't see this, it's just swag and money<br />You're heart is fucked and I know that I can't fix it up honey<br /><br />I loved you so, you showed me none<br />You said that you want me to father your daughter or son<br />But that's all wrong, I'm far too young<br />But then you stop telling me that you think that I could be the one<br />So I said I love you, and act like you made me<br />You put on a front, to act like you hate me<br />I pushed you down, and I know that I hurt you<br />And that's when I realized that I broke my one rule<br />I asked forgiveness, you walked away crying<br />Both of our hearts were broke and I was dying<br />Lying, but I still kept on trying<br />Our cycle of love and lust kept me smiling<br /><br />But you didn't call that night, And I heard that you moved out<br />Manchester was your new home, you we're chilling with a new crowd<br />But three months later, your parents wouldn't let you inside<br />You were pregnant with a small child, and I can only imagine how much you cried<br />The next morning was church day, all they did was show you the door<br />They said that you slept around, they called you a slut, they called you a whore<br />So you called me that night, you had an almost dead phone<br />And the words that followed turned into a sad sad poem<br />But what I didn't know back then, that poem turned out as a note<br />Then you dropped the phone and I could hear you, slowly, choke<br />I shook with pure shock this couldn't be, real life<br />You gave your hope up, and you gave into all that strife<br />So I prayed to God that night, and in that prayer I cursed his name<br />I said I'd give all the money in the world to take away that someone's pain<br />And this is real rap right here, you know that it comes from the heart<br />And I was wondering if you could tell me why this hurt me from the start<br />These girls and these boys, they listen to me every single day<br />But they never realize the truth that sits and waits in every single word I say<br />And this isn't fake, this is all real life, and I'm getting it off my chest<br />Maybe if it's public to the world then you'll see, I can finally rest<br />I can finally rest<br />I can finally rest<br />All I want is to rest<br />So can I finally rest?<br /><br />I call you up, you turn me down<br />I try to smile, but I can only frown<br />I call again and you make it out<br />Then we make up, and then make out<br />You freak out, so...]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>276</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>yes</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/0e4d85e777bc91b071a2a4b51911b26a.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title>Thorpzy - Drown (Lyrics in Description)</title><link>https://www.spreaker.com/user/thorpzy/thorpzy-drown-lyrics-in-description</link><description><![CDATA[Tyler Joseph Cover<br /><br />Lyrics:<br />Here I come, come to you in the very clothes<br />That I killed, killed you in and now I know I'm alone<br />I walk to you, rain falls from you<br />Can you wash me, can you drown me?<br /><br />I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me<br />I wanna be stronger, too long I've sat here undecidedly<br />Planning strategy, half of me knows it's all just a fallacy<br />Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically<br />Into a wall I've hit a hundred times before<br />And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor<br />And I'm back in front of you, Lord, with the blood on the floor<br />Is the blood mine or yours? Don't wanna do this anymore<br /><br />Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be<br />You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key<br />To a door but he can't 'cause he's poor and he can't<br />Fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor<br />And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar<br />But it's warm from crying 'cause he will try nine times<br />To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives<br />So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize again<br /><br />Here I come again to you<br />Just to show that blood soaked through<br />Through my bones and all I own<br />Is there a way for me to grow?<br />I walk to you, rain falls from you<br />Can you wash me, can you drown me, please?<br /><br />Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision<br />My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission<br />It's taking a toll on my soul, I'm screaming submission and<br />I don't know if I am dying or living<br />'Cause I will save a face for name's sake<br />Abuse grace, take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place<br />But my name is lame, I can't walk and I ain't the same<br />And my name became a new destiny to the grave and<br />They say the ocean's blue, but it's black right now<br />In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd<br />Depression and drowning singing now the full parts<br />Of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts<br />I've been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win<br />But it's hard for me to see where ocean stops and sky begins<br />A random strikes of light remind me of what is true<br />But right now the ocean's blacker than black, the sky is too]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">https://api.spreaker.com/episode/9198456</guid><pubDate>Tue, 16 Aug 2016 01:19:37 +0000</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/9198456/thorpzy_drown.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Lewis Thorp</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Tyler Joseph Cover

Lyrics:
Here I come, come to you in the very clothes
That I killed, killed you in and now I know I'm alone
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me?

I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of...</itunes:subtitle><itunes:summary><![CDATA[Tyler Joseph Cover<br /><br />Lyrics:<br />Here I come, come to you in the very clothes<br />That I killed, killed you in and now I know I'm alone<br />I walk to you, rain falls from you<br />Can you wash me, can you drown me?<br /><br />I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me<br />I wanna be stronger, too long I've sat here undecidedly<br />Planning strategy, half of me knows it's all just a fallacy<br />Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically<br />Into a wall I've hit a hundred times before<br />And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor<br />And I'm back in front of you, Lord, with the blood on the floor<br />Is the blood mine or yours? Don't wanna do this anymore<br /><br />Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be<br />You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key<br />To a door but he can't 'cause he's poor and he can't<br />Fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor<br />And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar<br />But it's warm from crying 'cause he will try nine times<br />To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives<br />So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize again<br /><br />Here I come again to you<br />Just to show that blood soaked through<br />Through my bones and all I own<br />Is there a way for me to grow?<br />I walk to you, rain falls from you<br />Can you wash me, can you drown me, please?<br /><br />Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision<br />My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission<br />It's taking a toll on my soul, I'm screaming submission and<br />I don't know if I am dying or living<br />'Cause I will save a face for name's sake<br />Abuse grace, take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place<br />But my name is lame, I can't walk and I ain't the same<br />And my name became a new destiny to the grave and<br />They say the ocean's blue, but it's black right now<br />In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd<br />Depression and drowning singing now the full parts<br />Of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts<br />I've been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win<br />But it's hard for me to see where ocean stops and sky begins<br />A random strikes of light remind me of what is true<br />But right now the ocean's blacker than black, the sky is too]]></itunes:summary><itunes:duration>230</itunes:duration><itunes:explicit>clean</itunes:explicit><itunes:image href="https://d3wo5wojvuv7l.cloudfront.net/t_rss_itunes_square_1400/images.spreaker.com/original/0e4d85e777bc91b071a2a4b51911b26a.jpg"/><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item></channel></rss>
