"You’re Fired.
Clean up your stuff and Get Out."

That’s what I said to my contractor at the end of the day on Friday.

Ten weeks into a (proposed) one week project and literally every single thing he was hired to do ending in disaster and incompletion, I reached the end of my rope.

I’d been trying to be patient.

Expanding my capacity for feeling safe and ok with the mistakes of others.

Opening my heart to things not having to be perfect and flowing with setbacks and missed deadlines.

These are all areas where I could use some growth and I’ve been taking the Medicine of them along the way.



And… I could feel how I was coming to the end of the road with this particular experience, and I desired Right Alignment as I moved toward understanding the last drops of insight from it.

Friday morning had been designated as a final, FINAL completion day. (One of MANY that had come and gone.

I woke up restless and agitated as I navigated 6 guys in my space shuffling around in confusion and incompetence, all needing just “one more thing” as I tracked through the dirt, dust, noise, and debris now coating the surface of every surface in my home.

I decided to keep my massage appointment for mental health purposes and to see if getting some quiet time for myself would help my inner dust settle.

On Wild Soul Medicine Radio this week, I shared what emerged from that moment of pause. Sifting through the clues of a General Contractor serving as Psychodramatic Mirror, Home as metaphor for Self, and my ongoing walk with meeting the Divine Masculine inside (and out)…

I found my Medicine.

I came home and Priestessed that shit.

For REAL.

And… it’s probably not how you think.

It certainly wasn’t what I imagined would happen, but I’m hammering down one board at a time to create a bridge for each next step as it opens me to More Wisdom and Higher Love.

As with all remodels, there is dust and muck, chaos and mess.

Some highlights to listen for:

(10:20) What happens when you take yourself out of the game

(18:00) General Disaster

(33:20) Priestessing the Temple 

(40:45) Distorted Images

(48:30) Seeking Coherence

(52:25) “I get to create from within, the Creatrix being Created by her Creation. That is the beauty of #AllOfLife”

POTENT DOSE (if you only have a few minutes):



I’m down here in the mud and guts slinging paint and pushing for Home.

In General, I’m still growing into the Grace of Leading my Life.

Join me this week for a Renovation Convo.

You’ll have to be willing to sit on the floor and get a little dirty.

After all, We’re Under Construction.


Love,






P.S. Stay tuned to the end to find out what happened AFTER I fired the General. If you’re looking for a happily ever after story… Keep Listening.