It’s a tender time for me. 

As my outdated and distorted masculine structures continue to fall away I feel more vulnerable.

Undefended.

The world seems mean and harsh.

Not that people are out to get me or even intentionally treat me that way, but the dissonance of Unconsciousness and the violence of projections feel especially loud to me right now.

As a highly sensitive being, I’ve always been tuned into these things, but over the years I learned to defend myself by putting up walls and barriers to letting that in.


Photo by Katerina Plotnikova.
To letting people in.

In this current round of Medicine, I am being Returned to the form of me that came before.

Reversing the journey of the calcification of ego identity into the softer, Truer nature of Essence.

Morphing backward in a sort of second adolescence of awkwardness and self consciousness.

Unsure of how to allow my Kindness to exist in a world that doesn’t know how to honor it.

Wondering how to protect and serve my own Kindness without going back into defense.

The world isn’t going to change anytime soon.

And I sense that my ability to offer my Kindness in its radiant fullness is part of the Awakening Itself.

But how…

And what…

Will my Kindness be mistaken for weakness?

If I choose to move away from those who would harm me intentionally or unintentionally, am I bypassing my shadow or failing to Include It All?

Does everyone get to stand next to me, even if they keep hurting my heart or proving themselves unable to meet my Kindness with Kindness?

I am so curious about the Responsibility of Kindness and where that begins and ends.

On Wild Soul Medicine Radio this week we explored the intricacies of tenderness.

Opening to the Wisdom of the moment to See what is True and Real.



Some highlights to listen for:

(03:05) Who turned up the volume? 

(11:00) Hysterical Senators & Handmaid Protesters

(19:45) The Seduction of Walking Away

(28:00) All of my kindness / is taken for weakness

 (55:15) Infinite Inquiry



POTENT DOSE (if you only have a few minutes):



We continue to inquire into what is being asked of Us and how we might humble ourselves to the Divine Orchestration even further.

Gentling ourselves.

Together.